#bsd koyou

[minugasakuranohana]

[justalemon]

Hey, so I think its been said over and over again already, but i just want to remind everyone calling asagiri a creep one thing.

Showing something doesnt necessarily mean supporting it. What we got here was Kyouka nearly confessing her love, atsushi either being clueless (or purposefully trying to stop her?) and Kyouka backing out. She had a crush on him.

The obvious problem is that Atsushi is an adult while Kyouka is not. Or rather it would have been a problem if they chose to act on it. We have to remember its a relatively common phenomenon for teens to develop crushes on adults, for example authority figures. It happens. It becomes wrong the moment the adult chooses to engage in this relationship. Its their responsibility to reject the child, not the child's. Here? Atsushi didnt say he returns her feelings or anything, but since she backed out he was spared from explicitly condemning her.

Let's also remember that Kyouka as a character comes from a messed up background. It hasn't even been that long since she left the mafia. When her parents died she seemed too young to be educated about things like romantic relationships, and the mafia? Its a horrible place for a child to grow up in. I want you guys to recall one scene, where after Kyouka was rescued from the mafia she offered to help atsushi by 'distracting the enemy' and lifted her kimono up, showing her thighs. Atsushi was understandably horrified, but it shows that kyouka thinks differently because of the way she has been trained in the mafia. She didnt seem like she knew just how wrong that offer was. Just think about what they could have taught her and just how badly that could impact an impressionable teen :(

And Koyou? She hasn't been a good role model for young Kyouka at all, probably messing her perception of feelings and companionship even more. Koyou would tell her how she'd always be a murderer and always like in the darkness, wanting to stop her in the mafia. She was trying to keep Kyouka on her own level, not letting her heal and experience a better reality.

So yeah. Was this executed well? Kinda? I guess? But I dont think this plot point was necessary, at least not from this standpoint before we get chap130. I just dont know how that was necessary, we could have explored this a little more but we wont, since atsushi is in London all of a sudden.

[ask-howuuya]

I need to portray more violence, they are in the mafia after all

[adore-nyx]

mayoi redraw

[chuuya-fan-page]

Do you guys have any silly Chuuya hcs? Dazai ones also count

my chuuya hcs! :D

chuuya loves dogs as you know, he esp loves small dogs that he can dress up in similar attire to his (his black leather coat and his porkie hat).

chuuya likes to sleep with the lights on at times, so he'll be alert in a way.

chuuya learned cursive from koyou, but is embarrassed of how good it may not look so barely writes in it.

elise and chuuya hang out a lot when he has time off, they draw together and chuuya is actually pretty good at drawing animals. he once drew a picture of a realistic mackerel and named it dazai, crumped it up in a ball afterwards.

chuuya and dazai actually used play chess together (mori taught them) when they were younger but dazai would keep going on/have a tantrum about how his slug of his partner was so bad as he claimed while chuuya would win by pulling a fool's mate while dazai was ranting on.

dazai got so mad over that he posted his chuuya is a sore loser newsletter over the mafia about how "chuuya was a loser that sucked as chess" and chuuya would just sigh and roll his eyes at dazai sticking his tongue out at him.

-A

[spacexseven]

(4/4) ok rapidfire round cuz i talked about aku and dazai WAAAY too much here are some other guys who work with this

fyodor - this fucker would legit get to the point where he actually fucking tries to kill you, and then a month later you’re just. back in his house. probably tied to a chair while he straddles your lap and pets your hair and coos about how badly he’s yearned for his little golubchik (little dove) since you last parted ways and how glad he was when he heard you were okay and how you guys should totally get married in the eyes of the lord and youre about to have a fucking anuersysm.probably wants to just pretend it Didnt Happen. he’d be very unequipped to deal with Feelings Of Guilt so he assauges it by showering you in affection and gifts and larping as Loving Husband. might tamper with you juuuust a touch so you forget about the whole thing, cuz seeing you flinch and try to get away from him makes his chest all tight and he doesnt Like It so you gotta stop doing it <3

gogol - all my ideas for him are VERY similar to what i already have down for dazai BUT differences are that he doesnt wanna torture you cuz he Dislikes you, he wants to torture you cuz he wants to see your Normal Person-ish reaction to incredible suffering! not only are you going through hellish pain, but it’s being inflicted on someone who you thought cared for you? how ghoulish! your reaction would certainly be one for the books! he gets attached to you probably the same way he did to fyodor, through you making real strides towards understanding him, but your Normal Ways would make him less keen on wanting to murder you and more keen on wanting to stay with you forever and make you his little birdie. you managing to piece together that your bf was actually that clown terrorist youve been hearing so much about DID throw a wrench in things a touch, but hes waaay too impressed with you to be bothered by it! youre even more amazing than he thought! wow! his darling birdie! lets stay together forever! why are you running away come back :(

kouyou - shout out to all my WOMAN LIKERS we got kouyou. gonna have to make this one quick i talked about the russians too much. listen. kouyou? she’s already got some baggage about losing the person she loves to the mafia, so falling for her target is EXTREMELY inconvenient for her. she wants to just ignore her feelings and be rid of you already, to save herself the trouble (insert wont say im in love from hercules somewhere in here), but you’re so... bright. much brighter than she ever thought she’d be able to experience, and you care for her so much… she just cant bring herself to let you slip away. please, dont hate her for bringing you into the darkness with her. she wont let it infect you, she promises! anything and everything to protect her precious light. 

CONCLUSION: im insane

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can you tell i'm super biased towards nikolai :< all asks in this au (basically yandere uses the reader to steal info, falls for them as well) are tagged as #spy au 🐟

cw: yandere characters, obsessive behavior, possessive behavior, jealousy, violent threats, murder, forced relationships, kidnapping, imprisonment, manipulation, nikolai has previously pulled out a knife on reader and threatens to kill them.

honestly i don't think fyodor would ever feel guilt for his previous actions. sure, he's roughed you up far too much for the sake of the mission and ruined your life and tortured your friends but all of that was to bring you both together! everything that happened was for the good of your relationship. he always knew you were something special, back when he decided to use you as a way to get information about yokohama's ability users. in fact, he had already decided back then that he would have you join him to fulfill his goal once he gained what he needed to know. you would be useful in a lot of ways, but mostly he wanted you there for a far more selfish reason.

(it did get pretty lonely at the top.)

you thought fyodor was going to kill you after his true intentions were revealed, but waking up to find him holding you like he was cradling the most wonderful thing in the world made you realize you couldn't be more wrong. he had never been to pushy when you met, never asking anything suspicious enough for you to think he was using you. in fact, you only ever met him once every few weeks in a desolate corner when you felt tired from all your work. maybe that false belief that you two were strangers who would never meet at day was what led you to confide in him things you should never have. things you would have gotten killed for revealing if he hadn't already killed your superiors. whatever it was that convinced you to do such a foolish thing, it ruined your life now.

maybe his strange attachment to you wasn't the worst possible outcome. at the very least, there seemed to be hope of you getting out of here alive if his incessant touches and condescending words didn't completely tear you apart.

nikolai is pretty similar to dazai, except he's never been bothered by the job. he likes messing with people, and it helps that you're just to cute! if you're going to freeze every time he places a hand on your back and look all shocked every time he steals a kiss, he's going to actually start liking you, you know? not a temporary arrangement, like in a 'you're-cute-and-i-can-show-you-off' way, but in a 'you're-never-leaving-my-side-and-ill-gladly-kill-everyone-so-you-only-have-me' way. he's that initially annoying and flirty stranger who eventually grows on you, so much so that when he one day puts a hand around you and gleefully announces that he was your boyfriend, despite never having talked to you about this arrangement, you can't find it in you to object. he is sort of cute, with that killer smile. even if he is so reckless you worry for him all the time and has these frightening rounds of jealousy, you supposed it could work out.

he doesn't even need you to finish his task, to be honest. stealing documents and the like was child's play for nikolai. he just wanted an excuse to mess with you while getting paid. oh, but you treating him so genuinely, with so much care...he can't just let anyone else receive that sort of treatment in the unlikely situation he had to break up with you. if he had to kill you after this arrangement, it would be quite a waste, wouldn't it? you were so sweet to him. there were always other ways to make you cry—ways he was sure you'd enjoy almost as much as him. if you didn't...well, you'd just have to learn to like it!

imagine his shock when he comes to visit one day to find you...gone! like you had disappeared from your place overnight. even he hadn't been expecting this turn, after all, the two of you had been getting even closer. was it because he kept insisting on trying some potentially dangerous things in bed? but you'd have talked to him about it first. this was...unlike you. and then he catches sight of the news and realizes someone had leaked out some of his personal history.

oops. he forgot most people weren't comfortable dating a murderer.

too bad you didn't have a choice anymore! he finds you, as expected. with his ability and his understanding of you, it was only a matter of time. thing is, nikolai doesn't really like to threaten you so badly, really. sure, there were those times when he swore he would tear apart anyone who tried to ask you out, and promised to kill everyone you ever dated before him so that he could be the only living person to boast of such an honor. and he did pull out a knife on you a couple times but it was all fun and games! really! this time, not so much.

nikolai had you grabbing onto the edge of his coat while he dangled you over the edge of a skyscraper, having used his ability to bring you here earlier. you were probably too scared to be listening to him, but all he was asking of you was an apology and a promise to never leave him like that again. promise him you'd always be by his side.

he was so worried for you! this was the least you could do to make it up to him.

koyou would be devastated when she realizes what this feeling was. the strange warmth that came from sitting next to you, sharing meals and talking about work, quiet moments together—she was stupid for letting it go this far. and now...now she was in too deep.

if only she had stuck to her goal and only been an acquaintance to you. if only you hadn't shown her such a beautiful sight and the possibility of a warm future together. she couldn't bear losing you, couldn't live knowing she could never hold you as close as she yearned to after this was over.

unless...she took some disastrous action.

she knew you would hate her more than you already did if she brought you into her world. you would hate it there, but she was foolishly hoping her presence would make it a little more bearable. you were so wonderful to her...could you manage to love her just a little more? could you overlook your disgust for her tainted soul and hold her like you did, before the truth came out?

[boombboi]

Chuuya: I am strong! I beat Dazai at arm wrestling!

Koyou: Anyone can beat Dazai at arm wrestling.

Dazai: Hey-

[misslovasstuff]

Random headcanons about the bsd characters:

Dazai can’t swim. 

Kunikida has a thing for blue eyed woman.

Chuuya is an ace at almost every sport, except chess.

Akutagawa likes watching cartoon and actually despises horror movies.

Ranpo has been into a relationship before.

Dazai’s really flustered with someone he has true feelings for.

Junichiro may be a collectionist.

Fyodor likes Russian puppets

Higuchi can speak a foreign language.

Chuuya’s afraid/disgusted of bugs

Dazai doesn’t even like coffee, it keeps him awake.

Chuuya’s a great cook

Kunikida once had a diary

Junichiro is very good at school

Tachihara once wore a maid outfit cause he lost a bet to Gin

Naomi loves sweets like cake

Ranpo’s not good at video games

Akutagawa loves figs

Fyodor makes crosswords 

Mori has a thing for fashion

We all know how Dazai constantly bullies Chuuya. However, if there was another person bullying him, Dazai would get irritated with a scary look on his face

Fukuzawa sometimes wish he were a cat

I’m convinced Sigma is indeed a marshmallow

Kyouka likes reading 

Ranpo likes reading comics

Poe is rich

Dazai’s broke

Lucy can Irish dance

Mark is a real flirt

Lovecraft likes puzzles

Fyodor likes theatre and tea

Yosano loves flowers as a gift

Atsushi’s insecurity leads him to akwardness

Chuuya sleeps with a teddy bear

Dazai doesn’t give much thought to his appearance

He uses his charm to get away with things

Akutagawa’s wardrobe consists of one coat

Sometimes, Chuuya’s attempt to woo a woman fails because of his bad pick up lines

Gin goes to a spa twice a week

Koyou is a as lightweight as Chuuya

In the future, Kenji will hold alchohol pretty well

Ranpo curses sometimes

All in all, they’re adorable