Think of the worst thing you’ve ever done.
Add in all of your mistakes. Everything you’ve ever done wrong. Everything you regret.
If you want to be miserable, dwelling on this stuff will do that for you. Every time.
Not that you shouldn’t be aware of your mistakes. After all, that’s the only way to learn from them. But there’s a big difference between letting them teach you, and dwelling on them.
Too often, we fall into the habit of dwelling on our mistakes. Replaying for ourselves everything we’ve done wrong. Everything we regret.
So much so that our mistakes become how we see ourselves.
Without really thinking about it, it becomes our identity. We see ourselves as someone who did what we regret. As someone who makes those mistakes. That’s who we are.
If those are the things that you’re telling yourself, then you’re looking at things from the wrong perspective.
You need to look at things from God’s perspective. If you want to know who you really are.
How God sees things is what today’s readings are all about. God sees you exactly as you are. God sees you as fearfully and wonderfully made. God should know. He made you.
God knows – literally – everything about you. Everything you regret. You at your very worst.
With that complete knowledge of you, you are glorious in God’s sight.
Not because of your mistakes, your regrets.
But because of who you are in your best moments. Those moments when you do what is right, without counting the cost. When you know in your heart that this is how it’s supposed to be. That this is who you really are.
You are someone after God’s own heart.
That is who God made you to be.
That is what God sees when He looks at you.