#canceled plans

[420xbabydollx]

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[sparkysparklesuphigh]

I didn't break the 200 minute mark today, the weather turned dangerously windy and i decided thats a good enough excuse to cancel the class.

My ADHD inner voice is screaming at me that I failed the day, I did not! I did plenty but the demon disagrees.

Its important to remember that you are allowed to cancel plans, especially if your battery is low. Don't let the voice tell you you've failed, fuck the voice because its wrong!

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

[buck-forever]

i hate when people cancel plans so much, you have me sitting here like a little girl getting abandoned again because you slept through your alarm or you wanna hang out with your boyfriend or you “forgot” you had something today or some random emergency comes up.

if you don’t know for sure you won’t be free then why lead me through that disappointment over and over and over again?at my core, i feel weak. sputtering inconsolable kid all over again, except now my body is overgrown and disgusting, my spirit is diminished, and im ashamed. ashamed that i could believe that for a moment, anyone really wanted to be around me, because who wants to be around a clingy brat?

[kragggon]

Fun fact: Me and @pyyakelp actually did a project way long ago. It was a webcomic that we are pretty proud of. I figured that the work probably shouldn't go to waste and I decided to share it around here.

Here, check it out.

It's the story of a little kobold girl who has a eldritch god for a mom.

This is sort of a failed project though. We don't really have any plans of continuing it at all. But I'm pretty proud of it, it'd be nice if it got more light of day.

[daakureisaiko]

[cloverhighfive]

You know that rush? 

After semi-planning to do a thing, stressing over it for half a day or more and it’s DRAINING... but finally you make the decision. Fuck it. And now you’re free.

THE RUSH

[lunar-goodness]

We always talk about the excitement of plans you didn’t want to go to getting canceled but what about the disappointment of plans you said no to because you felt like shit but now you feel better and really want to go but it’s too late.