Canon Aces 47/?: Natalie Oscott A Memoir by Lady Trent series by Marie Brennan (2013-2016) *I am uncertain whether that art is Natalie or not
Isabella Camherst: “I am sure you can go further, and find yourself a husband who will support you in your work.”
Natalie Oscott: “Perhaps.” She did not sound convinced. “It is an untenable situation and I know it. One way or another, I must be dependent on someone. If not a husband, then one of my brothers, or--. I cannot ask that of them. but how much less can I ask it of some stranger?”
Isabella: Do you not want a husband? presuming you could find a good one.”
She stood very still; I think she was considering my words. Then she turned to face me, and answered in the tone of one who has never realized her true reply until this moment.
Isabella: Not for security. But for companionship, or love or---”
Natalie: [blushing] Not for any of those. I welcome the friendship of men, of course. But childbirth is dangerous, and motherhood would demand too much of my time; and I have no interest in the, ah, activity for its own sake. What is left?”
Very little, really. Except, perhaps, for an end to her family’s nagging --- and that could be gotten in more than one way.
Natalie: While I do not think this is the life for me -- I miss my bed too much-- it has given me the courage, and I think the freedom, to pursue the life I do want.
Natalie: [blushing] “I--- do you remember what i said to you before we left Scirland? About the things I was not interested in?”
Her reddened cheeks directed my memory. She did not want the touch of a man.
Isabella: “Yes, I remember.”
Natalie: While we were in Atuyem, I found out that sometimes co-wives will... provide one another with affection. I have wondered, from time to time, whether that is what I want. But I--- well. Suffice to say that i have tested my theory, and proved it false. I enjoy the company of women a great deal, but I honestly do not think I want anything, ah, more.”
Isabella: I understand, Natalie. And you are welcome to stay with me as long as you please.
[A Memoir of Lady Trent 2: The Tropic of Serpents p. 40-41; 220]
Marie Brennan: Natalie Oscott also has her fans: she’s a spinster by choice (in modern terms, we’d call her asexual) who finds her own passion in engineering.
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