#changho

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park haesoo character head canons (relationship)

cho sangwoo , song jungho (berlin) , kim beomjun , kim jehyuk , choi changho ,

sfw !

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sorry if these are bad, I don’t write stuff like this often but if you want me to write more then feel free to comment/request something - also apologies for any possible grammar mistakes, this isn’t proof read !!

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cho sangwoo

would just give you his credit card without a second thought.

he is 100% an introvert, if you introduce him to your friends, he will say two words and cling to your side the entire time (bonus points if you and your friends are extroverted)

definitely keeps you up during the night because he can’t sleep. (intentional or not)

never apologises first or at all, his ego is too big for that, but he will either buy you something he knows you like or hug you (if he’s really sorry he will repay you in another way…)

if you’re younger, he will listen to you use brainrot terms or show him things online and just be completely confused and also slightly concerned (he’s old okay💔)

definitely gets jealous easily, he won’t show it until you get home though…

his love language is definitely acts of service and gifts, he’s a bit awkward with things like physical touch but he eventually warms up to it.

very competitive with everything, arguments, games, debates, etc.

always uses nicknames on you, especially in public so people can hear that you two are together.

he’s a good listener, his replies aren’t always the best but he listens intently about anything you have to say

he is very observant, if you say you like something once, there’s a good chance that’s all you’ll see for the next two weeks.

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song jungho (berlin)

love language is 100% physical touch, always touching even if it’s just like a hand on your shoulder or something.

if he did something that annoyed you, he’d probably just kiss you until you forgave him.

very cocky, he definitely loves receiving compliments or seeing you react a certain way because of him, it really boosts his ego.

if you have nightmares he will wake you up, since he has them often too he recognises when you do.

can be quite rough sometimes, even if it’s words, (and in other ways too)

he’s very intimidating, if he wants you to tell him something he will get it out of you and you fold so easily, because of the way he stares.

loves eye contact, unnecessary and scary amount of eye contact 24/7.

if he doesn’t like someone he isn’t afraid to tell you that, if there’s one thing he’s open with you about it’s his opinions.

if you met during the heist and you were a hostage, he’d instantly take a liking in you and constantly give you special treatment, if the other hostages noticed and tried to confront you about it, he would be there to defend you instantly.

possessive 100%

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kim beomjun

annoying 100%, he’d definitely annoy you on purpose (rage bait final boss 🥀)

he would probably be toxic, a bit manipulative, for example he would probably project his problems on to you, and would try gaslighting you.

definitely yearns/begs (no one can convince me otherwise 🙏)

if you are aware of him conning people, he’d probably try convince you to start/join in.

that man is probably calling you often to pick him up from a bad situation (that he got HIMSELF into btw 💔)

idk if this counts as a love language but his love language is definitely banter, he loves inside jokes and having a laugh with you.

he probably met you by conning you but you do something like track him down and yell at him, but he probably finds it endearing and that’s when he starts falling for you.

unpredictable. that’s all I gotta say.

if he gets arrested, when he gets released he will always come to your door and beg for you to let him back in (it always works somehow) and he will promise to never do it again (he will)

when he gets jealous he will just confront the person right there and then, he doesn’t care.

loves teasing you, any way he can, even if it’s something embarrassing you did, or if it happened ages ago.

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kim jehyuk

if he has TikTok, he probably reposts baseball edits or brainrot and always sends them to you.

he loves calling, he will always call you if something small happened, you are the first person he’s messaging/calling.

always stimming, even if you complain he’ll apologise but then do it again 30 seconds later. (I stand by the autistic jehyuk head canon 🙏)

absolutely terrible at reading the room/hints, you basically have to shove it in his face for him to understand.

love language is definitely quality time, he doesn’t talk a lot but when he gets going about something he likes he’s a yapper.

secretly loves being babied by you, receiving hugs and words of affection etc.

protective, he will always want to check on you and make sure you’re okay.

he will always mention you in interviews, or to people around him (unless you’re relationship is private then he’ll make sure to keep the spotlight away from you if you don’t want it)

probably the type of guy to just casually drop the craziest thing that happened in his day then move on like nothing happened.

probably needs reassurance a lot, especially after he loses a game, his confidence is always knocked a little.

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choi changho

very protective, always calling to make sure you’re safe, sometimes he insists on driving you places or staying with you.

very easily outgoing, but he’s also very cautious about people you meet.

he loves telling you horrible jokes even if he knows you don’t find them funny, that’s what he finds amusing (especially dad jokes 🥀)

he can always recognise when you’re uncomfortable or annoyed, and will always be the first one to your side.

always lecturing you on stuff like smoking, drinking etc. (even if he does those things himself he’s just concerned about your health more than his own)

he gets offended pretty easily, if you give him criticism on something he might take it personally.

his love language is probably quality time.

he loves to reassure you, he’s always good at knowing what you need to hear and what advice to give you.

really soft and caring with you, no matter what he does he’s always gentle.

if he has been busy with work and not been able to give you attention, he will make up for it probably by hugging you from behind, and whisper something sweet to you before giving you his attention for the rest of the night.

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Again, sorry if this isn’t great - it’s 4 am and I haven’t proof read this.

[lazysublimeengineer]

This is Isagi when he's being a conman lawyer instead of a soccer player in a prison.

THEY'RE GIVING THE SAME ENERGY I CAN'T-

[minyo129]

[ENG]200411 changmin IG update : Minho sent flowers to changmin to congratulate him for his solo ❤️

Changmin : “Haah... Corporal Choi Minho, a man like you...💚”

Message on flower from minho to changmin

Left: “my love Changminnie hyung! Congratulations to your solo debut! Hyung’s charm is...”

Right: “Victory!!! This is the Marine Corporal Choi Minho!” ❤️

trans cr: iheartshinee_

[correct-kings]

Minho: so are we fighting or flirting?

Changbin: I've literally got my hands around your neck-

Minho: that doesn't answer my question.

[ositodark]

[lalaliah]

[galacticghosts]

I'm not really into shipping kpop idols but after IM and Wonho went on that date this has been in my head. I spent too long on this so here

[booooo-im-a-ghost]

Gravity & Oxygen

Ay my first time posting fics on here. Tho I wouldn't really call this a fic, but a drabble. If people like this, I'll post my other fics on here as well, tho they're on ao3 and MBBA as well. Honestly this is just trash for my changho heart. Have fun y'all.

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I closed my eyes and told myself it would be alright. That this was an illusion. That my head wasn't actually spilling into darkness when you pulled on the strings of my heart as your fingers pressed the keys of sweet melody. I told myself I was okay, and that the waterfalls in your eyes were not caused by me but instead from your own mind. Maybe because it was too terrifying to accept, or to real to fathom. I thought it would be alright because you were my gravity and I was your oxygen, keeping you alive just to kill you slowly. We were each others disease, but you were also my remedy.

I said this to myself as I watched you leave. As you packed your things in neatly folded piles in that same suitcase that once held our things. Not just yours.

I said it was fine, when you asked if this bothered me. You leaving. When in reality it was chewing into the deepest crevices of my bones, turning them into dust. I nodded as you said this was for the best, never once screaming the contents of my heart as I held your sleeve and begged you not to go. Instead I remained quiet from the opposite end of the room and let you walk out of my space and my life, but never once from my heart.

I still remember the day you had so proudly walked in. Claiming that this was forever and that you could make it better. I trusted you the way I trust gravity to keep me grounded, yet you let me float away to places unreachable, and now I'm lost. In your eyes, in your smile, your laugh... somewhere in your heart in a foreign land.

And now the foolish me has come searching for you, for that exit... or maybe the entrance. I found that I'll be alright, that we will be alright, as I stood in front of the wooden door that lead to your space. I knocked, and knocked, until the sun disappeared and my heart gave in yet you still were not here.

I waited, and came back the next day, and the next, then the next, but your new life evaded mine entirely. I had given up, feeling the rain soak my skin and fill the holes you left in my heart. I walked under a moonless sky and a street lamp faded nearby. I was walking away from you, your home, that door that you never unlocked. My hollow eyes fixated on the wet pavement of these streets as my feet dragged my broken soul.

I was sinking deeper into the cold soil and my heart had abandoned reasoning. I remember running to someplace I didn't know, exerting every bit of energy I had in hopes that my atoms would find yours. You. My gravity.

I had seen the night morph into hazy blurs of black and midnight blue, to a whirlwind of polluted rain and salty tears, the streetlamps and car lights mixing into one mocking spotlight in my eyes. But then I stopped,

"Changkyun?" I heard you call, softly, like wind passing across the ocean. I turned and met your eyes, those beautifully surprised eyes. I wanted to run and engulf your body in my arms, but I haven't changed much, I guess. Even after all these years.

I remained silent. Too scared and too shocked to finally see you, even after coming so far just for that very reason. I opened my mouth but my voice choked in my throat and no sound would resonate. I felt my heart race so fast it ached, and with every step you took into my space, I wanted to crawl below the crust of this planet and never face the light of day. Your face. Your heart. Your crushing gravity.

Yet you were gentle and your eyes alone caressed my cold skin with warmth, with that broken look you gave me I shattered. As if you were barely alive, just breathing through a hollow shell. Yet you brightened, maybe, blood returning to your veins as you touched me. Your fingers against my cheek and your trembling pink lips curving into such a wide smile, I invaded you. Arms wrapped around you as the rain soaked into both of us. I just wanted this moment etched inside the confines of my brain, even if you pushed me away a blink later just to turn and leave again. Even if you told me this isn't what you wanted, I knew it's what my heart needed. And so I dug my fingers into your damp jacket as I heard your umbrella collide with the drenched ground, your fingers curling into my body as your heat swallowed me whole.

"Hoseok, I- I'm sorry I let you leave" I had stammered with a voice so broken but with my mind so resolved. "I'm sorry I never said anything", I had cried into your shoulder, and maybe I felt the hotness of your tears stream down my neck as well. "I'm sorry it took me five years to stop you", even though you had already left and gone.

You were silent for too long. The pattering of the rain deafened our thoughts, but not our hearts. Not as yours beat so heavily against my chest, I could tell you wanted me too. That you missed me right back, but your beats never played the melody of forgiveness.

I had pulled you away, despite never wanting to let go. I looked you in your eyeballs and searched for something, anything, to keep my mind from harvesting the darkness that had previously spilled inside. They softened, and you hit my arm playfully, a tremulous smile on your face.

"I wasn't going to forgive you," you spoke as I held my breath, "but...", only for you to force it out of me as you pressed your lips against mine. My oxygen giving you life as you breathed me in through parted lips, my fingers clutching your back with devastating eagerness. My face went numb from the cold rain and from you, your novocaine like lips that I sank my teeth into. You made a sound that I hadn't heard for years, and I knew you wanted this too. That you forgave me, that I wasn't going to let the night blind my mind again. But my heartbeat was unsteady and you pulled away, that look flashing in your eyes that you were afraid. Afraid that we'd fall through the same pattern once more or twice, and that five years from now you'd pack up and move to another country all over again.

And for what?

For a stupid fight that I failed to control? Because I could feel the ground slipping from under my feet as you tore your way out my heart? I had felt the pull of gravity disappear into an unreachable shadow as my mind lost direction in space.

I understand now. It was my fault.

But for now you're here, and I'll remember as you whispered 'I love you' against my neck, that my cold fingers held your moonlit face under the moonless sky and my mouth said it right back. Because I never stopped loving you. So I'll let you breathe me in so I can slowly kill you while keeping you alive. We'll do this dance where you play the keys to my heart until you lose the tune and leave me again, just for me to find you.

Because you're my gravity and unconsciously pull me in your direction.