#cherry vent

[cherrrydomme]

i keep getting recommended this fat fetish account on instagram (MY PERSONAL INSTAGRAM) and every time i feel like i’m getting caught with naughty shit. i never look at feedism on there so it scares me every time lmao

but also the one reel i saw from him first that has 1 mil views the comments are crazy like the masses are not ready 😭

[teruwasright]

Yall should I post the little wip vent post I made about how fucking mad I get about how ridiculous it is when people say agreeing with Teru or "siding with the Minamotos" is some how "agreeing with Teru's abusers" and apparently "racist and oppressing minority people" to call the supernatural cast out on there bs??? (Cough cough NO.6...WHAT ARE YOU GUYS ON???)

It genuinely makes me so mad and I've blocked multiple people for this and literally how fucking petty do you have to be to start pulling scary words out of your ass just to scare people away from thinking more about it and looking at things from a different prospective all bc YOU don't like it???

And no...I'm not mad bc "oh they don't agree with me bc I'm so right" no.

Im mad bc these people disguise HATEFUL backhanded comments TARGETED at a certain group of people as "opinions".

There's a fucking difference between simply sharing your opinion and DELIBERATELY being hateful and backhanded to a certain group of people and saying "it's an opinion" to justify it.

[cherrytainteddoll]

A shitty part of hypersexuality as a result of trauma is the fact that everyone gets used when it flares up. I let people I normally wouldn’t even breathe the same air as use my body because I know deep down I’m using them for validation and attention.

Who am I to feel used when I’m chasing the high of validation and am willing to get it from anyone without a care in the world for them as a person? I know deep down people only want me for my body, but I let them because I get a brief moment of feeling wanted even if I don't care about them.

[cherrypuppyy]

Think this hit harder than the previous one cause I legit can't remember how many doodles I did I just knew its a lot. [Just the blurry image of d sun in various clothes him being sassy and the d!sun being nice comic ] Mannnnnnnnn wb

[cherrrydomme]

literally so stressed out about my addict parent (who is in rehab for the first time currently) that i like can’t eat or sleep or do anything really at all or FINISH which is why im telling yall

please feel free to send me some of your recent gain updates on DMs and be patient if i don’t like insta respond i just need to look at some hot content without digging for like hours

do me a solid lmfao love yall this is why i’ve been gone 🖤

[teruwasright]

theres been bullying going around on the confession accounts and i just wanted you to know how strong you are, even if it hurts you. its so important to surround yourself with people youre comfortable with and you do your best to do exactly that

i dont know if you'll take asks like this, but i just wanted you to know how bold you are. in a good way, of course. youre not afraid to speak for your opinions and arent afraid to block people, and i find that truly admiring

make sure to take breaks, drink water, and care for yourself. ive been a victim of bullying/harassment before, and i know how degrading it can be. theres unfortunately no block button in real life. you use your resources to speak out against injustice and use what you have to make tumblr a better place

have a good day btw!

It's 7 am for me and I haven't been able to sleep bc of how bad I feel about the bullying I'm under and seeing this ask literally made my day sm-

I genuinely appreciate it sm ty (im literally gonna cry I'm not even joking-)

Tho it's hard I refuse to be bullied into silence about what I think and how I feel and I hate how normalized bullying is in the tbhk fan base and just everywhere-

No one speaks up about it or talks about it and don't wanna get involved in "drama" and I refuse to be quiet about it.

The fan base is messed up and I'm so sorry you've had to deal with it too-

I genuinely appreciate your words sm and ty sm for it bc it is hard to continue to be so bold and unapologetic about how I feels sometimes and I even sometimes wish I didn't like Teru or that I did agree with the majority bc of how bad the bullying was/is and it sadly does sometimes get to me and I wonder if I should just stop but people like you that experienced the same thing and even say admire me for how bold I am and how strong I am in trying to make tumblr a better place and speaking out about it reminds me that this is exactly WHY I do it- why I stay bold and continue to speak out and stay strong in my opinion and I wanna ty for reminding me why♡

I hope you're around people that love you and make you feel comfortable and be sure you drink water and eat regularly and take care of yourself- have the best and most peaceful day you can ty sm kind anaon♡

[cherrrydomme]

finding myself in my least favorite dinner situation-

exhausting week, didn’t have time to cook

doesn’t have the energy to cook what’s in the fridge without a meal

consider ordering food

feel bad about price

everything sounds disgusting

still no food in house

rinse and repeat until you just like take a nap for dinner lol

[cherrytainteddoll]

looking through posts i made from years ago and realizing i’m still poisoning myself. I’m doing it more. I didn’t “kick the habit”. most of my friends have gotten sober but me? still a fucking junkie. honestly i haven’t even really THOUGHT about getting sober. and i cant help but think about how fucking disappointed the person who made those posts years ago to know that they didn’t get better even after they escaped near homeless and got a source of income.

it would break my heart if i didn’t feel bitterly certain that person would just use over that realization.