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[veartotheright]

Wow if there's one thing my boss can make me feel shit about it's missing work for being sick. And what's worse is i can't really say oh nvm i'll come in because if i do my mom will do a backflip and get mad. Like i don't want to deal with it, so i won't. I'm just gonna go back to bed. My throat hurts.

[veartotheright]

A poem about my mom

I miss you

The you who cared

The you who was kind to us

I miss the past

  Where childhood was such a thing that I could be blissful

In ignorance

Oblivious to the harm of the world crashing around me

So slowly

And as we grew you separated yourself from us

Devoting yourself

To people who didn’t care and stepped on you

Transforming yourself

You came out of it paranoid, afraid to get stepped on again

Smothered out

The kindness that I was so used to seeing, the trust that I had loved

You left

Replaced by someone who did not know what the person before had left

You died

I cried when I realized you didn’t mean to leave so suddenly

  Those people do not deserve you

The ones who tore at your soul and devoured your kindness

The ones who made you forget that you could be trusted

Those people still try to hold you closer than you hold us now.

[veartotheright]

it's going to be a long day

[veartotheright]

Kiwi Tastic!

So I made a Homestuck fancharacter for this fansession I'm taking part in, I think she's super cute. :3

Your name is KIWI MARICOL, and flying clams do you love ANGLERFISH! You adore their BIO-LUMINESCENT LURES, attracting prey and catching them in pitch darkness, how cool! You've always wanted to see one in person, but due to your FEAR OF THE DARK, you'd never go down there without someone else. You could talk for HOURS about anglerfish, which is rare because you have such a LOW ATTENTION SPAN. Your FATHER says you're always looking for something to ENTERTAIN YOU FOR MORE THAN FIVE SECONDS. He also says it's the reason why you're HOME-SCHOOLED at the AQUARIUM where he works. You scoff at the notion of the aquarium being work, because you LOVE SEA CREATURES OF ALMOST EVERY KIND. So much so you run around making FISH PUNS whenever you feel is necessary. You have an almost ENDLESS AMOUNT OF ENERGY, doing whatever you can to help out with the aquarium.

Your pesterchum ID is gargantuanCeratiidae and you speak VERY excitedly! 

[veartotheright]

There's this old unused beachball volleyball court in a park near my school. It looks really worn down, from weather or use i'm not sure. There are tiretracks running through the sand, and lots of foot prints... A bunch of grass is growing in the sand, and there are two trees next to both the poles. One tree on my left looks barren and dead, but that's due to the seasons and their constant changes. The tree on my right looks like a bonsai in real life, it's old and probably has many stories within it's old trunk. There is no net between the poles, even if there was, it would more than likely be weathered and mossy. A woman and her daughter briefly came by and walked through, stopping momentarily to play with their small black dog, that i assume is a mutt of some kind. They left as soon as they came.. There's yelling nearby from the rugby team, yells of "Support! SUPPORT!" Can be heard from where i sit. It's cold, and the grass around me is yellow from winters cool deathly grip. I only want to go home now...

[veartotheright]

SNAKE POST

OKAY SO

I GOT A SNAKE TODAY

AND THEN IT DIED IN THE SAME DAY

but yeah see i went to petco today to get stuff for my lovely fish, and i was thinking about this great king snake that a teacher has at school which made me tell my mom about it.

So she ends up getting me a cornsnake impulsively? Which was really cool, but i felt incredibly unprepared because i kind of wanted to do more research about snakes before i got one. 

When one of the workers came to get one out of the cage i told him i was interested in getting a red one, so he reaches over for a gorgeous red snake... which ended up being dead for maybe a day or two i think. That should've really tipped me off right there that i shouldn't have actually been getting a snake from Petco...

Long story short, i got a snake and it died in the same day.... :\

[veartotheright]

CARPET'S A BITCH

I miss my wooden floors, I would be done moving into my new room, but NOOOOO.

D:<

[veartotheright]

Art Blog Get!

Hello Followers!

I just wanted to let you know that I decided it would probably be a good idea to create an art blog where I can post all my doodles and art related things!  

I'm probably going to post stuff from the past onwards, so there's going to be a lot of old stuff, and then it'll progress to the much newer stuff! I'll try to update it at least weekly, and seeing as I'm going to be going to Calarts for Summer school, there will probably be fairly regular updates I hope!

So in essence, all of my artwork will be there, and not on my more personal blog. XD Here's the link for anyone who's interested:  Ta-dah~

There's also a link on my personal blog to it as well So I'll be spending a lot of today uploading a lot of art to that! Thanks for reading! :D