Jul 13, 2025
My stepdad called to "make sure you're happy and well"
And I respond with "best I can do is alive"
Him: alive is good
#mental illness#mcfatty#bpd#borderline personality disorder#fat bitch#fatgirlforlife#actually borderline#childhood trauma#everybody hates me#living with borderline#my stepdad cares more about me than any blood relative#all day i think about death#chronic illness#chronic migraine#chronic pain#chronicially alone#chronically ill#who am i