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Some sketches i just returned to drawing

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I forgot this as well 💙

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Oh rught i posted about some santana ABSR MOD i traced well um that was like idk months ago so heres the update I PROMISE I FINISH SOON 🥺

I litertllyn just wanted to edit this to look like manga Santana with a few modifications and i also now need a version with his leather strap armour on arms and calves

No im not making a version with armour 💔 unless im in that mood

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Thank you for making me cry, seriously. Endorphins are a wonder

Thank you. It could have saved me.

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TW skip this post if you dont want to see dark and triggering vent

TW for sui ideation under cut

This is why I hate summer-fall, why do I get so upset, depressed and suicidal during this ? This is the second time I feel like I would die. I need something because i started to realize i cant help myself

Maybe when I wake up ill be okay. Anyone who knows me, dont ever feel guilty

Its so unfortunate

I can barely take care of myself now.

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Im so tired i feel like I could fall asleep forever and then eat chocolate covered quinoa snacks

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/lh

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I have no idea once again