#colton rambles

[mx-dorkboy]

Hey do you guys remember when Logan basically said Thomas meeting deadlines makes him hard ? Because I do. They just brushed over that what the fuck.

[mx-dorkboy]

THE NUMBER ONE THING AUTISTIC PEOPLE ARE TIRED OF HEARING:

everything. it is too loud. stop making noise.

[mx-dorkboy]

Guys,,, all the sides are ,,, kinda like ,,, really cool ,,, n good,,,

[mx-dorkboy]

“Am I ORIGINAL?” But it’s just Logan and Virgil being gossipy best friends

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in conclusion, them.

[mx-dorkboy]

Okay I'm bullshitting here but what if all the sides and especially Thomas seem so angry in the trailer for the next ep because Deceit let out another side (similar to what he assumingly did with Remus) and that side happens to be something to do with anger ? Not only that, but Deceit stepped back and that's why Thomas is so visibly and outwardly angry. That's why he swears at the sides, something he pretty much never does ! He barely even swears in the actual show.

It's very possible that Deceit decided to step back a bit as if to say 'Okay, go to the wedding, and see how you manage without me there to help you pretend you aren't hating it.' a sort of Accepting Anxiety deal where maybe it's only then the others realize Deceit was decently right, especially when they see how much distress they've all been in, how upset Thomas is. Patton is clearly very distressed, no doubt Roman is upset, Virgil must be freaking out if it went badly enough for Thomas to be so displeased and angry, no clue what Logan is thinking.

Of course then again, Deceit is self preservation, very likely, so I doubt he would've stepped back entirely, but just stepping back just enough to make things difficult and have the other sides slip up without totally slandering Thomas would be the real message that things kind of fall apart without him. Especially since they refuse to listen to him otherwise. He's tried explaining himself (SvS), now it's time to kick things up a notch. Possibly this could be when they realize they might need to start making things work with the dark sides instead of just pushing them away?

[mx-dorkboy]

THOMAS GETTING ANGRY AT THE SIDES FINALLY ??? OTHER SIDES CAN GET ANGRY TOO AND IT CLEARLY DIDN’T GO WELL SO THAT MEANS THAT YEAH TECHNICALLY DECEIT WAS RIGHT WHAT WILL HAPPEN O H MY GO DHNUJK

[mx-dorkboy]

Man, I'm gonna ramble here but being aroace is SO important to me. It really saved me years of confusion and invalidation and romantic relationships that would've hurt me and the other person because I wasn't content. Yes, it hurts to know that a lot of people don't think we're LGBTQIA+ and a lot of people will just brush us off but honestly I'm really proud to be Aroace. I'm really proud to be me. I don't need or want romantic love or sex and I'm glad because it gives me so much less to stress about and honestly I have so much more time to do other things. I have so much more love to give to other things, and I have so much more platonic love to give to friends if I so choose. Just because I'm Aroace doesn't mean I don't love! And it's wonderful, because I love space and the stars and the planets and I love the city at night and I love cool crisp sunrises and I love hot, humid summer sunsets and I love the sound of acoustic guitar and I love knitting and my Special Interests and I love reading and science and I love my pet cats and I love so many things. I'm so glad I learned about Aromantic and Asexual because now I've got a chance to get into a QPR with someone I've really liked for a long time because I had a way to explain my feelings. Tomantic relationships with them never felt right so it didn't work out but now ! I know that there are other options. So teah, Aroace is super important to me and a important part of my identity. ramble over, basically being Aroace is cool and something you can absolutely be proud of.

[mx-dorkboy]

I WILL make an Aromantic scarf and i WILL make a Asexual beanie and NONE of you can stop me