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Spin off Episode: part 4 (ending B.)
Between The Lines, Episode 7 PART 4 of 4: “So help you god…you're set free”
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NFW: MDNI : Rated-R: (Mature themes) *mentions death and dead bodies, bugs, gore and frontier diseases and violence, guns, religious interpretation of trauma, consumption of body and blood, allusions to murder/self and description macabre, and ghosts of the espooky kind.
“Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me” KJV- Mathew 25:37-40
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[Midnight Special Theme continues to play:]
God… The temptation made Miasma shiver and his stomach pool a hot coil tightening from within…Jim shivered, but for a completely different reason…
Jim’s eyes clouded milky white. As he stood at the edge of the sunken sacred earth, it became more and more like a pit at the bottom of a gentle slope. They had dug into the brick and when they had looked up, the world around them seemed like a whiteout. Nothing. Only the distant row of the trees, the line circling them like a black fingered noose, that while it lay in wait, seemed somehow to tighten all around them all at once.
Jim stood up and threw the shovel, “The Captain wrote it, all but confessed it, ‘The Game had moved on’, he said! There were no ‘bucks’,” Jim seethed, desperately aching, “Only desperate people.”
Miasma tilted his head away as if in mild disgust beholding the long since charred remains. Remnants of their time, discovered in the horrifying aftermath of ‘The end’, preserved like a stony fossil, cold and forever dead, until it hardened and became known… became the truth…concrete, and indifferent.
“They must have been starving” Miasma said, his tongue flicking out to wet his lips, voice barely above a whisper.
“Like the Donner Party. They burned everything they could. But left the main place standing, the places most damnable. All this evidence left behind… like someone wanted this to be found” Jim said through his trance like state, rocking on his heels, vulnerable and icy. “Whoever wrote that Diary probably.” Jim swallowed, feeling like a blue ice cube had been swallowed, frosting through a hole in his stomach. He felt sick. Brittle old bones and a few scraps of rotted cloth, trinkets and tokens that had somehow in the heat, collapsed the kilns, trapping the mass grave of bones with saw marks and serrations.
Miasma’s face hardened, his nose catching whiffs of torn tender flesh, festered like that of a blackening fruit, zinging in the putrid of the juice, flies buzzing daintily, “My god… They really dead eat each other, didn't they. and that line, 'to the brick with their kin', hell it condemns the captain as well. Seems it is true...Mankind cannot help themselves can they, when it comes to their baser desires," he swallowed, "I suppose all mortals face this in the end… the judgement day of their wretchedness.
It’s, almost as if no matter what, under the eyes of god, it is true, all mankind is created equal.. That is…” Miasma paused, “...that is because, all men must die… funny… that a God who demands everlasting faith, is also a God that creates its faithful out of such perishable vessels... It’s a shame really” Miasma said, feeling his stomach clamp shut, trapping his insides. Jim eyes were white, his voice echoing almost as if he was speaking aloud where he stood loudly, but softly in a more intimate voice, as if moist in his ears, Miasma heard Jim speak to him.
“And if people are in a kiln, it is because they are dead, or fated to die. Grace means nothing, when the moment comes when the living envy the dead. The true crash of the human psyche, the end of humanity, the end of one’s self, “If the living envy the dead, it’s because the living have something they wish they were dead over, but didn’t die for. If such people willingly went to the fire.”
Was it what they deserved?
Was such a hellish scene of people walking into the fire meant to be the door to their hell, or their purifying baptism in that lake of fire, to get their ticket punched for heaven?
[Don Abandons Alice plays:]
Miasma dropped his shovel letting it clatter on the icy ground. “A willing Lamb for slaughter.” he whispered. He watched as despair for the wretchedness of the world sank Jim to his knees crying milky white tears, that glowed white like the snow around them, “If only they could have saved them from themselves.” Jim wept.
Miasma watched as his vision swayed and all sound hollowed to a numbness like he felt on his body from the unusual coldness of the world. “I am nothing special to god, am I...” Miasma said softly.
Jim shook his head, rubbing at his stinging tears, “Intercessor, hear our prayer”. Jim Wept.
And as Miasma watched on, Jim began to sob, saying the prayers of Last Rites, and the Apostles creed.
…As the dead around them at last began to rise…
“O my God, I am heartily sorry for having offended Thee,
Dust curled around them “ashes, ashes, we all fall, up?” Miasma sang softly to himself, a lilt, as the rising debris began to slope up, taking shape, bone and soot, ice and charred things that began to warm and fowl under the sudden humidity and heat that melted away the snow. the immediate Area encircled with Fire.
and I detest all my sins because of thy just punishments,
Miasma’s breath sucked into his chest, it was like being in the pits, all over again!
"No, no, no, no!" Miasma panicked, pacing like a wild thing, looking for escape.
but most of all because they offend Thee, my God,
who art all good and deserving of all my love.
“Father! Father Jim!” Miasma began shouting, his voice raggedly higher in his panicking call, trying to climb over the brick as a corpse groped for his blackened boots, the others approaching, rising, clawing, teeth gnashing. One even tore his crucifix off.
Jim whirled and saw the hellish scene, his eyes watering, in a voice not his own, but that of the captain of that camp mourned, “Oh what have we done, what has the world done to us!”, lamenting and wailing.
Jim could feel it, like empathic fire searing his veins as he felt the dead in their personal hell that was this goddamned oven, boiling over with a cacophony of cries for absolution. Seeing Miasma on the ground as he tried to scurry away from the dead thing lurching forward, chasing after him, Jim grit his teeth.
He grabbed a shovel and swung, a nauseating squelching noise as the blade of the shovel bisected a purple and grey corpse… “Miasma, Miasma I’m coming!” Ice chipped, bones snapped and shattered, ashes swiftly swept away, charred remains crumbling, there were too many closing in, every single one of them blocking all hope of leaving this circle of hell alive.
As Jim swung the blade, he could see the exact moment each person had died, like a snap of an old timey photograph flashing in his mind, how they had died, the white smoke around him distorting his vision, seeing human faces in place of the skeletal, every stage of decay and remains, portraying the humanity of their souls; The human experience all share at that moment where life ends and death begins, the fading light, and not every time had the eyes gone dark. before their breaths drew their last .
Miasma saw it too, and said what Jim couldn’t say, or else it would mess up the narrative, Oh yes. not only cannibals... but *MURDERERS*
I firmly resolve with the help of Thy grace
to sin no more
and to avoid the near occasion of sin.
Amen.”
[The Walking Dead Theme plays:]
Jim grunted, kicking back another clawing corpse that kept re-rising, like everything else. The suffering just would not die. And the living wished it was over, but their night had only just barely just begun…
Miasma felt like he was unable, incapable, inconceivably broken, that Jim had to come to his rescue, him? A Ghoul born from the fiery scapes of hell, why was it so hard to move, to run, or rush to defend. He felt like he was a helpless thing, marooned on an island surrounded by the sulfuric seas, boiling and acidic, toxic air stinging his every pore, bleeding from every hair”
“Jim help me, please!" He cried, seeing these beings the way humanity surely saw him, a murderer, a consumer, a black wolf preying on the living. "I can’t I can't go back! Please Jimmy! Help- I” Miasma began to cry. He knew, if they were dragged under by the suffering souls fondling the earth to rear up and claw their way back down with the living, sinking more and more souls with them, they would surely be lost.
Jim gripped Miasma by the shoulders, “Shut the fuck up! I’m getting us out of here!”
“Jim if we get caught and we die-”, “Then suddenly this is not our problem anymore” Jim said, brows knitted in pain from the feeling he had, the empathy of feeling the suffering and fear of his friend.
[The Last of Us plays:]
“Miasma, We came to fight, even though we didn’t ask to. We came to find a way to set things right, and we came to find that peace. Please,” He said standing, panting. The dead were closing in as well as the greenish hellfire that was now all around them, as if they were trapped in a circle at the heart of the darkness where the deepest pain and regret could go. “Take my hand Miasma” Jim said softly, as if the dance macabre all around them were but nothing.
Green flames looked like blades of green grass soft in the sun like silk through the fingers.
“Though I walk through the valley….” Miasma thought as he looked up.
“Miasma, please. What is higher power than what we are inspired to follow as a light in times of darkness.” Jim said, his tone soft and yet gracious, begging his friend to heed his words.
“Pray with me Miasma” Jim said, lifting Miasma up. “This is the lord’s fight…and we are on a mission from God” he said, a defiant tone as he faced the crowding undead. He held Miasmas hand in his, turning to dig his heels, a shovel in hand, ready to cut down whatever stood in their path.
“I never thought I'd fight beside a hell-spawn against hell.” Jim chuckled as they circled back to back, eying the massing wall of bodies, the weight of their work, heavy. Miasma looked down and saw his shovel, ready, calling out to him like one crying from the dust, ‘get to work’.
“What about dying beside a friend?” Miasma said, feeling a renewed strength in him as he brandished the broken shovel where blood was already painting it like a splattered crown.
Jim chuckled, “Well hell, guess I'd call a man pretty lucky if’n you can count him amongst your friends."
As shovel blades thwacked and spun, slicing as they ducked to move away from the grapples of the corpses haunting their every footstep, as they danced around, trying to clear a path with the force of their wills, but finding the action wasted, the dead were rising as soon as they were brought down, unending. Unyielding. and all around them...
"You'd call me your friend?" Miasma huffed, dodging around a small group.
"Friend, follower, whatever the fuck you call someone like you!" Jim shouted with a crooked grin, taking a large bloated corps down at the knees, trying to avoid its grasp as it crawled towards him.
"SINNER! how 'bout that!" Miasma said angrily, roaring as he cut a corpse down, black blood spewing from it's gut and flying to fleck his face. He bared his fangs as he faced off another skeleton, this one more agile than the last.
Jim frowned, "You act like ain't no sinner has a chance at seeing heaven's light! Don't be a doubting Thomas when you are so close!"
"Close?! Hah!" Miasma swung, bashing the skull into pieces and watching it mend over, but for being momentarily disabled, he moved to his next target, trying to force his way out of their circle of suffering.
"You know what I mean, I'll tell you every story under the sun if it will help you see the light! Even if I have to drag you over them pearly gates myself!" Jim winced, a shattered rotten ulna cutting him deep as he pivoted to break free of another hands grasp. "If'n we make it out alive! But I'll keep fighting till I'm dead!" He almost laughed.
“Yeah well, what the fuck about Judas then! If I’m gonna fucking die, I want to hear you preach to me about that story!” Miasma shouted as he was hauled backwards towards the ground. Jim bounded over to the offending body, bringing the blade to sever the head from the neck, the corpse clattering to the ground, the icicles of it’s skin shattering, peppering the white and black snow with meaty shards of putrid chunks.
“Ya know, if that ain't THE most perfect story for this” Jim said, an idea touching his brain like the light of god, burning in a bushel behind his eyes. “Miasma, corale them!” “The fuck you mean *coral them!”
“Just shut up and gather your flock, look at them, going after you like you’re going to give them what they want, round them up!” “Like a fucking sheep dog?!” “Exactly!” Jim said, a gleam in his eye, as he made his way towards the dilapidated chimney, the flames closing in. “Use the time you have, and it ain't much, look!” Jim pointed at the gathering corpses, as he scrambled on the dirt, ripping up icy clods that stung his fingers with the freezing cold bricks.
[Earth plays:]
Miasma managed to peek behind his shoulder, shovel up in two hands as he used it to try and push the herd of corpses back, his tail flicking back and forth to avoid being singed by the hellfire.
No. he didn’t envy the dead. That wasn’t his purpose. It wasn't what his dreams and yearnings meant. It was a hunger for something more, something beyond the toxic sludge of desecrated flesh. His consumption wasn't of bodies, or people, he wasn't trying to quench something in him over humanity and its hopes and dreams. No…. He craved what came of something higher, that which is granted from above...
*purpose*.
And now, now he had it. It didn’t matter how. What mattered was that it was. And with a great heavy groan, he pushed the group back, inch by inch as the fire closed in, circling them, getting them to move in hopeless circles, for their own good, he knew. You can only break curses when you set the offending souls to rest. They rest only when they can be reached. be understood. finding peace in compassion.
Jim climbed the highest mound he could, he could feel the green flames surrounding them like a sphere closing in. and it was his purpose to fight, by pushing back.
Holding out his arms to the green light at the end of what would be his mortal life, his voice rang out, catching the ears of all who could hear, and the eyes of those who got turned around by the likes of Miasma to see. Beginning his sermon on the mound of detritus and dust of self destruction. Feet wedged in the brick, rooted unmoving, and yet bowing in and around as the dead tried to drag him down but failed in their graspings, he began to preach...
“SINNERS!” Jim shouted above the chaos, “Even Ye are worthy of redemption, an absolution…an end to SUFFERING! I call on you to listen! Suffering is but a means to a grateful end. And for what considerations do ye call yourselves devils!” he said, the wretched word pulled like toxic ooze from his mouth, tongue lolling out as the black bile in his stomach rose, and vomited out of his stomach. It felt like it was tearing at everything on its way up, but there was a relief in the regurgitation, of finally letting the words he should have said before, at last coming out to reach the sinners in his current care. Truly, Jim really was speaking to those that called themselves damned for their actions.
“If ye believe in God, as whatever you call divine, that grants swift justice that now gnashes your teeth, then you must also believe that as exists justice, so too does there exist MERCY beyond!"
Miasma shouldered several corpses causing them to crumble and hiss, but as Jim’s voice rang out clear and true, his conviction became theirs, and spellbound like rats to the piper, they slowly turned, and gathered around him. Heeding his words.
One by one, brainless, heartless, things turned toward the voice that was preaching about the possibility of redemption. And Even Miasma was listening...
As the ghoul swiped and prodded the masses of corpses stumbling to face Jim , they swayed and stuttered in their cries, as if halted in their footsteps… looking almost human, in the clarity behind their once cloudy eyes. Blinking even. The dead and things forming from the earth, wove in and around the ones who listened, and their features began to change. Taut leathery skin slacked and sagged but lay more supple upon their gaunt features.
Shattered bones and cracked fissures separating one bone from another healed and came together, bones and flesh began to mend, and even as Miasma still had to fight hard, ever on his toes, there was a rhythm to the movements he made. He found a sure footedness he could confidently maintain. And the unexpected shove and grappling attempts made, he would handle one foe at a time.
Funny how in the moment he realized the noble way of fighting for himself, was what nobly fought for the people stumbling around, lashing out and being turned to words of comfort, and repentance.
*you can't pour from an empty cup*
Miasma thought...
Jim continued, “If you believe in miracles, in the divine, then believe in me when I say, if god so rests on the seventh day, then surely, in god’s image, you must also have your end, and at an end is there not rest?!”
Miasma could feel the shifting crowd as he continued his circling, trying to keep the group's edges from fraying. The hell fire was still closing around them but it was slowing, as if it too, was listening.
“I beseech you, right here, right now, look beyond the guilt, the blame, Your God knows of them and has clearly made you suffer for it. But there is more to God than just, justice. There is also MERCY. Deliverance, Salvation. Forgiveness. Absolution.
[Bonnie Choses to Stay plays:]
Jim felt the white smoke and mist around him settle, as one by one the faces as he saw them at the time of their deaths began to appear. And he recognized each one, and because someone had the talent to preserve it, knew them by name.
And as Jim recited the words of psalms from memory, every syllable uttered gained in power and conviction. As he spoke, a great tree sprung from the earth behind the congregation, and Miasma jumped, the hellfire that had been around them shoot past and into the tree, whirling and and brimming with the green light that no longer burned around them with heat infernal, but rather swayed and danced like the leaves of summer tresses, a weeping willow sighing in the breeze...
“If you would find your God now, would his cleansing fire scorch you, or warm you of the coldness settled in your hearts.” He could see the fullness of their faces, where in their eyes a prayer of hope had remained in each one.
Jim’s voice that had been booming now took on a softer tone, gesturing to the ground he stood on, “Can a monument to the cruelties of time not also be the ebenezer raised, the miracle that comes at the end of all suffering?
The animated remains yearned for hope. To Miasma and his sight, all he saw were hellish beings, poor devils, in rapt attention to the sound of Jim’s voice, hanging onto every word.
“The memory of your suffering will not define you, but the hope and promise of renewal, FAITH, is your salvation…Even the likes of Judas can find their way to heaven... You are but on the long road to Damascus, and struck blind to see... for without suffering how can one know peace. I call on you, for it is time now, to know of that peace...”
Miasma stood his ground, panting, his purpose, stood before him, the herd of corpses corralled around Jim, who spoke to them with such grace and compassion, reaching a hand out for their humanity to reach back.
While Miasma was breathless, a sense of pride and accomplishment at being an author of such a bizarre and touching scene, made him almost chuckle. As Jim preached, the words he had heard so often said at the rituals and from the pulpit, came swimming to him, floating, haunting his thoughts as time moved onwards, and yet seemed to also stand still.
1 LORD, our Lord, how majestic is your name in all the earth! You have set your glory in the heavens.
*From the pinnacle to the pit*
2 Through the praise of children and infants you have established a stronghold against your enemies, to silence the foe and the avenger.
*Her acts of cruelty and her lust for blood
Makes her one of us*
3 When I consider your heavens, the work of your fingers, the moon and the stars, which you have set in place,
*You shine like the sun and the moon and the stars in the sky*
4 What is mankind that you are mindful of them, human beings that you care for them?
*Holy Mother, you washeth the sin from our feet*
5 You have made them a little lower than the angels and crowned them with glory and honor.
*Under a monolith, her likeness
Marble white*
6 You made them rulers over the works of your hands; you put everything under their feet:
7 all flocks and herds, and the animals of the wild,
*An' piercing eyes emotionless
A heart so black and cold*
8 the birds in the sky, and the fish in the sea, all that swim the paths of the seas.
*Winds come on strong so help you, God
Come unleashed,*
9 LORD, our Lord, how majestic is your name in all the earth!
*you're set free*
And suddenly Miasma realized why the number of the flock was off. Why there was a presence in and around every story told. There had been one last member of this flock that needed finding. That needed saving.
*Himself* the thought burned.
Miasma prayed, pleading for the green fire in the tree to call out to the lost soul he knew was missing from here,earnest and trembling, and as he backed away from the congregation gathered at Jim's feet he heard the soft bleating sounds of the lost. The one’s whose stories were never told…
Coming forward, drifting towards the tree line where Miasma was running to meet, was a spectre of a young woman, the wind song carrying off the sound of her weeping. The opaque figure was heavy with child. Even as Jim held the attention of the crowd he too saw the visage in the shadows. The implications not lost on him.
[He's back/ Let Him In plays:]
He motioned, gently parting the sea of faces as he too made his way to where the woman went no further. Miasma looked at Jim. “We have no choice, if we want to break this curse, all the troubled souls must be put to rest. Even this one..." his tone almost tender, as he saw himself in her- eyes moistened.
*Jim always came back for him. Couldn't he do the same for her?*
Jim looked at his friend, a verse in his head that repeated over and over…
*Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me*
Jim nodded, and gently clapped his hands together, snapping the white smoke and mist away, the congregation paused, no longer animated, still as statues of mist. The mist swirled ahead as they watched the woman drift off into the trees the mist following her, like a guide-rope to her every step. While they followed her, they reverently pondered on her presence in these woods...
"She... couldn't move on I guess.."
"Can't know peace without hope of salvation my friend."
"Salvation" Miasma murmured.
The horrors, the hunger, the haunting, maladies of the mind and soul, all driving their steps forward as it once had for the spectral woman, who had both saved and damned everyone by keeping a record. It had almost been lost. Like she had been...
“Of course… her name would never be in the ledger, or the photograph. Most women weren't so acknowledged at the time, and certainly not a preacher's wife. It was seen as vain." Jim muttered, shaking his head. "Such a shame it is that such stories were often left so unknown, trapped in time. Stories want to be heard, and if it curses something to achieve it then so be it...even if the story was not a happy one, it deserves to see the light..." Jim turned, putting a hand on Miasma's shoulder, stopping a moment. Miasma laid his own on top. The two companions sharing a quiet look, one filled with understanding and the other with compassion. It was a moment that even if lost to the known world in those woods, would forever stand the test of time, in the peace it gave to each of those beating hearts.
* Lady Vonhassel considered herself damned though, at the moment of her death, since she was harboring the life in her belly… there was a restlessness in the tense air around them.. Stemming not only from that burden she carried, but also, that they, had never been known at all.*
“Were you the one who kept the ledger” Jim called out, walking over a perilous craig. He had noticed the crucifix on her visage as being the same as the one Miasma had worn and subsequently lost.
*The very same...*
The woman sobbed softly in response, her mournful cries echoing around the trees unnerving and heartbreakingly hollow.
*... at its heart, that bloodstone…they had found it. They had found Her. At last...*
Miasma thought aloud, “It makes sense doesn't it… Father Evight Vanhassel, and his wife, the civilizing influence together as they tended the flock of sinners that worked in these woods. When the camp lost them, they lost their reason to hold on to their humanity, The Captain, The Doctor, Father Evight, and the Missing, Lady Van Hassel...such a tragedy...such a loss...But if she, her remains, I mean, are not with the other bones then-”
“What happened to her?” Jim finished. They took a breath of the cold pre-dawn air, and strode to follow the spectre into the dark wood.
Braving the unknown, to seek the truth…
The specter led them on, floating, as if walking, stepping on stone long since worn smooth, over dips that no longer existed, through thick trees that had been thinner when she had once wandered the paths of these woods, her mournful cries and trembling voice bouncing all around them.
Their stomachs felt uneasy, like something sad and horrible awaited them. So very much like the dreams they had been having except this time, someone was leading them to the pit in which the lost had fallen…except, even the horror they knew they would face, was as valid and important to know. If it meant giving the young woman peace, who were they to deny her story to be known...
Yet, step by step, the eerie stillness surrounding them abated, giving way to the common sounds of a sleepy winter wood. The spectre appeared almost tangible now, and though the air was growing colder as she lead them farther into the wood, towards a deep fissure in the earth where a frozen creek lay still now, where the truth lay buried, and scattered, the companions felt an ease in the tension. A lift of their burdens, in carrying them together.
As if perhaps the broken things inside them would mend, they knew. The pieces would fall into place. And soon, both Miasma and Jim stood at the edge of their triumph, facing a chasm where a ravine gaped at their approach, nearly at the end...
The pre dawn light was clear and the air rushed around them as time all at once stood still. They found themselves surrounded in the events that lead to the curse of that wretched blood stone…
Why Lady Vonhassel was at the bottom of the ravine.
Carefully they descended into the ravine and trotted together through it's shallow waters that and been lost to the passage of time, following the bend until they arrived to their destination...
Lady Vonhassel's weeping had quieted on the stillness, before the reeze resumed, almost seemed to sigh in relief, as they approached the place where lay her lovely bones, and learned of her demise. For at last her story would be told. And all that had been lost, every last sheep of that flock, would be found again... and none would ever be left behind again...
Daylight was breaking, and as they gazed upon a conspicuous spot where she had fallen so long ago, they had tears in their eyes. The sun was once again rising in that lonely valley, dappling through the trees over this spot where the scene almost felt Holy.
A sapling had sprouted so long ago in that very place, and as the mysterious passage of time faded from view and Jim's eyes lost their powerful sight, they stood before a magnificent Willow tree now, miraculously untouched by the surrounding white snow, green spring grass under it's umbrella of care. The remains no more.
This is what they were meant to see. A corner of the world where goodness and love remained untouched by that which corrupts it. A Holy place in the heart where faith in those one loves, and in those whom one cares, lives on forever.
Jim felt tears flowing as he pulled a crucifix from his pocket.
"I, thought it was lost" Miasma said softly, admiring how it shined in the dappling dawn light, claws gentle around the chain.
"Oh ye of little faith" Jim chuckled softly, his voice thick with emotion, "Despise not the small things..."
The pendant looked, normal as ever. But it meant something new now, didn't it.
Miasma felt the voices so plaguing him still moment. He sighed softly, thankful that in the journey, his friend had knelt with him. Fought beside him. And had managed to keep hold of the one comfort that he knew Miasma needed to see this dark nigh through.
A grateful tear slid down the Ghouls face. Jim, hands in his pockets, smiled back.
Miasma clutched the Crucifix. Just a moment longer. Then, bestowing a blessing from his lips to the metal warming in his palm, he lay the cross at the foot of the tree, and a gust of wind blew through, that sigh of relief washing over them like a warm blanket, enveloping them in a grateful embrace.
"Do you think we did it? Do you think we did the right thing?"
Miasma asked, taking Jim's Hand, they stood back and watched the willow shiver and shake gently, swaying in the breeze like any other ol' tree.
Jim removed his shoes. Miasma did the same.
Feet on the hallowed earth they stood, hand in hand.
"Yes," Jim replied, giving the ghoul's hand a squeeze. He turned to see his friend, face upturned to the rising sunlight, eyes closed, a soft smile playing on his features as he basked in the feeling all around them.
*The right thing, and still so much ahead beyond this moment, yet the moment was as holy just the same, a small liftening of burdens... no matter the creed, a blessing it is to have such hope, and such friends*
"Yes, Angel," Jim said once more, "I, I suppose we did."
"Hm." Miasma smiled, feeling as if in the glow of the morning, he had wings.
Between The Lines, Episode 7 PART 2 of: “So help you god…you're set free”
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⚠️Rated-R: (Mature themes TW)⚠️ *mentions death and dead bodies, bugs, gore and frontier diseases and graphic violence, guns, religious interpretation of trauma, consumption of body and blood, allusions to murder/self and description macabre, and ghosts of the espooky kind.
Jumpscares.
“Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me” KJV- Mathew 25:37-40
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That Night plays:
“These are all names and dates, think it’s a list of some kind?” Miasma said, almost rhetorically though with the uncanny feeling he had, it didn't take Jim long to take a wary breath, “I’ve seen things like that. Old family bibles in the day was how they kept genealogy. When people were born, when they died.” the cloud behind his eyes thinned and it only appeared that the powers within were vague at best. The thrum of the threads connected to the preacher man dulled, like miniscule strands of “touch nothing” silkworms… Jim’s face hardened. There was a change in the air. While miasma seemed more shaken now, Jim felt something almost familiar touch his mind. A feather-light breath that made his breathing more shallow.
Perhaps it was seeing the bible laid out like he had seen others before, the familiarity a comfort, or perhaps it was something else entirely… something pretending to b e safe, and eagerly waiting to come forward like a confession of a madman, a wagging tongue whos voice tells not lies, but the horrible truths of man’s behavior to deconstruct themselves, and yet preserve the carnage in time…
“I’ve seen that before too but not like this… all these names have single dates, and the last names don’t match one another.. Doesn’t genealogy in that time usually utilize family bibles?” Miasma asked, holding the book towards Jim.
“Hm…that is odd.” Jim muttered, leaning in to look at the Bible in Miasma’s hands. “I see it. All from December to February… 20 names” Jim said, counting the lines of writing. The ink had long been dried but in the strange gathered darkness around them, he could have sworn the ink was still, *wet*.
Miasma swallowed, chuffing the air a moment before he read the first name.
“Jeremy Bridger, 7 December 1835…Diego Rivera, 12 December…”
The air was heavier, every name seeming to bear down on them as if figures were just out of sight in the darkened peripheral view of the pairs of eyes reading the list in the room.
“I don’t know that these people are haunting that stone. But there is something strange about it.
December 16…Armand Avalo
December 21…Mathias Jones
December 26…”Andrew Washington” “A day after Christmas…as if…”
January 1st…Ezekiel Smith “The bad luck of someone to have died on New year’s day, the year 1836”
January 6… Thomas Spencer, “and another on Epiphany, something…something…”
January 12…Peter Shaw ”Half a dozen on the twelfth, and look, another multiple of three”
January 15… Edward Greene
January 18…Joseph Oswald
Then January 21…Ethan Clearwater, ”three days apart, twice, three dead yet again.”
January 23…Samuel Owens, “and then a 6 once more”, “and so close together”
January 27…Peter Halloway
January31… Cornelius Lovett
March 3…”Morgan Webster and Jesse Burkhalter. “
[Approaching the House Plays: musical jumpscare warning,
perhaps turn down the headphones]
Jim moved to take the book, Miasma handing it to him carefully, when a creak behind the pair made them whirl to see the door slamming shut behind them with a bang, plunging the room into the dim light of something darker, the clawing sounds all around them and banging on the walls bade the boards shift and shake. Jim jumped and held onto Miasmas arm, Miasma turning his head, his eye straining, darting around him around him. Then from ahead of them they heard what sounded like heavy boots rushing at them head on, and though they gasped and spun round, nothing was staring back. As the windows rattled and the smell of smoke permeated the air, though it grew impossibly colder.
Jim clutched at the bible, his voice tense, praying aloud in fear
“The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.”
Bang, Bang, BANG!
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.
The walls trembled and an acrid smell, like death and hate flared in their nostrils
He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake
BANG! BANG! BANG! BANG!
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Pounding all around! Scratching sounds all around them like animals, no, like people, clawing at the floorboards, vibrating like teeth grinding screeches, shuddering under their knees
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies:
BANG BANG, CRASH
A window shattered. Then another. object were flying around, gunsmoke and flashes blinded the vision of the space
thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
Ice frosted around them, making their lungs burn and their eyes clench shut, death invading their mouths, a sickeningly sweet taste like maggot spoiled fruit
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life:
The desk flew across the room, skidding across the floorboards, catching on a lift and flipping over
CRASH
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.
Hellish wailing and crying surrounded them as the cacophony reached its pinnacle
Miasma felt the voices rage in his head, kneeling he clutched at his horns his screams mirroring the agony around them as the stampede of feet seemed to rush from every direction, bearing down on them!
“Miasma!” Jim called out, dropping beside him, throwing his arms over him, barely able to hear his own voice above the hellish brigade surrounding them,
“Fight it, Fight it!” Miasma Shook as the foul smell of rotten flesh rose from the floorboards around them, and from the corner a rattling splinter blasted from the ground, a rotten hand clawing from the infernal green fire below, glowing through the cracks in the boards below.
“Stop! Make it Stop! Please God, make it stop!” Miasma screeched his head feeling like it would explode like a rotted watermelon, spewing. Jim’s eyes widened as the bloated corpse rose from hell itself it seemed, its eyes cold and dead, a murderous glare in its face, followed by two more skeletal figures.
The Door slammed over and over like a hurricane on a screen. Blasting up from the cold hearth two more skeletons groaned and crawled towards them, the bone jangles rattling like that of infected breath, the unmistakable sweet putrescence of something beyond what evil could be.
“Miasma fight it, please!” Jim panted, feeling the bone chilling clasp of bony fingers wrapping around his ankle!
Jim kicked the severed hand away, the figures still shambling toward them, with no mistake that they wanted the living that had invaded their prison of malice and content, dead as doornails.
If it bleeds it can be killed, but what would one make of the threat looming, death literally all around them, closing in, the walls spattering black blood at their faces.
Jim knew, it was the end. Surely… Jim looked at Miasma, whos eye met his pleading in fear and absolute wretchedness, the torture of brokeness and the sins of Judas like blood on his hands. Jim felt tears well in his eyes. He dropped the bible between them and pulled Miasma closer, wrapping his hand around the cold metal of the crucifix hanging on Miasma’s neck.
*Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name.*
The figures were closing in
*Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth, as it is in heaven.*
The room shook and the desk rattled, the door slamming and the wailing around them rising like a chorus
Jim’s eyes pleaded. Miasma looked back and shivered, as he too realized, this was the end.
*Give us this day our daily bread.*
They both said together. Miasma’s hand wrapping around Jim's, claws digging deep, drawing blood that Jim didn’t feel as he pressed his forehead into Miasma’s
*And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.*
Hands Grabbed them, blood soaked them, splinters pierced them
* And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil: *
They said, clutching the cross, holding each other, bracing for the ultimate, for The End
*For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever.
Amen.*
And suddenly it was quiet…
the only sound, the panting between them…
Miasma trembled, afraid to open his eyes.
[Go Tomorrow plays:]
Jim Looked down, the bible between them, flecked with the blood from his hand. And then around him. The broken windows were miraculously, whole.
The floorboards as they had been left near 200 years before no hellfire in sight.
The figures as if they never were.
The door, still open as they had left it, the impossibly cold air still blowing gently through it..
Like nothing had happened except…the desk remained on its side across from them, the glasses on it on the floor, cracked.
A strange light from the window cast over the fractured lenses, a hole in the center of one, like an eye forever looking beyond into that valley of death. The glasses suddenly with a soft skip, flew towards them, upending on the same lift in the floorboard the desk had tripped on.
Jim squeezed Miasma’s hand.
Miasma let go, gasping at the damage his claws had done, he wanted to apologize profusely but before he could, Jim had crawled towards the glasses. Following the gaze of its broken eye, to that floorboard. With a grunt he pulled at it. “Help me” He whispered. Miasma started, and crawled forward quickly, and together they lifted the plank. Beneath it. A red leather-bound book. Untouched by time, though it smelled like kerosene.
Jim gingerly lifted the book, and opened it. “A Diary?” he said curiously.
Miasma backed away, still horrified at the events and the hurt he had caused as he watched the blood trickle down Jim's arm, though Jim didn’t notice. He panted and grabbed the bible from the floor, holding it to his chest like a lifeline, trembling.
Jim knelt on the ground and opened to a page, the milky white cloud in his eyes thin, yet, still there.
Inside was a photograph. Old and yellowed with time. Jim held it out for Miasma to take. A little braver now that the bible was in his arms, Miasma reached gingerly for the piece, his claws gently this time.
“There's thirty people in this photo…why only fifteen names?” Miasma said, opening the bible to the page with names and dates. The ink looked wet and he looked at the photograph, trying to guess what name belonged to what face? The older man? The young boy, barely 15 he would say, even what looked like a leader, his first and second, a physician… and a priest…
the names in the bible making him wonder the mystery. Jim pulled the diary open from the beginning skimming the pages for something.. Something familiar he had seen when he had examined the bible…
Take Her Down plays:
* “Collin Fortworth was a boy too young to be on this trip, it's nothing I've seen to allow a boy, not even twelve, to accompany a band of rugged men like we. but providence placed him in our laps and in our company. A runaway from a mother and father who could be dead for all we knew, the boy was so slight of frame he coulda been used as a hat rack…I had him doing some wood chop. Damn snake didn’t even rattle his direction… The hand swole the size of a lemon and Dr. Anderson didn’t say much other than to get Father Vanhassel to the bunks. Poor lad passed at 11:30 that night. Had I not sent him on something else. Of course there would be snakes cooling in the wood piles. Fucking June. I could have brought him with me back to the fort but my pride wouldn't let a boy that age on my horse. I thought him a young man now. Strapping, earning his keep like decent folk should. Time for him to ride his own damned horse. Well, all I can say is, sorry kid. I shoulda just let you climb on.”*
Jim looked up at Miasma who tilted his head. The young boy on the side, a serious face despite his youthful features. “Poison at the Wood Pile” Miasma said, as if naming the title of a tale. And it seemed that way as Jim looked farther through, flipping a few pages,
*“Benjamin Smith was a mean, damned, drunk and has been sent to the stockade on more than one occasion for his ill affected manners. He damn well knows, and he leant over that side-rail yonder… and under the logs he goes… floating down that river.
It had been two days, maybe more, who knows how water distorts the features, when eh was found. My what the nipping of fish and birds had done, little pieces plucked away, as if shy, and wont be missed. He was lucky those were all that got to him, else he wouldn't have a Christian burial. Imagine the missing limbs thrown around by the wild animals of the hunting variety. Hunter or not, the end was the same really. Someone lived. And someone died. It just so happened the man had accidentally crushed himself tween the logs and the river. Well, adios Benny boy, you always were a shit worker.”*
Jim blinked, almost shocked. Miasma covered his mouth, clearly seeing the face of a man, who wasn't even looking at the camera, eyes off to the side looking somewhere else, leaning slightly out of frame. Yes. a drunk man…
“Drinking on the job, for work like they were doin’, Christ that is so dangerous.” Jim said, shaking his head. His own experience with addiction differed, but it was enough in common that he could almost imagine himself, high as a kite somewhere, falling to some death. It could have been him…and it made him change the page all the faster.
*“Bryan Taylor, Isaac Allen…black measles…the strongest of men, though what they did on watch, when they were assigned the vantage point together, alone… It wasn’t coyotes, wolves, birds, or anything else having a high falooting fuck up on the ridge. Of course it does seem fitting, they died the same day. I’ve never known two men to be closer, more brave. And hard working. Putting them together is like putting the apple in apple pie. It just fits. They just fit. Was no business of any man or mine, I was heartbroken to see those good men go softly into the night.”*
Jim furrowed his brow.
Miasma glanced at Jim before looking away, a blush in his cheeks.
He looked at the photograph.
Two men noticeably similar in the style of their hats, a bit jauntily set for a photo, despite everyone appearing worn and weathered as if they just came from the job for the company photo. And yet, the two men had distinguished themselves in appearance. And in the photo, one had an arm around the other's shoulder, leaning inward. And the other man’s hand sneaked around his lover’s waist. It could have been a speck on the photo but Miasma knew… and he felt his heart twinge, seeing the lives of such fine people, brought to an end too soon. It wasn’t fair was it…
And he couldn't help but then feel the guilt and shame…for what he had done to the Emeritus brothers. How unfairly they had been cast to the ground. Dethroned. Even beheaded…
He clutched the crucifix at his neck tighter, as if the pain of the metal digging into his palm would punish him, an outward penance of paying for his deeds.
Jim skimmed a long time through the pages, looking for names or dates correlating to the bible Miasma let fall from his lap.
I Want to Wake up So Badly plays:
Jim tilted his head,
*“Hans Olsen… shot once…quick and easy. Easier than he woulda had it had we left him to suffer. It was right. Even though he wasn't’; being weak in the head, delirium setting in. I've seen this suffering on an old blue tick I had as a boy, varmit it chased and bit his face and it took too long for that miserable dog to die. I vowed I'd never let no creature suffer such a fate. I never would let any man suffer it. Not even my enemies. Hell is enough. Hell on earth, well, ain’t no need for it when the reaper comes rapping on your door. Lord have mercy on me. It was the right thing to do. By God and country.”*
Jim shook his head. He knew rabies as one of the evilest things to come from pain and disease for something so simple. He had never seen it himself. But Miasma had. He had been the one always picked to put the animals down. At first it felt wrong. Eventually it felt normal, and tender is the flesh of creatures so simple…..like humans…
The itch between his horns made him twitch and feel a shiver pulse through him…
It was, even as a mercy killing, murder. Could a Merciful God really be content to sit back and watch his supposed children slaughter one another and his creations… Some God…
Jim continued some pages down,
*“Marshall Wright… antlers to the belly, gored onto a tree. He shot the buck though. He got to have a taste of it before he died. One of the boys went to get the preacher. Thomas Spencer had been hunting with him. As he bled slowly from his belly wounds, Thomas, sure as fire, cooked up a piece of that venison and fed it to his fellow friend before he eventually gave up the ghost… all too soon… and all too late the companion arrived with Father Vanhassel. Thomas was never the same after that. And he insisted he go hunting alone after that. He pulled the barrel of his gun on the next poor soul who tried to come along. Something happened or at least, something shoulda happened, out there in those woods. Even I had to come just to get him to get up from that red snow… it was like the angels were crying, their snowflakes almost stinging. I sent men to retrieve the body and the carcass… Funny how both dead things could be equal in death. Hunter is no hunter when he's not hunting, because he’s dead. And well, A buck is just venison after all. And food is food. Death makes equals of us all.”*
“Jesus that’s Morbid” Jim huffed. Miasma tilted his head, tail flicking, “Depending on the food chain, anything dead is up for grabs isnt it… to the scavengers, I mean... But even hunting creatures prey on the dead. It’s just the natural order of things isn’t it…”
Jim looked at Miasma warily who was examining the photo to wonder what man had died sot terribly as to be gored to death by the very animal he was probably hunting. And his hunting companion seemed to feel guilty. Did he fall asleep? Did he miss his shot? Did he even pull the trigger?...
Jim kept reading, all the while feeling the creepy energy oozing from Miasma now, his hand still clutching that crucifix, the blood diamond in it a reminder of why they were here… Jim re-imagined that horrifying scene from his dreams… and how Miasma seemed to be parroting the words in this book in a way that was twisted and at the very least, seriously sinful. Consuming human flesh, god that was different from drinking blood as a vampire. To consume actual flesh. Digest it. And defecate. “Saints above” Jim shivered.
[The End plays:]
“December 2nd, Saints above”,
the diary read,
“Why now does God take what little comforts we have…Father Evight Vanhassel has joined the holy choir. I swear you can still hear his voice running across these dark mountains. As if a hymn to the lord. But why does it sound like an omen, a harbinger of death.. The death of one good man can become the death of the world. Hell, Jesus Christ was such a man. How many used his name for ill and got their gains. Father Evight was a man of caliber that was so wholly unselfish. He would have made a wonderful father. But as god gave his only begotten, it seemed we had unwittingly sacrificed the purest lamb of this wretched flock. The cold brings the cold hearts of man to live like revenants above the earth, clutching their robes, like blankets against the chill. God…it’s so cold…You know, the same world in which death waits in the shadows, so too is that fear. Father Evight had taken his last watch. But by morning, he was stiff, and cold. Indistinguishable from the snow that had piled around him. He met the Lord on virgin snow. For his sake, I hope his passing was as they say it is when one expires from exposure to the frosts like this. Like falling asleep, and feeling warm at last. I pray that was the manner of his passing. As his watch was third, the witching hour or the hour that god hears, it seems Evight Vanhassel now knows if his faith was worth it. If his songs to his God ever fell on imagined ears, or maybe he really is a true watcher now, an angel in the sky, wearing one of those halos and playing harps on the clouds… Then why does his voice, carried on the wind, make these dark mountains seem darker… why does the cracking snow above the pass sound like the stampede of horses. Why does his death loom over us so…”
Miasmas eyes shot up to Jim, who looked sadly at the book. Miasma felt a strange sensation behind his eyes, squeezing and wet. The preacher had died. The moral compass of the company. And what sounded like a good man. And he couldn’t help but feel a certain sadness about it… knowing that…
That…
“Wait” Miasma said, dropping the crucifix to his chest and pulling the bible that had slipped to the floor from his lap, to the first page.
“December 2, Evight Von Hassel…” Miasma said, a claw scraping gently at the page, smearing a droplet of wet ink on his hand. He looked up at Jim and Jim nodded back, a look of bewilderment. This was it. This was the beginning of the end. From this point on, they would know the secrets hidden in this place.
They would learn of those who haunt these grounds. Who haunts this blood stone. Who seemed to be everywhere and nowhere around them,, as if this whole area now was swallowed up in the belly of a great whale. And the darkest of days were now upon them. And with the weight returning to their shoulders, Jim swallowed and crawled from his seat on the floor back towards miasma and held the diary open, while Miasma pointed out the people in the photograph. And as their bated breath halted in their chests, it seemed the air was slowly being sucked out of the room out the open door, that seemed to hang ever so slightly as if perhaps, it might creak shut, and close it’s maw on the Preacher Man, and the Traitorous Ghoul, who sat together, much the same way another certain preacher had sat with the whores, the tax collectors, the poor, the sick, the leperous lame and blind. A support to his friend. And soon, they would know the fate of those who lived and died here. And they hoped they would use the choice words in their precious books to find the answers to just, make it out of this bleak world alive… and really.. That’s what should've happened… Had Jim shut the book and left it there… but he didn't. And upon turning the next page. The true hell on earth began, and it wasn’t the hell of the fire and the flames…it was a hell on earth. And it was ice cold, and far from any god’s grace…
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🔞NFW: MDNI : Rated-R:🔞⚠️(Mature themes TV)⚠️ *mentions death and dead bodies, bugs, gore and frontier diseases and violence, guns, religious interpretation of trauma, consumption of body and blood, allusions to murder/self and description macabre, and ghosts of the espooky kind.
“Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me” KJV- Mathew 25:37-40
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[Ashes plays:]
Lucius groaned, his chest flaring in pain that was sharp, shooting through his left arm. “Satanas” he harshed, clutching at the pain, nails digging deep. He felt the familiar itch creep up his neck. His fingers flexed and his breath heavier. It was coming on again.
“ENOUGH!” he gasped, trying to stop the throbbing in his veins as the sensation of infernal flame clawed up from the base of his spine, flames writhing between the vertebral spaces, like hot velvet making him shudder.
“Not again- HNNGG!!” He grunted, doubling over.
Demon or not, sometimes one looks for their gift in the fire and the flames… in this case, as of late, the flame had come to him. The molten heat pluming through him threatened to stop his heart, which, while immortal to such maladies as would stop such a heart as dark as his, the human in him felt like it was screaming. Begging to be spared. And the darkness brought on by that infernal green light, was hurdling across that lake of fire like a bullet to an outstretched hand.
“STOP!” Lucius screamed. But no. The flames abide by no will but their own… Coiling around him, they ignited and sparked and bound him, captive in their scorching fingers... his head fell back as they clung to him, sinking into the flesh burning through his flesh. It didn’t give a damn that he was in agony. Or rapture. It would bestow its vision to him. And within it, his vision burned his eyes like something as cruel and powerful as the eyes of god. He felt like he was spinning and then, as if his face was being degloved, the flames worked beneath his skin, taking root into his very bones. And he could see it… Everyone dies at The End.
[Infestissumam plays:]
The end he set on the mortals as a path. Lucius’ hand trembled and gripped at the rug he had fallen back onto, gasping in fear as a bright blue light burst in front of him. His eyes like silver glass, seeing a light that chased away the infernal. Burning it away as if blasted away by the split of an atom…Babylon, laid to waste. Like an eclipse of white light shone over the great city, almost too bright to look at directly, stinging his eyes and making them tear… thunder all around seemed to carry a voice in the wind that praised… something.. “The Seventh day in motion” it seemed to say.
Above the rubble stood a great towering statue of man’s hubris. But as he both admired and feared the visage, a great meteor struck it down, and the ground below him cracked open. As the visage toppled into the depths, the great city destroyed , the rubble smoked and steamed, the inhabitants no more… and the wild dogs ran through the treats tearing one another apart. Where fear had been turned into an aching need - to descend like the ravenous and shake the very world in his teeth!. My how tender a rotted fleshing sound could seem to the ears, a slurping soup of degradation and carnality that bordered on the true Evil’s of the world.
It wasn't just recreational consumption. It certainly wasn't because the beast was starved, no, clearly it’s fill would be satiated, it was just to see how many bodies lay at the bottom of the crater that was mankind in the world.
“Who will pray for them…Who prays for Babylon? Who celebrates their destruction and ultimate consumption. To be drawn in and shat out.” Could a creator God really find this so just, so cruel a thing?
Human kind really was filthy in every sense of the word and Lucius had seen it so many times before…
He had seen the faithless fail in their wills to live, mankind's instinctual feral drive to self destruct, it was almost poetry, the way *a singular word* can unhinge the jaw of that beast that is somehow inherently selfish at its most sadistic… But ah the visionary expression of the utmost disgust at partaking of a world that does nothing but burn, down, and down to the depths of “non-existence” lost to the annals of time… oh yes, it was nothing short of, masochistic…
Nothing speaks about evil more than the murderer filling on its brother’s flesh… but even as Lucius watched the story write itself, he felt the human in him look out from his eyes.
Seeing the destruction, the absolute indifference of indifferent stars, even the morning ones that pelt through the earth, laying to waste in remnant wisps of dust… he felt that still, small, voice in his head feel the sorrow and pain, the pity for such a wretched creator as what squatted before him feasting on the dead and rotten. “There is no God” he told that soft light filled creature shadowed in his hardened dark heart. But from the sinews like the bars of a cage, meant to shelter but rather, imprisoning, the voice held at the bars of his heart and asked, in a voice so innocent and tender that Time stopped and Lucius felt his heart actually, this time, stop beating...
“You would pray for Babylon?”
“Would you?” Lucius replied, his voice as distant as the lingering thunder around the sky…in his heart…where scars were that would never heal… it was expected, he was a demon after all, to relish in the suffering. And yet such suffering gave Lucius pause, as if he was looking out of himself, the taste, sour...
Then the vision ended, and He was alone once more in his personal study hidden behind the fireplace… where he brooded his innermost thoughts. He sat back in his chair, fingers brushing the back of his lips as he brooded.
“Will you?” he said aloud.
His thoughts turning to the Cleric,
and the *word that had haunted everyone like a brewing storm, like a harbinger of doom…*
“The Cleric… and-,”
he growled at the last,
“*and ...The Cannibal…*”
[The Weeping Willow plays:]
Falling head first into the dark was like falling out of the pit of his eye. Miasma blinked and stared at the Bible in his hands. All these names. And yet the Diary had not accounted for them. Till now. At the death of “Father Evight Vonhassel”. The gathered darkness around them was deep. And the void seemed to stare back. The unknown, of what Miasma knew, he didn’t want to hear…
Jim signed the cross over his heart and shook the diary as if bracing himself , his breath held as if to power through what he knew would be a difficult story to tell. And an even harsher one for Miasma to hear.
*December 3rd. How bleak this world looks now… Snow was heavy today. Evight Vanhassel had succumbed to the cold. He had been fucking frozen. It took hours to try and dig the frozen ground.. The worst of it was, it wasn’t Father Vanhassel that most were crying for now… now, it was for the hunger in everyone’s bellies. The game had long since moved on. It seemed damn near ALL of them did. The furs are being used but the gnawing in the belly is a curious thing, and if only the ice and snow could fill the emptiness. No… holding from the emotion, it isn’t right….
We, we already started the leather but, shoes and straps do little to stave away the weakness, and the pangs… No help it seems will come…Since November we have been unable to reach the mountain fort. Its like the valley refuses to let us go. It must be evil. Or at the very leased cures. We sent out four men. Only two have returned whole , confirming our worst fears. The avalanche had blocked the pass. And surely we would all die trying to brave it. Or so says Diego Rivera and Armand Avalo… Ezekiel Smith was lost. And Jeremy Bridger, in their arms, wearing the fatal marks of a bear attack. I've seen injuries on the trail, this was… different. They swore the creature was taller than ten feet, brushing the top of the pines. They did their best to fight it but no…Conveniently they managed to save their hides… and not a single shot fired from their guns… I cocked them myself… inspected them. Clean. dry. Despite
the perilous journey through that god-awful forest where it seems even the trees wander, you get so lost… And they arrive, without even a rabbit for company… not even a rat?!
“The river is too dangerous… the trek, too long… we can’t afford to lose another man” they said… Certainly, we can’t afford to lose another man like Father Vanhassel. Everyone is suspicious of one another now. Everyone with that strange look in the eyes. I don’t like it. And the almost hunger in Diego’s eyes at the stripped clothing from the late Father… “It pains that we should deprive the dead of their earthly possessions, but the kingdom beyond has no need for wool shirts and gloves”... such hate for such practicality, so bravely spoken by the foreign man, and yet it remains unequivocally true…This is an unusual winter…and I fear that we have only just begun to see how the infighting has been turning men into savages, fighting like godless-heathens in the snow, rolling around and at each other's throats. I fired my pistol and the fighting stopped.*
Jim turned the page.
[I Couldn’t Sleep plays:]
*“There will be order in this camp! There will be civility, and justice! This I swear! You wish to wrangle and tear at your hides like dogs then by God I’ll shoot you like one myself!” I vowed, pointing the barrel at everyone gathered there. “We nurse our wounded and bury our dead. Or we burn them. This is not the first passing among us and under God’s eye we shall keep ourselves ready to meet our maker on any day. To expire is the natural order of the world, and no less what the Son of man did for three days before rising once more to His fathers kingdom! So too we shall rise above this! And we will make our peace to die or live another day.” I said.
For a moment the camp held the same rapturous gaze that they held for the late Father. And I felt the mantle heavy on my shoulders…seeing their pale gazes, their gaunt, starved faces, like sheep walking towards the slaughter, eager to be held in gentle arms before they are ultimately bled dry. Well, If I’m the shepherd I must keep them in my sight, and go for the lost. And yet I could not. For my cowardice, I left a prayer unanswered… I sent no man to search for Ezekiel that day… God forgive me…”*
Miasma smudged the impossibly wet ink in the bible in his lap. Jim could see the writing on the wall. But if this was the origin of the blood stone, it had to be brought to the light…it had to be…
It was like taking a confession from a dead man. He felt the obligation clawing at him the way a sinner might beg for a holy’s mans’ touch of mercy.
“Justice and Mercy… The line for that is… never clear, is it.” Jim said, looking up at Miasma. Miasma refused to meet Jim's Gaze. He knew there was more…
More to this story. There were still pages left.
Jim turned the page and saw a single line entered.
[Flora plays:]
“December 6. God I pray we can hold off one more night. Just one. So that Evight can be left alone.”
Miasma scrunched his brow. “Left alone, he’s dead isn't he, surely such a well spoken captain hasn't descended to madness in three days to think he was alive-” Miasma chuckled, though the tone in it seemed apprehensive. The utter denial on his face, he knew he was being willingly foolish, purposefully dim witted. But it was easier than facing the truth. And in this he felt that familiar grip of guilt strangling his breath while his heart raced. He was content to stand by and let the world happen around him after his incarceration. And the voices within hushed in their whisperings, keeping their chatter constant enough to seem like white noise, yet interacting enough for Miasma to feel the chill finally, the way Jim had felt it all along. Ice cold on the sweat rolling down the back of his neck.
Jim licked his lips and took a baited breath, as he read the entry below it with confusion.
*“December 7, Jeremy Bridger… no one knows if he died or was smothered. His wounds were fatal, we knew. But the decision to put him out of his misery was riding on one more day. Except at midnight, once more, we lost a good man… and
Diego Rivera was there, pulling the bloodied socks from the cold feet. Armand Avalo was standing over the corpse, blood spattered on his face, and a hand in the body. There were witnesses… He could have been trying to staunch a bleed, the sheets were soaked in blood. Or. something more… But all that would silence the camp were the two pistol shots I fired that afternoon… I pulled Thomas to the side, “You are a hunter aren't you. The hunt! Go. find us meat.” I hissed at him, “And don’t think I won’t think twice to inspect your iron boy, and take care of this mess!”*
[Turn of the Screw plays:]
*I knew the risk, and I stood by it… The camp went to bed, the bodies lay at the stockade as they lay… snow fell and froze the ground. Two shots fired in the night. The stockades were empty by morning. And my ever faithful Lt. Thomas Spencer, had provided. Everyone was silent at the first supper they had had in over a week. Bless it, there was peace at last. beside the graveyard, one fresh shallow grave stood tall and proud beside Father Evight. Two crude posts were erected beside that, with no crosses, as the executed men were not followers of our god. I don’t know their god or his rules. And I don’t give a fuck. Bellies are full. I don’t question the blessings God bestows to us.”*
Jim covered his mouth. Miasma chuckled wryly, “Ah yes, the way it is easiest to turn to what is “other”. No love hath no man than godly-hate”.
Jim scowled, “That the world plants a foot on that hill and blames the true evils on god, is that what you really think though?” He challenged.
Miasma stared deadpan into Jim's face, the tickle of his words in his own ears making him twitch slightly, “I’m just making an observation. It seems easy for one to kill those who “deserve it”. That still makes him a murderer…You’re telling me that I’m wrong?”
“I’m telling you, you are willfully ignorant.”
“And You, are being punitive. I voiced the truth, that things are as they are, do not blame me… that’s between you and your God! Narrow your scope all you want.” Miasma said sharply turning back to brood at the fireless place.
Jim started aback, like he had been slapped in the face. He knew what was coming in this story, but he wanted to believe they had no choice. That they were merely driven to their heinous deeds. Their crimes of moral corruption. Unconditional mercy, as long as it was confessed, and certainly here the Diary was confessing was it not?....wasn’t it…?
Jim was quiet. The fading light outside casting darker shadows in the room. Miasma got up, holding the bible to his chest absentmindedly, spending a long time getting the fire going. The wood was dry, and the chimney unblocked. And as the flames flickered, licking the walls of their home after being so long out, Miasma went to sit by the fire. He felt cold. Deep within,. And he had a mind to arm himself by the flames. Jim felt heat and anger rush his cheeks with red. He almost felt embarrassed. But he refused to feel shame for his hopes.
He kept reading. This time, it was his turn to be confused…
He skipped to the ending, rushing to recover his grip on the diary in his hands.
*March 2nd, The pass will open soon. What little we have will be found. This place is cursed and should never have been exploited. Misfortune and shame live here. Regrets and sins.. The lord cleansed the earth with a flood, and promised the end of days would be cleansed with fire.. There's no God in these cold woods. There is only death hanging in these trees. Only devils and empty bellies that never fill. The wretched can go back to the brick with their kin. I almost envy them. While us, the ones that still draw breath, we will be the devils to pay… perhaps it is fitting that fire is the trail we leave behind, rather than blood. Every man for himself now, and every man a devil. It would be better if the earth swallowed us up. It would be better if the pass stayed closed. Or at least, that when they find us, what's left, the world will move on, and the lost will stay lost.”*
Silence.
“Wait, wait that's it?!” Miasma asked incredulously, “No, no no no way” he chuckled darkly, strolling over tossing the bible into Jim’s lap and snatching the Diary up. He read that final entry over and over till his eyes felt sore from the shaky handwriting that he was surprised Jim could read. His face paled farther and farther with each word.
“So everyone dies, The End, I guess...?” Jim shrugged frustratedly.
“This is a stupid book” Miasma said throwing it at the ground before walking away, crossing his arms, brooding by the fire, searching for answers in the flickering tendrils of fingered flames.
Jim too seemed at a loss, his mind reeling from the uncharacteristically hopeless tone of the entry. Between December and March, The captain had gone from proudly uniting his brethren, to being content to watch their world burn, ashamed? It couldn’t be… that couldn’t be the end… not like this…
“Hold on” Jim said, standing suddenly, running out the door into the darkened cold. Miasma could hear his footsteps wandering to and fro hurriedly, like a man lost, until he returned, panting as he clutched the doorframe, “Pick those up” he said sternly jutting his chin to the discarded pair of books on the ground. Miasma began to protest, when Jim smacked the wooden door, the sound bouncing off the walls with every word as if banging all around,
“Pick up, the , damn, books, and get your sorry ass out here! Find a shovel, meet me at the bricks” and like that Jim disappeared outside from the closed off room. Miasma was shocked. Jim had never spoken to him that way. So earnestly. So harshly. Rebuking him almost, like a call to action, to move beyond the view of this room and see what lies beyond. And that certainly stirred something in that soupy brain of his…
[Spoksonate plays:]
The bricks… the… dilapidated hut of a building that reminded him of a large Kiln… As Miasma pawed around the room finding a broken shovel, the handle missing and the splinter somehow, *wet* he couldn't help the swirling thoughts in his mind.
*He yelled at me. He, he, I was worth being yelled at. Oh yes Jimmy, yesss….I'll do what you say. Do what father says. Hehe, Papa…Papa is good...Papa is kiiiiinnnnd. Mhmh, yes he will won’t he?… He will-” his hand palmed the wet end of the splintered shovel, coming away wet, the color dark in the light of the accusing flames that lit his features so intensely, “-taste so sweet” he whispered, his fingers absentmindedly wandering to his mouth where his tongue darted out to taste.
The metallic sting, the taste of blood, making his whole body shiver. He pulled his hand away, watching the liquid as it dried slightly, a string of it playing between his spread fingers.
“Hey! C’mon man, let's go!” Jim said, momentarily peering in the doorway, out of focus, “Oh, yes, I’m, I’m coming” Miasma said, his voice soft, tranced slightly, a little too saccharine for Jim’s taste.
Jim watched as the Ghoul twiddled his fingers in front of his face.
“You are one creepy dude,” Jim thought. The hand being stared at looked normal, he couldn't fathom why the ghoul seemed so intrigued by it in the firelight. He shook his head, “Everyone’s got their reasons” he shrugged, descending the steps and grabbing the shovel he had found outside and strode towards the fire-scarred earth down the “street” if you could call the path that.
The thunder in the mountains sounded like the pounding of hooves bouncing around the landscape, the whistle of the wind as if a whispering song, of the uncanny kind. The soft melody of deceit, putting him on edge. It felt like the false sense of security was a wool coming down over his eyes. No. like an executioner's hood gently falling over his sight, his breath fast in the cold sucking feeling in his chest, waiting for what felt like the anticipation of the short drop and sudden stop…
All the while feeling eyes on him, and it made his hair stand up, even as he kept his gaze away from the very thing he was fearing…Jim a few yards off, Miasma trailing behind.
Jim stopped in the middle of the street a moment, hesitant to continue down this path to hell that had no milestones or sign posts. But the truth had to win out. The truth was the only thing that was godly left in this valley now…
“Deus, Deus in absentia… in absentia…” He mouthed, his feet moving forward once more, a step farther than he had ever been…
Miasma’s hand on the broken shovel, staring, deadpan at the base of Jim’s skull…
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