Jul 12
Too sleepy to get off and too turned on to go back to sleep. I am in hell.
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Too sleepy to get off and too turned on to go back to sleep. I am in hell.
GOD i wanna get fucked :')
Oh Mon Mothma the woman that you are
Me when I see Chris or Sebastian
Guess who isn't fucking eating today! I can't open the fucking blender bottle thing and my mother's trick didn't work. It was in the damn freezer and didn't open anyway. That was.... Breakfast. And I can't eat anything else if I don't have breakfast?
And I've already logged it in my fitness pal and honestly my fitness pal isn't even that good, I had another one on my iPad that's way better honestly. Also it's happy to tell me to be eating 1450 a day, at a slow ish weight loss speed. It's wild, I'm gonna set it higher to see how low it decides to tell me to go. It's not like I'm gonna let myself eat, since my food is fucking trapped.
Just gonna sip diet lemonade then drink plain water because the bottle for my infused water is fucking jammed shut too! Nothing wants to open and I'm sick of it. I just want my fucking smoothie, I finally opened the frozen mango, strawberries, and blueberries. It was gonna be so nice. I've had one bite of banana and that's it. This is fucked.
You'd think they'd design them to be able to open again, but apparently that's too much to ask. It was only gonna be 250 or so calories for breakfast. Just half. And now it's just none, apparently. But hey, I've got Metamucil. And it's higher calorie than I expected so I refuse to count it. It makes me sad.
Gonna go knowingly hurt myself trying to open it more. I've already fucked up both my thumbs badly, so whatever. If I can't open it I'm gonna likely force myself to the gym after eating like a carrot for dinner. Punishing myself for life going against me. If I can open it, I might go anyway but might also stay home or something. Lunch was going to be a bunch of veggies, maybe with a pack of noodles, since that makes it like three meals. But instead, life hates me and I'm gonna die.
la la la sexual frustration
Feel really bad for poor Renji dealing with a mean ass Byakuya. Too bad Renji can't just let him go and find happiness.
He’s just a fool in love. He will find happiness at some point. Either when he gets his head out of his ass, someone comes along and swoops him away, or Byakuya gets his attitude in order and stops being a dick. Someday it’ll happen.