#conner murphy

[hourlynorm]

[cactuskat]

AU where Conner Murphy isn't dead, and is able to wake up a month or two after his attempt, but at this point it's deep into the big Letter Lie, and his family excitedly shuffles Conner to Evan all "Look it's your best friend!"

and for some reason

He goes along with it

[ellaynaa]

happy birthday mike faist… wherever you are…

[thisisthegarage]

Daddy, I mean, daddy, I mean, daddy, I mean-

[forestvaleska]

Dear Evan Hansen is so special to me

During my Junior-Senior years I was in and out of school with not good attendance, due to chronic illness and extreme depression, I had to stay after school every single day just to catch up on my classes and going to the tutor as much as I could to work my ass off. And I was also dealing with so much more on top of just that.

Every time I got out of tutoring or staying after I would always walk around after and listen to music and I remember constantly listening to the Dear Evan Hansen soundtrack throughout those two years and it comforted me a lot. I felt super alone during that time and music has always helped me, and Dear Evan Hansen helped me a lot during that time.

Dear Evan Hansen has been my favorite musical since I was in middle school

I got to see Dear Evan Hansen live in 2024, they toured where I lived and I remember freaking out and begging to go because I couldn't just NOT GO???? I've loved DEH since FOREVER?

Seeing it live was everything to me I cried so much it meant so much to me

Dear Evan Hansen means so much to me ☹️♥️

[shuita]

For Forever

Did you fall or did you let go?

[jaybirdistrans]

They graduated!

[emmettdraws]

Who will be the Eurydice to my Orpheus?

The Miguel to my Connor?

The David to my Jack?

The Michael to my Jeremy?

The Penelope to my Odysseus?

Who will be there for me no matter how many times I've messed up and ruined everything? Who'll run back to me knowing I caused all this suffering? Who'll still be by my side knowing all that I've done to myself and the world and hold my hand with nothing but love in their eyes? Even if I turn back? Even if I left them? Even if I betrayed them? Even if I pushed them aside for some stupid reason? Even if it took me more than 20 years to return?

Even though I am truly in the wrong, who will still be by my side? To look me in the eye and tell me it's okay, that it was a mistake and I can change. Maybe one day I can change. Or tell me it's okay and that nothing has changed between us.

Maybe one day I won't look back.