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it must be hard having a tv for a face
Well, I have learned that the recommended dose of melatonin gummies only works for ONE night, maybe two.
After 3 nights of the recommended dose, I have developed a general lack of physical emotional responses, loss of interest in everything I enjoy, and I am drifting in and out of drowsiness like a zombie. It feels like I’m back on Zoloft like I was as a kid. NOT FUN!
Anyway, I didn’t take any last night and breathed a sigh of relief when my nightmares came back. Hopefully, the creative juices aren’t far behind.
CLOSING MY EYES AND THEN WAKING UP WITH NOTHING IN BETWEEN WAS SO SCARY!
Most people: Melatonin heightens my dreams and emotions!
Me: The rollercoaster is a flatline and night dreaming AND daydreaming are impossible.
I am going to let myself re-adjust and then only take it when I’m REALLY struggling to sleep, never for multiple days in a row. One gummy instead of two.
The pains of being AuDHD when literally every recommended dose is an overdose on you because of how your body reacts.
It’s probably going to take until Saturday to feel completely me again, but I hope I feel back to usual tomorrow.
So fucking burnt out
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My thyroid gland: *doesn't produce enough thyroid hormone*
Me: okay WOW
I must say, I'm fucking tired of not feeling okay.
January Camp Mic’d Up aka Julie is me
god the time change this year has ended me