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We are going to schedule some tests to be done in order for us to figure out this serious generalized pain that never goes away. Our clothes hurt our body, people lightly touching us hurts, walking especially hurts. We can’t sleep because of the pain.

The doctors want to test for fibromyalgia and for early onset of multiple sclerosis.

I hope it’s neither… our good day pain scale would be a 7/10, and any higher than that we are crying.

it’s good to be back though. We promise to put more DID artwork up!

-Drew

#fibromyalgia #multiple sclerosis #ms #fibro #extreme pain #tests

Our hair is getting pretty long 😙

#Long hair #transguy #transgender #undercut grown out #Daddy

Guess Who’s Back :D

so…. let’s just say A LOT has happened…. we were away for awhile and we apologize… life is life… we gained 3 new headmates…. right now we are homeless but we do have a place to sleep and eat so we are so grateful for that… the state hospital sucks… being in a wheelchair when we need it isn’t too bad, it helps… and we’ve been reading nonstop… I guess that’s about it without going into further detail…

love and peace ✌️

-Drew

#did #did alters #wheelchair #spoonie #actually did #autism spectrum #trauma #hey hey hey

TW: SA mention, ED mention, scar mention, handprint mention

Drowning in our skin…

#vent art #osdd #dissociative identity disorder #art #did #doodle #scar tw

welcome back yall! remember to take care and have some rest whenever yall need to🤗 and have some cats (and a hedgehog and a rat) ⊂((・▽・))⊃ have a good day!

when mute alters have difficulties communicating 😅😅

how do you communicate?

#did system #dissociative identity disorder #osdd #otherwise specified dissociative disorder #doodle #actually did #actually plural #doodles

How should we communicate with a new child alter that only screams in the headspace and keeps us up at night?

When he fronts the body becomes catatonic and unable to process or communicate in any way.

Ghost, if you are able to see this, we love you and we are here to help.

-Drew

#New alter #system little #pain #did #dissociative identity disorder #osdd #otherwise specified dissociative disorder #doodle

scarybrained

This happens every time and never fails to amuse me.

Our newest little. Meet Ghost everyone 👻

#Did #did alters #dissociative identity disorder #art #did system #actually plural

Me: I feel very depressed

Me: I don’t want to deal with things anymore

Me: I feel so burnt out

Therapist: are you sure you aren’t self-sabotaging?

Me: excuse me?

Therapist: you just have so much good going on in your life

Therapist: you have a steady job, a place to sleep, and you have a great support system

Therapist: it’s like you either WANT to be depressed

Therapist: or you are doing this for attention

Me: wow okay thanks for the help fucking bye

Me: *walks out of office*

#Needless to say #I found a new therapist #mental health #depression #therapy

Bleh.

-Devon

#did #dissociative identity disorder #mental health #depression #doodle

cy4ngel

What singlets think existing with DID/OSDD is like: Oh woe is me I am plagued by these demons which tell me to commit murder every hour on the hour how will i ever have a normal life

What it's actually like: