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Eeeee! Flesh and Blood Chapter 1 is out! More Min and Bree! Eeeee!

Min and Bree: now with more angst! :D

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coyoteshaman said: I really enjoyed this. The pacing, the hushed dialogue, Cullen at the end… Bravo. ;)

the urge to write just came out of nowhere?? but i like how it turned out, and i'm really glad to hear you liked it too! :D

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Hey. Hey you. C'mere. I don't know you, and you don't know me, and that's okay. I stood in your shoes once. Not too long ago, actually - been on antidepressants since 2007. I get it. I do. The world is grey and you're feeling disconnected, and you feel like you should feel something, but you can't feel anything. And after a while, you go 'why bother? Why does it matter if I feel anything? Why do I matter?' I'm here, a stranger on the internet, to tell you that you do matter.

You matter, because we all matter. This is the part where I start sounding a bit mad, but it's like this. Imagine a pond. Now imagine dropping a stone in that pond. All the stone sees is going through the surface, and then it looks up at the world and goes 'I can't touch that any more.' It can't see the ripples it's causing. It can't see what it did just by existing, just by moving. Even if it moves below the surface, there are still ripples that touch people.

Thank you. Thank you for taking time out to say something to me, it really is appreciated. I know it'd have been easier and a lot less compromising to not say anything. So I'm truly thankful, not only to you but anyone who has spoken to me or even had the desire to. I also feel much less alone knowing what I am feeling is not unusual, and solidarity goes a long way for me.

And You're right. You're right that I can still reach out to people and matter to them; to ignore that would be... well it would be extremely ignorant haha. At this point I cant deny I matter to people--overwhelming feelings to the contrary aside. I do. And if I work on it, they can matter to me. I can matter to me. And I really want to matter to me.

Your allegory was very perfect by the way. I love allegories so it helped me a lot so hear it in such a way.

I hope you don't mind me posting this, I have a special tag I use for things like this that I go to in times of need, and I'd like to add this to it.

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