#crp x reader

[sociialpariiah]

》 TICCI-TOBY x TRANS MALE READER HEADCANONS

》 RATING: MATURE, SAFE FOR WORK [SFW]

》 WARNINGS: Gender dysphoria, brief description of genitalia, surgery/medical procedures mentioned, needles mentioned

》 INCLUDES: Pre-medical transition, post-medical transition, gender dysphoria comfort

AN at end.

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》 PRE-MEDICAL TRANSITION

If you bind, he's helping you get it on and off whenever you need. Tight binder fabric is no match for that proxy strength okayy 🙂‍↕️

He's also NOT letting you bind for longer than 8 hours. He's got a timer and everything, so you don't damage your ribs or breast tissue. There will be NO unsafe binding around these parts.

If you don't or can't bind for any reason, it doesn't change how he sees you at all.

If you're dysphoric from your body figure or curves, he lends you his clothes. Not because he can't keep his eyes off you in them, of course... just to help you feel better.....👀

If anyone misgenders you from your appearance, voice, literally anything, he's SO quick to correct them. He's glaring directly into their eyes, almost instantly telling them "He's a boy."

He will keep this up as long as he has to until nobody misgenders you.

If you have long hair for any reason, he loves to practice hairstyles on you. He's to embarassed to admit anything so he'll tell you it's for hand-eye coordination, but he just loves the feeling of your hair in his hands.

If you have short hair for any reason, he's grabbing your head and ruffling it up whenever he gets the chance. He thinks it's cute.

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》 POST-MEDICAL TRANSITION

Post-top surgery, he takes care of you for WEEKS. He's putting any and all cooking and baking skills he can remember to work and bringing you whatever food you need.

Pain medication is always on him somewhere just in case you're hurting during recovery. Sometimes multiple bottles because he forgets that he's already got one.

Once your chest is healed enough, he's all over you. He'll be tracing his rough fingertips over your incision scars as carefully as he can, admiring your new body, finding clothes he thinks you'll like to wear now.

He's a curious man, so he likes to sit and watch you do your testosterone shots or apply gel. He'll offer to do it for you just to see what it's like.

Hearing your voice get deeper and more like you is his favorite. He could listen to you talk about basically anything because he loves it so much.

Painful/sensitive bottom growth also has him keeping those painkillers in his pockets all day.

He'll try his best to help. He doesn't have much understanding of pain itself, so he hates seeing you uncomfortable even more since he can't grasp how bad it is for you.

If you choose to grow your facial hair, he's feeling it 24/7. Cupping your face, rubbing it, kissing it.

Still loves seeing you in his clothes.

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》 GENDER DYSPHORIA COMFORT

Toby is constantly making an effort to make sure you know he sees you as male.

If you get your period, he's doing even more. Maybe a little too much, but he's got the right spirit.

"You're s-suh-still my boyfriend, d... don't be an idiot [name]. It's just a per-peri-period. A week isn't gonna change that you're a boy."

He'll encourage you to step out of your comfort zone too. If you enjoy something that makes you a bit dysphoric, he'll reassure you.

He makes sure to use masculine-leaning compliments or names for you.

Steals Buys men's clothing for you in whatever style you like most. He does a little digging to find out your favorites, what you've been wanting, what would make you less dysphoric.

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》 AUTHOR'S NOTES: 2nd post done! Idk how much of my audience is trans but there's a LACK of stuff with trans men in mind. I hope i could deliver 🫰🏻 As a side note, just because the reader in this suffers from gender dysphoria, that does NOT mean it's a requirement for being trans. Transmeds are not welcome here ever. Also I had to rewrite this like 3 times because it just wouldn't save to my drafts..... tumblr's out to get me. Anyway, enjoy. Cya next time,

-PARIAH

[glimmerfics]

You know Toby won't let you go -- but what if you like being trapped by him in this NSFW Choose Your Own Adventure?

Ticci Toby x Fem!Reader NSFW Choose Your Own Adventure CW: Character Death, Stalking/Abduction, Suicide/Attempted Suicide, Violence, Noncon/Dubcon

🔗 READ/PLAY HERE 🎮 interactive fanfic "Burnt - Ticci Toby" by Rulu 📖 Episode 1 of ?

[itscastera]

I like to imagine that several of the pastas are violent to their core, even sexually.

Jeff, for instance, is addicted to the rush of seeing fear come across a partners eyes during an intimate moment. He'll (consensually ofc) hold knives to your skin or place delicate tiny cuts in sensitive places along your body. Any small ounce of inflicted pain gets him going beyond belief.

Similarly, EJ treats his partners like a chew toy. While never causing harm (or actually eating you) he will bite, hard. He loves the taste of your blood in his mouth, loves the feeling of piercing your flesh.

Toby has a fascination with seeing pain. Since he cannot feel it himself he loves to watch it on others, trying to encompass and understand the feeling. If allowed, he will experiment with this with you. Belts, smacking, any kind of pain he can watch come across your face. He delights in seeing it and you trusting him enough to allow him to do things like that to you.

[lifmera]

HAIIII

You can ignore this if you want, I don't mind. BUT I wanted to put in a matchup request just because

Can I get uhhhhhh matchup for twisted wonderland and creepypasta?

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Appearance: I have brown wavy hair with Lil hints of red (for some reason i dont really know) and it's like around my midback. It's pretty much constantly messy and tangled in some way and it pisses me off so much. Sorry. Uh, last I checked I was 5'4 but it's been a while so I dunno. I don't really like going outside so im pretty pale especially since the others in my family are more brown (Puerto ricannnnn o(^o^)o). My eyes are dark brown and I got thick eyelashes. I am a girl, she/her and allat. I.. don't really know what else to put here soo MOVING ON.

Personality: I do not know my infp score cause my brain can't focus on all those questions. But I do know me! As said before I don't really go outside too much. Its.. a whole slew of reasons lol. I genuinely struggle to socialize and if it werent for my sister, I wouldn't have the few friends I have. I try to be polite but lots of people said I looked like a super villain (im NOT lying lmao. It was funny as hell when I overheard them!) I like to watch video essays and gameplay videos. I also like playing games like Palia and pokemon(please tell me someone knows about palia mannn). Uhhh i like mascot horror, sue me. I'm really sarcastic but somehow cant figure out if others are being sarcastic towards me. I'm really a loyal person i just cant socialize for shit. I love gummy candies and almost anything peach flavored. Many people have said im weird but they prefer me that way, since I used to try to be "normal". I have a terrible sleep schedule and I tend to daydream often(I call it flying lmao). I do have a bit of a competitive streak but i dont get super angry or anything, just a bit hyper. I can get angry as all hell though, and its not too hard get me like that. I like taking naps and i love to draw. I have so SO many ideas for comics that I alternate between lol. I animate too but it's honestly not that good. My sister is my bestest friend, even if i dont tell her.. i struggle to really connect with others, of course. But i also struggle to accept if people actually genuinely care about me. Id never tell them but its something i think about. Like do these people actually like me, or are they just being nice? I think about it more than i should i think.. Uhh dunno what else to putt

(Great googly moogly that's a lot of nonsense.. im an awkward yapper im sorry lol)

Is this enough info? I really hope so.. again you can delete this if you want, no pressure. Just remember to drink water and take breaks!

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silly anons thinking I'll ignore asks...

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On the TWST end of things.. I've decided to match you up with......

LILIA !

okie listen he would bother you until you became his friend.

I think you remind him a lot of malleus, so he tries to force you out of ur shell a little bit.

the whole diasomnia dorm struggles with this, so this isn't Lilias first rodeo !

He'll be awake at the same time as you, watching videos, drawing, or watching you take naps.

has def introduced you to silver, and hopes you guys nap together.

competitive man over here, esp when it comes to gaming. have you seen him and Idia???

he understand where a lot of insecurities come from, but he's someone who will have your back through everything. hell, the whole dorm.

just dont let him cook ! ✿

And on the CRP end of things... your best match is...

TOBIAS ERIN ROGERS

(art creds to yokomeru on tiktok!)

toby toby toby

quite literally known as an outcast, and can clearly understand your pain in making friends.

hell he still gets made fun of constantly, or struggles with this, even after the entire fiasco.

I think you "looking like a super villain" is the reason he was interested in you .

I think toby has a sweet tooth and the way to his heart is giving him some gummies too. sharing is caring after all!

He's not competitive unless you ask him to be, but he's also okay with being the loser.

he feels the same way as you- but he thinks niceness is you liking him. he just cant tell if you are being genuine about liking him, or just making fun of him to break him.

once you guys kinda confide in each other about how you feel, everything becomes so much clearer; and proves loyalty with each other. ᥫ᭡.🍥⋆🐇་༘🌷.ೃ࿔

I hope you likey anon!!! toby my baby girl... give him a fat smooch for me. & dont hurt him...

[lifmera]

hello... hi... u know who this is.... smirks at u

i would like to request a crp match up wink wink

personality: INFP and literally the walking definition of social anxiety LMAO, im not very good at starting conversation or initiating and it can take some persistence to get me to loosen up. once u become my friend i am literally insufferable and talk a lot but i would still say i have a hard time setting boundaries, telling people no, when i need a break, bc im scared of starting arguments and confrontation </3 if i don't like u as a person i typically wont say it bc that feeeeeels mean but i definitely wouldnt go out of my way to interact! definitely need people who are able to communicate and understand that i am someone who will need reassurance more than the average person..

likes: i loveeee love artsy stuff!! anything crafty is right up my alley! i enjoy reading and writing as well! i like to get my friends gifts and trinkets if i have expendable cash money, and i enjoy chill hangouts! i think beetles and butterflies are cool, i enjoy silly whimsical things, comfortable silence, big tight hugs, lalalala

dislikes: not a lot!! i don't like crazy parties with huge crowds and alcohol galore where it feels like theres no escape LMAO, persistent nasty attitudes can get on my nerves too just kinda everything opposite to what i do like yk

gender preference: any!! who want me

other: i mean... u KNOW my vibe... im alternative, im like 5'4, lalala thats all :D

THANK UUUU I LOVE UUUU

hi my honey bear I love u ok thank y ⋆.˚🦋༘⋆

winks back at you

⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ maybe i'm biased but .... I'm pairing you up with..................

BRIAN THOMAS (AKA Hoodie)

im so biased but it's because it's truuuuuuue.

ur charismatic king.... ur first meeting is probably awkward as fuck. but he thinks its honestly cute. (he won't admit that until later though).

although you'd have to do something that makes him curious about you, which is your like of beetles. He think's it's intriguing that someone is actually interested in creatures that most people scream at. (aka me)

although its a bit awkward at first, Brian is the type of person to eventually get you to loosen up. He's just as quiet as Hoodie, but he is able to appreciate comfortable silence.

personally I think he ends up really talking to you once he sees the art you make while he's hoodie. If you gift it to him, he'll say thank you, and your relationship progresses from there immensely.

totally a listener. Please yap to him. he'll think ur adorable. yapper x listener combo. Esp bc he doesn't really tend to yap anyways.

to be honest, he might think your a bit of a push-over at first. and thats okay, because Brian will try to help you establish boundaries. He doesn't get mad or uncomfortable easily either, so he's someone who's perfect to help.

at first he probably sucks at reassurance if you guys aren't close. But once you guys are close, I swear he's the best at it.

get him a trinket and he'll cherish it just as much as the art. or even write him something. it's probably the quickest way to his heart. esp because he thinks nobody would do this for him normally. thats how he starts to open up more.

he'd never let you spend money on him though, before and after you guys are close. he's a gentleman no matter what.

his dislikes are your dislikes as well. I don't see him as a person who loves crowds or alcohol as Brian or Hoodie.

He's never nasty unless he's at work, and something isn't going as smoothly, but even then he tries not to take it out on you. he's just irritated. But you make him happy! ♬⋆.˚ I hope this was okay my love. ......I don't think there was anyone else that really was as compatible as Brian is with you <3.

[lifmera]

HIII I saw matchups open and uhhh I wanted to give it a go .. twst and creepypasta pls eheh . NO GENDER PREFERENCE IM INCLUSIVE 🫶🏻

looks : 150cm , black hair in a grown out pixie cut , tan skin complexion . I go full nerd package with glasses and braces (they’re getting rid of my snaggle tooth. Rip.) ANDD I usually dress dark coquette and I sew and thrift my own clothes !! I lean more on the slimmer side 🤔🤔

Personality : ( ISFP 6w7 ) I’m socially inept bruh . If I’m on my own I literally won’t talk to anyone unless I have to and I’m just super awkward overall at the beginning . BUTT I’m very affectionate once I warm up 🫂🫂 I follow people around and I won’t be seen without linking an arm around someone or tugging at their bag . Uhh I really hate crowds and places with a lot of people so parties are a big no for me , but I would literally be down to do anything as long as we get to spend time together 🥹 this also means that my social battery dies very easily . I suck at communication ( sorry ) and it would take a lot to get me to be vulnerable with someone jsoajaj .

Love language : GIFT GIVING , PHYSICAL TOUCH , quality time . I’m a huge arts and crafts person and I’ve made a ton of lil trinkets to give my friends for no reason lol . Also my wallet is open anytime it need heh .

UHHHm ok pls take ur time my goat 😊😊 no rush jsjsja mwa mwa 🩷

HELLO CUTIE!! U remind me of myself tbh. Mwa .

ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🐇་༘࿐

On the TWST end of things..

I’ve decided to pair you up with ………………….

(dont hate me).

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FLOYD!

He’s actually my fav so… consider urself LUCKY

- this guy a TROLL. he was drawn to you bc ur socially inept. He wants to get reactions out of you bc ur interesting to him.

- okay listen he totally might scare people off at first esp with his bear hugs, but he’s not that bad.

- he’s someone who will immediately make you comfortable with him, ironic I know.

- he just likes to push people around their boundaries…. And if you start being affectionate with him, his affection increases tenfold.

-he’s gonna bite you sorry not sorry

- he has mood swings so do be careful, but I think honestly that if ur socially battery is drained, he’s prob just as tired.

- I dont think he’s a huge fan of crowds just because he’d get annoyed quickly, BUT he’s always down to do something if Azul isn’t making him work.

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

ONTO CRP !!!!!!

I hope this isn’t crazy ….. BUT . I see you with ….

NINA THE KILLER!!

(creds: Greynz._ on ig)

Ok hear me out hear me out

- prob the friendliest Creep.

- SHE THINKS UR ADORABLE. Has probably asked to try your glasses on at one point. (im sure u told her she’d prob go blind).

- The type of person to yap your ear off until you’re comfortable yapping around her too.

- she makes you hang out with her constantly, esp if you could paint her nails- she’ll paint yours.

- eats up your sense of fashion. Has made you do fashion shows for her, and makes you sit for hers.

- just as affectionate as you. Tbh you guys are gonna be inseparable because you guys are always together.

- if your social battery is dead, she’ll be upset if you don’t wanna just hang out on her bed and do nothing… but she understands. We all need our alone time.

- she def likes to party, but wont force you out if you don’t want to. She’d rather be with you anyway!

- every trinket you give her is kept sacred to her. She wants to make you things too but I don’t think she’d be great at it. She shows her affection in other ways.

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TY FOR SENDING A REQ IN CUTIE PIE!! I hope you enjoyed it :3!

This is one of my fav req cus these are my main 2 fandoms rn.

[itscastera]

Thinking about Masky and Hoodie who have been around each other so long that it's natural to share everything they have. That is, until you come along anyway. Sending them into pissing contest after pissing contest trying their hardest to earn your favor.

Until ultimately, you end up between the two men with them sharing you anyway.

[mychaelsoj]

art creds: @melosabi ᴀ/ɴ: I was scrolling and saw this beautiful art so guess what I did. Yeah, wrote abt it of course. Enjoy, I sure did. I had a vision ok warnings: Smoking. Mature content/teen up audiences

Guilt wasn't a thing anymore, the feeling wasn't something as cursed as love yet still no other fate was fitting in your head, you loved this mansion; Yeah sure, when you first got here it was like your average first day of hell during your school years; the smell as radioactive, a tad inconvenient and throwing slurs in the middle of bloodshed, Honestly it's fine because you've learned to realize everybody cringes a little at their past here, many of the reasons you've managed to fit in close to everyone besides Slenderman, he manages to keep a somewhat professional connection with the proxies. These days moved slower, the weather outside is distressing and going out there was some heavy duty, safe to say the routine changed along the seasons, bringing a jacket outside or a lighter shirt, snow that build up on the wedges of the house or flowers that started to bloom in the trees, this time around the air had a leafy trace around Ben's room (and no were not going to talk about that one time you guys decided to use a paper from Liu's schoolbook laying around. Criminal.) The led lights decorated your room (Jeff's room had a stench of something you can't even describe, tho it varied as for Ben he just went with it), enhancing how foggy the room really was. Although each one of you were in your corner; for instance, Jeff was rolling up the filters (which he was very good at, you assumed the two had done this before alone, seeing as Ben sometimes borrowed your stash; He swore was his) and Ben hogging the last bit of the joint, like always, leaving you with the task of prepping the weed, ''Let me try,'' He motioned towards the strips, You looked at Jeff as in a: ''No, right?'' I mean, last time, the end of the blunt was bunched up and the paper itself wouldn't even close properly. Shit, it was so thick it looked more like a cigar. ''Nah, let him try it,'' Maybe it was from the three joints passed around, maybe it was the earthy smell but you weren't against the idea, ''Then don't you guys complain about the aftermath because I know I won't be dealing with it,'' With a nod you gestured towards the set up on the bed (it was pretty messy even so none of you cared at this point), ''Go on'' (Ben couldn't care less about permission, He invades desktops.) As of what's happening right now, It's a known observation that when one is high or drunk it shows the opposite or 'true' personality, for these two you've noticed it gets pretty quiet, funny. Ben's tongue was sticking out out of concentration and every time the two of you giggled at his clumsy way of (attempting really) to roll up the paper, only to start over again, similar to when he'd stay up insistently stubborn on passing a level. Yeah, No. He's done, blonde lashes peeking through his droopy eyelids, nearly passing out on his high. Curious, never once did any signs of exhaustion gave him away during his endless game nights or internet rabbit holes, By now, The joint (a new proper one) was going back and forth between the puffs, Jeff actually conversed to you, the natural cockiness and aggressiveness of his personality toned down (it's always going to be there), ''Y'know, I knew it was going to be terrible, I just wanted to have a laugh,'' ''That is...Indeed, very you,'' ''Thanks,''

The blunt was long forgotten on the ashtray; Ben was star-fished across the bed, You and Jeff remained against the headboard, all snoring the weed in the system away. Tim is going to be pissed. You borrowed (stole) a cig from him for the weed, he notices everything, oh well. Nope, with cocksureness he won't be fuming...For sure. @mychaelsoj