I've been reflecting recently. I've met new people recently. I've been realizing how shit the people I used to hang with were, I mean near the end I did start to drift from then anyway but it's proper gone now, and they suck. I think back in things for the past 2-5 years of just shittt tginds they did to me. I wasn't mysefl either I only am now coz of cj. I have a lot of good memories butvakso alot of hate for a couple ofthem people. now I'm in a weird olace tho. of no friends. there's time when you need freidns. I've had a couple of those recently and it made me realize I just have. Non and I don't know where I can find any either, when I say at begin I'm meeting new people I am via CJ and they are grst people rly fcking great butb obvs that's like ince blue moon I see then and obvs insnt the same as a good old fashioned best friend. it all mostly hit me wheb I startdd to plan my wedding. my best man. how can I have a best man rn when I dint rly have any men :/
don't get me wrong and I love my women frienss but I wanna that bottletobb bill and his best friend corky kinda vibe, ant and Dec, scooby and shaggy, Priyanka and kemon, cj and Niko you know. Idk man, it just got me thinking, the age ol' dangerous act of thoughting. fucks u uo sometimes. any friends out there? If I were to give 9 points on me and why I am friend worthy
I find it difficult to spell and speak words
I am cool and have plans to be cooler (eyeliner more tatoots)
I rly care about people I care about and won't fuck u ovrr
I like to build shit in Minecraft
if u made it this far I applauded you and am sorry. to much thoghuting had gone in this evening. but u a real one. I also like ramen.