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Recommend Coney Island adventures , it’s teen Stucky but growing up. Explicit, but so fucking moving and beautifully written 💕

Thank you for writing in!

Coney Island Adventures* by SmutConnoisseur (WIP | 17,352 | E) *chose not to warn, underage

He's a kid. Thirteen years old when he meets him. He was sitting on a bench watching the waves far beyond the pier. A boy sits down next to him. The boy looks about his age but taller, with more muscle; Like the other boys his age. After introductions, he learns the boy is only visiting for the summer with his family. They make a day of doing everything Coney Island has to offer. The Ferris wheel's last thing because they want to drag time for all she's worth. By nightfall, the taller boy leans down and takes his hand with a promise to meet back in exactly one year in front of the Wonder Wheel.

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I would like to rec Fear Not the Ghosts by @endofadream. A beautiful post-TWS oneshot filled with very frank angst and very real love.

(suicidal ideation, implied/referenced self harm)

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hello id like to rec my own fic :) https://archiveofourown.org/works/34584430/chapters/86089801#workskin

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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Rating: Mature, Graphic Depictions of Violence

Word count: 5,614

Summary:

Bucky curls in tighter on himself like the universe might forget him if he wishes hard enough. If he can crunch his bones smaller, if he can take up less space, the world might erase him.

Abandoned- rough and incomplete.

Check tags!

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Dybbuk by Lasgalendil is SO incredibly good so far, it’s creepy and suspenseful and focuses a lot on Bucky (and TJ)’s religious beliefs as Jewish boys and their sexual orientations.

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Tattoo

https://archiveofourown.org/works/16550072

This is amazing and angsty and depressing and beautiful with postcaws and capsteve/modenws! Definitely deserves more attention

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hey do you know a fic where bucky was a ballet dancer and had a very serious eating disorder? i think steve thought he was tayte hanson at first. also there was a suicide attempt?? bucky injures himself very bad bc of it?? thanks!

This one?

Take Me to Church* by neversaydie (complete | 124,836 |E) *eating disorders, selfharm, heed the tags

Steve Rogers is a struggling artist. It’s not as romantic as it sounds.

What Steve really wants is a job as a session musician. He can play enough instruments that he could make a decent amount of money doing it, but in New York there are just too many talented musicians and not enough jobs to go around. So he takes jobs in hipster bars, hotel lobbies, at weddings and bar mitzvahs and office parties.

If he gets one more request for Let it Go, he swears he’ll find it within himself to punch a child.

He lives in a tiny, shitty apartment with Sam, who was his sort-of-boyfriend for a few weeks until he decided Steve’s very domestic relationship goals weren’t for him. They’re still pretty much best friends, luckily for Steve, because when the regular pianist at Sam’s dance company runs away to Canada he’s recommended his roommate and got him the job before Steve even knows about it.

Dancers. Steve’s going to have to spend his days with dancers. Great.

Part 1 of My Church is not of Silver and Gold

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Thanks for all you do 💞

I'd like to recommend the below fic by thepinupchemist, I love their works and thoroughly enjoying this You and a test of will ♥️.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/5645545

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

There's a bit of a story here, I was reading this fic as a download, accidentally deleted it and couldn't remember what it was called or who the author was. I was about to send in an ask to ask for help finding it back but googled some obscure references to the fic first and managed to find it myself! 😊 Thought I'd pay it forward and rec it as it's a wonderful fic ♥️