I don't know how to explain why my dancer dr attracts me so much... maybe it's the fact that it's simple, it's not a dr from some well-known place or where I'm famous, it's just a calm life that I discovered I have and it sometimes seems like a dream to me.
every memory I have of it warms my heart, it's like a place where I can breathe with relief knowing that everything is okay. do I really need to state the obvious now? one of the reasons I feel so comforted is yunho. he is simply the boyfriend/husband I always dreamed of having and never thought I would get, and, oh my god, he comforts me like no one else, in every dr it's as if he sees what's inside me, but especially in this one.
my parents, the dog I always wanted to have, my friends. I feel every breath I've ever taken in this reality.
maybe it's because half the bad things that exist here don't exist there. sometimes it seems like the perfect place/reality to have the children I never thought I'd want to have. and I know that because I'm so focused on my ateez dr right now (which, by the way, I'm also extremely attracted to), I keep feeling it. I really hope I have all the time in the world and can shift there, because I know that when I shift I won't go back, and I'm not even deciding that here, I just know that with all that love and comfort there I won't want to go back.
when your long-distance boyfriend of five years is also your best friend of seven years but he’s also your bias in your ult group. 📍 better or, circa 2025
Inspired by my beloved @chaaistained and @laylasverse ꨄ︎
things i’m excited to experience in my various drs
fame (kpop) drs
— i am most excited to obviously meet my group members from across my drs. from my irris girlies to those clowns we call cortis.
— getting to actually experience making music, dancing, performing on stage and all the other aspects. despite how much hard work it all is, i still know it’ll be enjoyable since i get to experience it with my closest dr friends.
— ofcourse i can’t wait to meet all these idols and other famous people (heavy on my s/os). let alone getting to not only work closely with them but getting to call a lot of them my friends is so cool and exciting for me.
kyungyeon univ. dr
— yes, uni is such a drag, like trust and believe, i know, but also getting to romanticise university in south korea tho. >>>
— i also get to experience being a youtuber and content creator which i think would be so so fun and i’m excited to see what it’s like.
— i get to see all my friends and my boyfrienddd! I’ve got the best people around me to make life at uni a lot more memorable and fun (like i would take anything for a study sesh with jake lol). ntm just casually seeing someone who’s an idol here studying the most random thing as an average person in that reality is gonna be so interesting.
— i also just want to travel around more there and i get to capture and share it with the world #digitaldiary.
parent drs (i, ii & single)
— most obvious being that i cannot wait to experience motherhood (this also coming from someone who doesn’t really want it in this reality), i have a bit more “control” with my drs so i look forward to this a bit more.
— getting to also experience my line of work will be interesting too. in my parent i and ii drs i am a model and also have two successful makeup and skincare brands and in my single parent dr im in marketing to which these are all new to me but im excited to explore these.
— i can’t wait to see my husbands too oh my goshhh. my relationship and marriage dynamics in each dr are quite different with each guy and i find that to be something new to discover.
— despite the somewhat slow-burn and second chance at love plot with jay, i still can’t wait to see him as a father and really redeeming himself and seeing what sort of fathers jaehyun and jackson also become in each respective dr alike (im just clocking all their names start with a j, someone clearly has a type)
hierarchy dr
— “if i was a rich girl, la la la~” AND IS AHHHH!!!
— like that’s the plot guys, i just want to experience being a luxurious rich kid (fam raised me right tho so im not an arrogant snobby bitch like half of the rich kids at the damn school smh).
— i’m excited to get to do all the fun stuff with my friends like travel, shop and even doing our hobbies all together because money is never an issue, we can just do whatever we want.
— i mean i’m not excited to go back to high school that’s for sure, but going back as an international student at a prestigious private school where i know a good chunk of all these rich kids family secrets basically making me untouchable will definitely make it a lot more fun.
tidal hearts dr
— now i would never go on a dating show, i’ve practically given up on my love life here, but who says my drs can’t have any exciting romance that makes my heart swoon, i deserve that!
— i am also looking forward to a summer in italy, i mean like come on now. did this dr just feel like an excuse to get to go to amalfi coast? somewhat yes. do i regret it? nope, as i should if anything.
— i’m excited for all the fun activities and challenges on the show, the drama and ofcourse falling in love with someone who turned out to be my soulmate. i just think it’s all gonna be a whirlwind summer but with all that chaos it comes with, i get to leave the island with new friendships, love and more money lol (brand deals and boyfie coming in clutch).
Idiomas: espanhol, português e inglês (aprendendo coreano)
Interreses: Shifting, BTS, Totoro, dança, cigarettes after sex, series antigas, doramas, cuscuz com banana, empanadas argentinas, sanduíchitos de miga, mate, sorvete de chocolate com doce de leite, lei da suposição, ursinhos de pelúcia, girasol e yoongi bias.
Eu estou aqui para aprender mais sobre o shifting porque a primeira vez que tive uma experiência shifting foi quando era criança com o paralisia do sono. Então, não aproveitei muito...
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My name is BiBi
INFJ 6W5 631 phlegmatic/melancholic
June Gemini
25 years
Nationality: Brazilian
Languages: Spanish, Portuguese, and English (learning Korean)
Interests: Shifting, BTS, Totoro, dancing, cigarettes after sex, old TV series, K-dramas, couscous with banana, Argentinian empanadas, miga sandwiches, argentinian mate, chocolate ice cream with dulce de leche, the law of assumption, teddy bears, sunflowers, and Yoongi bias.
