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[terrejoon]

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Fan art Kwon Hyuk (Dean)

[deansrnb]

I’m the type to scream until I lose my voice at a concert just to get the singers attention but when I succeed I get all shy and look away lmao

So basically there’s no point in yelling but I still do... I don't know man

[in-thename-ofbangtan]

I'll Change

(Angst⛈)

Silence.That's all that I come home to.Every day. All day

It's been months since me and yoongi got together.Eight months to be exact, and don't get me wrong the relationship was fun and exciting. At least in the beginning.

I feel the bed dip, signaling that Yoongi is awake. I reach for my phone to check the time, it reads it’s 7:30 am. I then get up to stretch and start my day. ”Morning”, I say as I move to my closet to pick out some clothes for the day. ”hmm...yeah morning” Yoongi grumbles. I just watch him silently until he asks ”What”?, rather rudely to which I reply ”Nothing I just-nothing”.I then go to the bathroom and cut on the shower.

I've been in the shower for thirty minutes now and I still can't stop the tears.I've been crying ever since I got into the shower, how did me and Yoongi end up like this is the question I keep asking myself. Deciding it's time to get out I shut off the shower and dry myself off and get dressed, I walk out to see Yoongi already dressed. I head to the living room to put on my shoes and grab my camera for work.I'm a photographer.

I forgot to mention it's Yoongi and I’s anniversary tonight, I doubt he’ll remember but I ask anyway. ”Are we still going to our dinner reservation”, to which he replies ”Ugh yes (Y/N), okay, stop asking, you act as if I’ll forget”. I don't even reply, instead, I grab my car keys and leave the apartment, slamming the door on my way out.

I move ever so slowly, getting my camera ready, making sure everything is just right. *Snap*, I capture a picture of a deer frozen in its spot looking directly at me. I grab some berries and carefully and slowly walk towards it. I try not to spazz out as it walks towards me, then it nibbles on the berries in my hand until they're all gone. It gently nudges my hand as it's way of saying ”Thank you”. I check the time to see it's 6:00 pm leaving me enough time to go home and get ready for the anniversary dinner.

I've just got out of the shower. After I've dried myself I look through my closet, looking for a specific golden box. Once I find it I open it to reveal a black dress with a slit that stops at my feet. I then look for my black heels with straps that lace up to my ankles. I bought the dress two weeks prior of today. After I've gotten dressed I put on some light makeup, going for the natural look.After that's over with I put on my diamond necklace with matching earrings,bracelets and rings, it happens to be a full set. Yoongi bought them for me two anniversaries ago. I then curl my hair till I deem it perfect.

I check the time to see that it's 7:10 pm, leaving me twenty minutes to get to the restaurant. I pick up my clutch purse inserting my wallet and gift for Yoongi.I lock the door and exit my apartment building to catch a cab, I arrive at the restaurant with 10 minutes to spare. I tell the waiter the reservation I have and he seats me within the next few minutes. It's finally 7:30 pm and I'm currently waiting for Yoongi. I wait for thirty minutes, the waiter asks me if my date will be here and I tell him yes he's just running a little late.

Thirty minutes turned into an hour, its the first time the waiter comes around to refill my drink, he asks once again about my date, which I reply with the same thing I said earlier, people are starting to stare, this is so embarrassing. An hour then turns into two hours, I look at my phone to see that Yoongi didn't read any of my texts I sent him. Before the waiter comes again I get up from the table and leave the restaurant, catching another cab to return home.

Once I unlock the door I let the tears I've been holding in fall. I go straight to the bedroom I share with Yoongi. I violently wipe off my makeup and take off all of my jewelry, next is the dress, it comes off as easily as I put it on and so do the heels. I change into a long sleeve half shirt and some pajama pants, through this I'm still crying. I trudge my way to the kitchen to grab a pint of vanilla Ben and Jerry’s ice cream and a spoon and walk back to the shared bedroom to watch ”Maid in Manhattan” a rom-com that I enjoy.

Halfway through the movie Yoongi opens the bedroom door angrily. ”Where were you, I waited for thirty minutes” Yoongi bellows. I chuckle, which angers Yoongi even more ”What is so funny (Y/N)” he asks, I reply with ”You Yoongi, this whole situation is funny. It's funny how you're so pissed that you had to wait thirty minutes, try two hours!” I start to yell, Yoongi tries to speak but I interrupt him,” No let me finish,” I say as new, fresh tears start to make their way down my cheeks. ”I waited for you, for two hours, people stared at me and talked about me to their dates. Do you know how embarrassing that is, do you? No you don't!

Yoongi continues to watch me break down. ”I'm sick and tired of you, God you're so mean and rude and nasty to me for no reason. I ask a simple question and you snap at me for what! Huh? I have to walk on eggshells in my own home because I know if I say the wrong thing you'll start to yell and get angry.” I take a deep breath, I'm now pacing the room as Yoongi sits on the bed. ”What do you want from me Yoongi, I try to be so good to you...Hell, I am good, no amazing, I'm attentive I trust you, I support you...” I trail off, I grab a suitcase from the closet and start packing. ”Why are we still together I mean you don't care right? You never ask me how my day went, how I feel, you don't even talk to me and if you do the conversation is no longer than five minutes”, I mumble to myself.

Out of the corner of my eye, I see Yoongi jump to his feet ”Jagi, stop.Please, okay I do care about you and I'm so sorry for everything” Yoongi’s words come out quickly. Is he really scared of me leaving? I disregard the thought and continue packing. ”Are you sorry? Just because you call me Jagi and say sorry won't change everything. I shed too many tears Yoongi, I ask myself ”where did we go wrong” every day. Where did the fun and excitement go?... Where'd the happiness go? Do you even love me? ”I say everything that I've been bottling up.

Yoongi comes over and grabs the suitcase pushing it away from me. ”(Y/N), I'm sorry, I really am. It's just all the stress from work, that's no excuse but I'm so stressed out. We have to be perfect, BTS is getting recognition in America now. We're not just trying to make it, we are making it, we’re living our dream. We want to show people the good... We have to maintain this image and I let it get the best of me. I've hurt you so many times and I'm sorry. I know people say this all the time but I'll change, I’ll do anything if it means you'll stay, because I love you (Y/N). I love you so much”. Yoongi says as he sheds tears of his own.

I ponder everything he says and the pouty look he's giving isn't helping. But behind the pout, I see the willingness to change. That willingness pushes me to hug him. I start again ”I love you too Yoongi, and next time talk to me, I'm always here for you okay. ”Okay (Y/N)” yoongi says through a sniffle. Yoongi pulls back, cups my face and kisses me passionately. ”God I love you,” Yoongi says as he pulls me into another hug. I smile and release a breath I didn't know I was holding in. I remember Yoongi’s anniversary present. I move to get it from my clutch, I hand it to him while saying ”Happy Anniversary”.

Authors Note-Hey, it's me A.j, I hope you guys liked my first imagine, I worked really hard

[heatherandharmony]

Tag game :)

I was tagged by @fannxy thank you hun 💙💙

rules – put all of your phone’s music library (no playlists!) on shuffle and list the first fifteen songs that play, Bold the songs that lift your mood and italicize the songs that make you the most emotional + tag ten people!

I’m not sure how to bold the songs or italicize them so I’ll just put the lift your mood ones in all caps and the most emotional in an order like tHiS😂

1. Got7 - Beggin on my knees

2. BONNIE & CLYDE - Dean

3. uNrAvEl - TK

4. sOnG fOr Guy - Elton John

5. BOW RIVER - Cold Chisel

6. HAVE A NICE DAY - Bon Jovi

7. oNe LaSt tImE - Hamilton Soundtrack - Christopher Jackson and Lin Manuel Miranda

8. EYES, NOSE, LIPS - Taeyang

9. Philadelphia Freedom - Elton John

10. yOu WiN aGaIn - Bee Gees

11. KNOWING ME, KNOWING YOU - ABBA

12. When Love & Hate Collide - Def Leppard

13. sTaNd By mE - Ben E. King

14. THERE SHE GOES - The Boo Radleys

15. tHeRaPy - All Time Low

I tag @poeticbarnes and anyone else that would like to do it :)

(Could only fit 10 gifs :()

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[llostxparadise]

Hey guys :)

This is my fan art of Dean, and its also my first time doing fan art! Please support me and share this fan art so that Dean can see it ^.^ 

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[gabrielreyesreaper52-blog]

Rolex on my wrist, now it's boring. Our song is playing everywhere. It's kind of crime not a playing. Don't let 'em in let 'em in, get out my zone. We we we never know. We we we never talk. Cause We we we criminal. Don't let 'em in let 'em in, get out of my zone. ~ Love Dean so much. I used to be sacred to listen to his music because I didn't like that style of K-Pop but it's so good and I love this particular song. #bermudatriangle #zicoblockb #deankpop #crushkpop