dear me, i know you've been through a lot and that's not easy at all. But you should know that no matter what happened, you still have yourself.
And I'm so sorry that I didn't love you like you deserved to be loved.
I'm sorry that I always force you to do the things you didn't want to do for the sake of a good relationship.
I'm so sorry, I didn't give you enough time to heal yourself, force you to seal somebody's wound whilst your own were bleeding. I'm so sorry.
starting today, I promise you, myself, I'll never do the same things to you again, I'll be the better version of myself, and I'll loved you before I love someone else.
Because how can I expect people to love me, when I haven't love myself dearly?