#deedreaming

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Summer vibes ☀😎

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High tops in the summer

Dont be a bummer babe

Be my undercover lover babe

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I didn't know it was possible to be this happy and it's amazing and I just hope it lasts.

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Sex is sooo nice. But lust can produce so many lies. So if you're looking to fall in love, be sure you know the difference between the two. Seduction can produce a certain facade... Telling you that person is everything you're looking for, when in reality they're none of it.

Deedreaming

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So I did it...I finally moved on my own. It’s pretty cool and it all happened way sooner and quicker than I ever imagined. It’s all way too surreal for me to comprehend right now. And I can’t lie it’s actually super lonely. I don’t know a single soul in this city or even state. It’s very weird to just be fully independent and in my own place. And ya it’s all kinda scary right now. But..it’s amazing to be in the peace and silence of my own home with my cats and I’m just hoping I can make myself my own happy little corner of the world here.

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I just wanna put on some sweatpants and a hoodie and curl up with a blanket and read a good book while drinking hot chocolate as I occasionally look out the window to see falling leaves... Big dreams.

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I wanna be with someone who likes life. Someone who wants to be alive. I wanna be with someone who radiates positive vibes. I wanna be with someone who loves fully and selflessly. I wanna be with someone who strives to be happy even when times are tough. Someone who can just keep swimming. Like even when they're sad they still find a way to cheer me up. I wanna be with someone genuine..someone real who gives the true complete version of themselves to be at all times. I wanna be with someone who is actually into me..someone who wants to grow with me..someone who wants to know every part of me and show me every part of them. I wanna be with someone who I deserve and who deserves me.

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Just because I seem like the tough one or even if I am the tough one.. it doesn't mean I don't also wanna be cared for and that I'm not also soft and that I'm not also fragile. I may be strong but that doesn't mean you shouldn't be careful with me. Don't pick me up if you plan to drop me. I may be made of steel but I'll still crack. I may get back up again but I'll still feel weary. I don't wanna be watered down, I just wanna be given enough drops to help me grow and enough sunlight to keep standing. You don't have to carry me. I can carry myself, but just hold my hand along the way. I don't need you to walk before me cause I don't need a leader. I don't need you to walk behind me cause I want you to be your own person and follow your own self and your own path. But I do want you to stay at my side and stick with me through all of it. Be gentle. Be kind. And even if I seem to be handling things okay, just hug me and tell me I can do it and that you believe in me. I will care for you always and forever and go to the ends of the earth for you and fill your love cup to the top and put whatever amount of drops you need into your flower pot and watch you grow and when you don't need anything from me I'll just be there to cheer you on and support you. Just remember that... I'm not as strong as I may always seem and I may break at times. I'll always strive to get up and keep going and do whatever I have to to keep keeping on and just keep swimming. I will often put myself aside and put a mask over my softness so that I can somehow contribute to your strength even if it's something you can only find within yourself and something you have to do on your own. I'm still learning what it means to love yourself. A lot of it is about finding your own strength and being able to overcome anything despite how hard it may be and finding enough trust and respect in yourself to know that you can push past that. But in the end..you shouldn't have to hide your weakness. Having weakness doesn't mean you're not strong. And being soft isn't always a weakness. Being soft is a beautiful thing and darling you can go ahead and embrace that.

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