#demonwrestler

[hyperbali]

we're both turning 35 this year so you better do that with me babe

Yes!! And I need to see you before we leave, I'll shoot you a message on Discord

Also you guys I promise I'm not actively suicidal rn 😭 just reminiscing on how I didn't think I'd make it this far when I was in my late teens/early 20s, and my turbulent relationship with my mom

[jicklet]

all I can think looking at razer is the quote "I am half agony half hope"

"You pierce my soul. I am half agony, half hope."

"Tell me not that I am too late, that such precious feelings are gone for ever."

"I offer myself to you again with a heart even more your own, than when you almost broke it eight years and a half nine years ago."

Y'know, I think you're onto something here.

[bloodravyn]

i deeply appreciate your orion salt, xoxo

Whoops, I never got a notif for this. 

But thanks, I’m glad!!

I’ve had a few people reply, or send me asks, telling me that I need to stop posting about Orion because I’m just giving him attention. And I suppose that’s true!

BUT the dude also thrives on a lack of attention. It makes it easier for him to take advantage of folks and scam them if they don’t know any better. And every time I make a post about him, there’s inevitably people who say, “Wow, I didn’t know he was like this...” So, you bet I’m going to keep posting and shining a spotlight on his garbage.

[momochanners]

demonwrestler replied to your post: Y’all, y’all Do you guys remember memorable one...

DOES THIS PLEASE YOU

NYEHEHEHEHEHE IT DOES

[atomicpen]

demonwrestler replied to your post: Heavy heart tonight. Today we lost a beloved...

I’m so sorry about your boy. I hope you and sigoth are both all right, and your other baby is doing well. :ccc

thank you, we’re doing okay. I think Pookah’s doing okay too, but while I know he knew something was wrong, I’m not sure he realizes yet that Anubis isn’t coming back (we had a service come to our home to put him to sleep, but she took him with her for cremation)

probablylostrightnow replied to your post: Heavy heart tonight. Today we lost a beloved...

Oh, no. I’m so, so sorry.

thank you. it’s really rough, I’ve had both my cats from kittenhood on, and he’d just turned 10 this past summer. it was... He was perfectly fine on Monday and Tuesday, sick on Wednesday, okay but bleh yesterday, then today... FIV and severe kidney failure. Totally unexpected. We thought maybe “sicker than you thought but give meds and come back for followup after”. Not, “you could try surgery if there’s a blockage that made one kidney balloon (and also we can’t even find the other in an ultrasound), but recovery is very slim because of him being prone to infection from the FIV, so euthanasia is the other option at this point”

in the end I think, I feel we did the right decision. He went downhill startlingly quick after we got home from the vet. It just... It was shocking.

[senseandaccountability]

demonwrestler replied to your post ““I can assure you, Miss Burbage, that I have absolutely no desire for...”

YOU NEVER FORGET A MAJOR FANDOM LOVE

My Patronus is still a Snape, apparently. ALWAYS. 

[lith-myathar]

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I am officially “right on the edge” of adhd.  My...

you probably will do REALLY well on a stimulant, but be careful of mixing caffeine and etc. with it

Yeah, she warned me about the jitters.  I’m thinking I’ll try it out the next time I feel unable to hop up and do things.  I’m figuring that will come rolling around with my period like it usually does.

[darantha]

Tell me about a Dragon Age AU where your Surana was a straight up blood mage. :p how would this have affected her relationship and friendships? Would she have romanced someone else? Made other choices differently?

Yikes, hardball right away, huh. Had to think about this one. :’D

I can answer this two ways.

* Ilvy didn’t pick it up until joining the Wardens and justified it as part of the whole “anything to stop the Blight” mentality.

 1. I’m pretty sure it’d put a strain on her friendship/relationship with Alistair. But I could see her asking him to pretty much act as her morality chain on the matter, and follow the same sort of “it’s okay as long as I just draw from my own blood” logic as Merrill do. It’d be a last resort kind of thing, nothing to be used regularly, and only against the Darkspawn. It’d be a constant issue whenever it gets used tho, but with both of them having grown up in the Chantry, I think they could find some common ground.

2. She’d feel suuuuuuuper hypocritical when encountering Jowan at Redcliffe and just ask for him to be released as opposed for him to be returned to the Chantry.

3. Ilvy already take a bit of a issue with Wynne telling her how she still have a responsibility to the Circle, so I can only see her taking up blood magic would make it worse, to the point of Wynne leaving.

4. She’d still do the same major choices as in my canon; Save Connor and Isolde, destroy the anvil, break the curse, don’t do any deals with any demons and so on, but execute Avernus at Soldier’s Peak both due to his experimentations on others and as a harsh reminder to herself that there’s a point where the means no longer justify the ends.

5. While I already pick dialogue options with Morrigan that show support and curiosity for using old magic, like shapeshifting (I spec Ilvy as one just for the RP reason), I think her pragmatic, suffer-no-fools view on life would be a solace.

* Ilvy fell into using blood magic while at the Circle

1. Sole way I could see her deciding to dabble in blood magic would be just for the thirst of knowledge, rather than to use it on others or to escape the Circle. As such, she’d probably learn it on her own, rather than making a deal with a demon. Doubt Uldred’s little club would let in Irving’s “pet pupil” but, ya know, books are easy to misplace and all that.

2. But if she were using blood magic right at the start, she’d not be so trusting of the Circle and not be convinced that it’s just a mistake that Jowan is to be made a Tranquil. She’d just help him right away, rather than go and inquire with Irving.

3. If her motivation for blood magic was knowledge, she’d probably end up with Zevran instead, who wouldn’t have as much of a issue with her maybe somewhat ruthless approach to learning more.

4. She’d leave Alistair to lead the Fereldan Wardens after the events of Awakenings, and instead travel to learn more about the blight and the original magisters. Especially since Bethany ends up as a Grey Warden in my DA2 canon, so Ilvy would have a second “hey the old magisters are still around” thread to pull on. The red lyrium bit would have her really curious.

5. She’d let Avernus continue his research, provided he only used willing subjects.