#deppressing shit

[acaciawriting]

Welcome!

Welcome!

Hi everyone,

Hopefully you aren't depressed like me but if you are, just know that somewhere in the world, even if it doesn't seem like it, there are people that care about you, love you, and would be there for you, you just have to find them.

A little bit about me, I'm a student writer, I usually only post poems but I will sometimes post stories. I haven't previously taken requests, but if you have an idea that you'd like me to write a poem/story about, feel free to message me and I'll try my best. :)

Thanks for reading my blog. I hope you find what you're looking for here :)

[soph-yagami]

This manga destroyed me mentally ;-; ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽

[beanscareswhatyouthink]

all the good things in my life are starting to blur

[bunnyraptor69]

My PC died🙂🙂🙂

*take a deep breath*

I going to apologise to My second Raffle winner @simping-for-slashers

And apologise to My followers,things happen and is out of My hands,there's a possible chance that tomorrow i can get the piece i need to make it run again

For now.......i need to keep calm for not being capable of not finish My draws🙃🙃🙃

[blues-socks]

Don’t reblog

God fucking damnit why is everything so exhausting. Literally nothing is worth the effort

[ask-monkcoon]

Unhappy things so... just feel free to ignore.

I’ve been feeling depressed more and more lately. Been having trouble enjoying games I get, favorite foods. Anything. Even talking and hanging out with friends isn’t helping anymore. I’ve been struggling with depression for over 8 years I think and it hasn’t gotten any easier. My mind keeps going back to every fuck up, to everytime I felt bad or messed up something good. Funny thing how the mind does that. It focuses on the bad so it can be avoided but I’m so messed up that I have a hard time retaining happy feelings and memories. I want to be happy, stable and normal. I’m tired of randomly feeling like this useless waste. I hate going to my friends about this cuz I know they have their own issues. And I don’t wanna bother them. I should be able to power through this with my own power but I can’t take it anymore. At times I just wanna smack my head against something so that my brain will shut up and let me rest in peace. I had a therapist for a couple of months who was helping but last time I saw them was in August. I don’t even feel sad or anything like that anymore. Just hate and disgust at myself at how much of a pathetic shit I am. Even now I feel terrible for bothering you guys about this. I don’t even know why I bother posting this. It’ll just ruin someone’s day or make people worry about me which I don’t want you guys to. I don’t know what to do anymore. I want to get better but things just keep feeling worse and worse everyday.

[deep-in-sleeplessness]

ugh can it be september already so I can self-destruct in peace?