#depression fog

[domemescountaspoetry]

In sex, there is talk of The Afterglow. The glistening. The rosy cheeked Mrs Robinson, legged propped, smoking her cigarette.

Smokey tells us a cigarette, left to smolder without intervention, rightly starts a wildfire.

Ripping through the earth, tilling with heat and a death like Shakespeare, it sends out shudders while making the forest ready should seeds be planted.

I do not fear the blaze, The heat is wanted, The new growth embraced. Though I turn my face to the mountains fearing the winds are carrying smoke. The Afterhaze.

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[epiphany-in-exile]

This has enough power to actually cut through my depression fog for a sec.

[behind-thebrowneyes]

When the depressive zombie/fog state lifts and the manic episode begins. my head hurts sooo much rn cause the crash post manic episode is starting. But hey got like 10 hours of mega cleaning that really needed to be done. So I guess win/win situation 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

[andouble]

one thing that they don’t tell ya is that time can also fly when you are not really having fun at all

[darklordreni]

Holy shit, it feels like I just woke up for the first time in the last 3 weeks.

[littlemissshortstuff]

Brain Fog is Real and it's a Pain in My Butt

Brain fog is a real thing. It's a symptom of my hypothyroidism and depression. And it's a real pain in my butt. Want to know more? Click here. #brainfog #depressionfog

Brain fog really is a pain in my ass. It’s a symptom of the hypothyroidism I have, and it usually pops up at times in my life where it’s the worst time to not be able to think clearly.

Like, right now. The world is in a bit of a panic and most people are working remotely. I was one of those people up until mid-April when I was let go. I didn’t really like working from home before and I…

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[hello-pupper]

I have been slacking at literally everything.

I haven’t studied nearly enough and technically I take my licensure test in April.

I am perpetually behind in my notes and that impacts me getting paid.

Our house has been gross and I can’t maintain keeping it clean.

I haven’t been running at all, or exercising purposefully. I walk a bunch. I’ve been trying to eat more mindfully. But no exercise.

I wish I was tracking my OotD better here.

My mental health is pushing on every part of my life and it feels like the first time it’s making a huge impact on my functioning. I think it’s because I’m older. My body and brain can’t keep going and going like in my early twenties. It’s annoying and I feel useless. *sigh*

[forgotn1]

Yesterday went by really fast. I did laundry, but that was the only thing. Everything else is a bit of a blur and I can't believe it's already 3am. I haven't had a day get away from me like that in a while. I don't like it.