#deprevation

[lliwless]

realising the friends in later timezones r waking up for the morning and u still havent slept and. hm perhaps yhis is goodnight,

[coffee-is-my-weaknesss]

I’m really tired and my intrusive thoughts made me cry tonight. I wish it wasn’t so hard to fiercly love people, so much that the thought of them not being around keeps you up at night.

[caidenjayce]

My Darkest Dream (TW)

I was on the verge of suicide

No one knew that...

No one would of ever known because I didn’t want the "attention" or love from others

Honestly I didnt wanna be helped

I didn’t wanna be saved that time

I wanted to give in

I couldnt handle the pain

I couldnt handle to hear the emotions

I coukdnt take it anymore

I was there but I didn’t wanna be

I was lost and wanted to never be found.

I was hurt to because of my love of others.

I couldnt fix everyone

I couldnt make everyone happy

I was there but I want it to end

I wanted to take it to the head and fly high with the dead

I was done with this life

I was done with myself

All I did was hurt when all I wanted to do was help

I just wanted it to end for the final

For all it would of done harm at first

I thought “they'll be okay without me”

The depression had become my natural mindset

I seen darkness with no light.

Where did my light go?

Where did Caiden go I lost them and they didn’t wanna be found

I wanted to end it all for good that time

No one would of known

I couldnt say people didnt care because that would of been a lie.

I wanted it to end

But luckily I wasn’t granted my last wish

That was my darkest dream....

But now I am stronger

I am better

You can be too!

[jourxeys]

Honestly, i'm fucking sick of everyone..

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[blogglgrogan]

My Astrological Sign Causes Sleep Deprevation

My Astrological Sign Causes Sleep Deprevation

I climb into bed at 12:30 am and lie there awake, tossing and turning, unable to sleep.  I look at the clock, it is 1:30 am, 2:15 am, 3:00 am, 4:30 am….I get up at 6:00, this is not good!  That is how I spent several nights in a row a couple weeks ago.  Every night, tossing and turning, the mind churning away.  Then I realized the problem, I am a Libra.

I can hear many of you going huh?  You are…

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[53weeksorg]

Salford Quays

It’s changed a little bit since my first visit in the 1980s….. Leica M9; Summilux 50; Lightroom  

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