agreeing with that past anon. i have been really big fan of yours for a while since you’ve carried us buddy daddies fans years ago and i’ve been saving up to commission you. i was disappointed to see you openly shipping your character with a rapist. sure exploring him as a character is one thing because he’s interesting but making a fresh character to pursue a romance with him, considering his actions, sits really badly in my stomach. i’m sorry but i can no longer support you or your artwork. please do better.
Hi there Anon, I apologize first for not attaching a drawing like I would have likely done with other replies.
I'm glad you have enjoyed the artwork of Buddy Daddies. A series about two hitmen, kidnapping a child, killing her human-trafficker father and causing the indirect death of her mother. I hope you enjoyed the cute, horny and funny drawings of the man raised as a weapon and the other man, a womanizer that even hit on a minor in one of the CD dramas. Oh, and I hope you enjoyed too the small AUs I've made as well, besides all the yapping in case you've seen me in the Kazurei discord server (Which I apologize for leaving without notice, I tend to leave communities abruptly)
I believe not commissioning me was a wise decision, I'm the type that works without questioning much the content of the job. I guess that's easily noticed once you check my Cafecito, the place where I save all the NSFW I've done (Or that I was allowed to post). Tho I would mention there were several times one could get free drawings from me, be it the art-raffles I've done on my social media or when I accept art requests via asks.
Regarding Jimmy and Derek... I'll focus first in clarifying something wrong you've said. I did not create Derek for Mouthwashing. Derek has been my oc since 2012, he has gone through many changes and has different versions depending the setting I want to use him, because I like his design and I play with him the same way I used to play with my Barbies and MaxSteel dolls. He has been my most beloved child and personal punching bag.
He has been an evil, immortal warlock Prince in a fantasy-zombie-apocalypse world
He has been an exiled morally gray klepto-Prince, now witch with celestial powers in a RolePlaying community (ViceVerseRPG)
I've turned him into an angel. A damsel in distress.
I've also turned him into a tv angel-brainrot nerd, terrified of love as he fears he'll die the same way as those characters.
I've put him first in the Supernatural fandom, as an angel from a different universe trying to get God!Jack to give him a happy ending, a fullfilling love story, a damn win where he gets the hero treatment instead of being someone else's character development.
Then in Mouthwashing, he is his worst self, that delusional prick who idolizes the idea of a man that no longer exists, yet stalks and mentally tortures said man in 2 different timelines.
I won't type much than what I've already written down. My biggest hater spent almost 27 years assuming things about me, trying to degrade me, guilt trip me and so many things while also demanding me to be up to their standard. I do not believe you're attempting on doing those things tho.
And... doing better? This isn't my worst moment. Far from it. It's probably the best I've been in a long time
Feel free to move on and enjoy other artists and creators, just... remember, just because an artist draws something you agree with or like, doesn't mean they can't draw things that you disagree with or don't like... and even worse when they can detach their own values, morals and politics from said drawings and still explore things, because damn right its better to do that than to pursue those things in real life.