#desth

[stutterhug]

Night Vigil

[rayhan-is-better]

"As the window smashed in, Robin shut his eyes and imagined his mother's face. She smiles. She says his name."

-R.F Kuang (Babel: Chapter 33)

[leafwateraddict]

Why am i so active today i did not sleep

[myanonymousthoughtsss]

How can life be beautiful and death not…

[revgmh]

In the Victorian era, great strides were made in creating new color pigments. Whilst the colors were a welcome enhancement they were also quite deadly because of some of the chemicals used to create them, especially in the shade of green, relied heavily on arsenic. While a woman may have looked lovely in her new green dress, the truth was she was slowly being poisoned by the garment as lead leached into her skin. The illustration above depicts the dance of death and illnesses that resulted from the popular use of the color and cites “dress-mongers” being to blame.

[lunaemain]

i just finished the dorama "Hymn to Death" with one of my besties and we're not okay @justcryinginfan

we recommend it a lot but also a big tissues box xd

[thebois]

A very old cemetery near me

Fun fact: it’s near a river and when it floods pretty much every time without fail a casket will pop up and float down stream

[blackroseaki38]

Nightmares I 4arely get nightmares, but when I do, they feel so real and I feel so trapped. Its 5am and I just woke up from this never ending dream. It felt so real and as if I couldn't wake up, it kept going till finally I woke up.

Even though I went to sleep barely at 1am and today should be a busy day for me, it's hard to shake off this nightmare. Mostly because it might become a reality one day hopefully dark in the future.

It's hard to imagine, in my nightmare by younger teenage brother and dad . . . they died. And no one remembered to tell me because I was too busy with work. My mom was the one who told me, in this dream. I felt as if I was crying in my dream and like it was real. I hated every moment of that haunting dream.

The feeling of dread and regret of not being a better daughter. The feeling of being responsible for even more things without 2 impt ppl in my life. The thought of realizing I don't need a car anymore because now there was one available. The start of what should have been a fun weekend has now had a rocky start.

How do you guys deal with nightmares like this? I have dreams, but none so vivid and realistic most of the time. Any coping methods? Anything will help at this point.

I'm gonna try to get a few more hours of sleep now.