#diary notes

[halukturgutmenguc]

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[jack-talks-about-jack]

Episode 1 notes

I reccomend reading the episode right before reading this, so it makes a little more sense

THESE NOTES WILL HAVE SPOILERS UP TO EPISODE 146!!!

GENERAL NOTES:

The drawing Jackson's doing in the very first scene is the one from the end of the season. I just think it's a really cool detail

Related to the previous point, Jackson is drawing this when he's very young. That makes me wonder, why some entries immediately turn reality when other take years to? Does something "special" have to happen for them to turn reality? Why do they after end of S1? Or more correctly, why did they stop and why did they begin again?

Jackson being formal with their adopted parents (Calling Carol "Carol" instead of "Tía") after being with them for four years is kinda odd (it even seems that it doesn't come naturally to him to call her "Tía")

The nightmares that are "haunting" him could really be his mother? I doubt Exer is haunting him rn, as he doesn't even know him

Seems like Jackson started "sensing" some connection to magic even before meeting Exer. We know that magic is related to feelings, what if the town triggered Jackson? And what if that trigger triggered some magic aswell?

Jackson mentions having made friends in his previous school, but they are not mentioned at all. I'm not a 80's whizz so idk how long-distance relationships worked back then, but he doesn't even mentions MISSING them. Makes me wonder if he ended up in bad terms with them, or if they turned out to be fake friends

In the first pannel that Carol appears there's a box that says "shoes" in the bg. Pretty sure that was important in the canvas ver, just a nice detail

EXTRA NOTES:

There's a greenish colour around jackson twice. Tho it's important to keep in mind that this early on the story we weren't supposed to know who was doing what

Black background in the dream, with white sparkles or sth around. Probably just decorative

But then, while Jackson's having his inner monologue, there's the same bg as the dream bg (or a bg very similar to the dream bg). Adding to the theory that his mom is actually haunting him

There's a black aura when Exer and Jackson first meet gazes. Maybe to show tension or mistery

When Jackson is looking at Exer, his eyes have a green glow. Probably due to the reflection

[viper-void]

Distancing myself from 8 & 12 year long friendships as they don’t seem to truly support or care about me & my intersectional identity, they just pretend they do since they’re a fake leftie but some of the strays I catch or situations where they dismiss me entirely have made me realise that they can honestly suck my big fat clit.

[random-xpressions]

I'm very very picky when it comes to reading novels. Back in childhood days, the genre was always adventure or mystery detective tales. Fast forward a little the taste slowly changed to romance and love. By the time, adult phase hit, I went more into non-fictional. Bottom line, it was not just that the no of hours spent reading got reduced, I get very selective when picking a book. But keeping all that at one side, there's something about reading the diary notes of someone. The little tidbits we get to read from the likes of Anaïs Nin or Virginia Woolf or Franz Kafka. It is not just the outward simpleness of those words but despite the fact that those were giants in the field of literature, they had this ability to make things so plain, as if the mundane brought in about a different kind of vibe. Even here on this platform where majority adopts the easier path of reblogs, when I find someone writing some original stuff, they get all my attention because here's a human soul pouring out something from their day to day living - from thoughts, to observations, to life lessons, to sharing of experiences - that's vulnerability and that's rare. Diary notes will always remain special and close to my heart whether it be from a literary figure or a layman - its human vulnerability that's being offered, and that, my friend, is a precious precious thing...

Random Xpressions

[milasartblog]

DIARY OF SLEEPWALKER

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A new story and a new universe^^ I wanted to try something different for my blog, and the diary idea came to my mind. Also I was eager to tell a new story, but if such form is not readable, I will come back to old text typing X) Still, hope you will like it^^ Soon will post a reference of my main character^^

Kairo and "Diary of Sleepwalker" story by @wildstarfan and @milasartblog (both me)

[kundst]

Edward Hopper (US 1882-1967) 7 A.M. (1948) Oil on canvas (30 x 40 cm) and diary notes

[xcounterforcex]

On the one hand, i feel mself too tired to learn anythig for tomorow classes. But on the other, every time when i go to university there are one misogynistic incel who crying about "male brain is better than female" type of shit dies in the world.

Hmmm.... i think I'll hold off on going to bed this time in favor of "opressing men" by "taking their chance for higher education", which they generally do not need btw

[viper-void]

Day 1

Incredibly depressed. Full of rage & underlying heartache that now just feels numb.