Extremely pathetic that doctors will try to pin “makes you starve” disease as actually ur just crazy and like. U can’t argue because starving makes u crazy and it’s not fair 👍
Extremely wimpy behavior on their part. Ego so big ur gonna kick someone while they’re down because they can’t fight back. I’m trying to get away from small dick jokes because I think they are like. Inherently oppressive. And I’m want to be a good feminist. But I can’t find the words for what I’m actually trying to say instead
I lost over 30 percent of my body weight, for me this was triple digits, after resisting weight loss without eating enough for a long time, and yeah. I am out of my mind 👍 I also have reactive hypoglycemia and the only things I can eat trigger it. There’s no winning. I’m in a spiderweb of double binds and I’m less and less lucid enough to navigate it
I also fully think gastroparesis Facebook groups are comparatively worse than other groups because we’re all fucking. Starving. And doctors take advantage and also get off on it.
I stg if I hear another person tell me they only need xxx/1xxx calories because they weigh 1xx and gain weight on anything more I’m going to get murdery.
“I get 1400 calories through my tube but I’m still sick and hungry for some reason” is deranged
I honestly can’t even blame starved thin people with gastroparesis for the fatphobia as much as others, not because it’s okay it’s fucked up and like they have proximity to the norm and no solidarity, BUT like they aren’t in their right minds and doctors faults. And neither am I but like. Shrug. The power/oppression dynamics are real but it’s like. “Pain is bad” or whatever and they sometimes aren’t psychologically or cognitively capable enough for me to blame them
Did u kno? Are you dead yet? Are you dead yet? Are you dead yet? Are you dead yet? Are you dead yet? Are you dead yet? Are you dead yet? Are you dead yet? Are you dead yet? Are you dead yet? Are you dead yet? Are you dead yet? Are you dead yet? Are you dead yet? Are you dead yet? Are you dead yet? Are you dead yet? Are you dead yet?
Are you dead yet?
