#disdaidal

[edith-moonshadow]

A Cross-stitch based on @disdaidal amazing gif 💜💜💜

[tantumuna]

Happy Birthday @disdaidal!!

Credits: Made in Blender 3.5 Zack Fair Model (NSFW model, <18 DNI) Tifa Lockhart Model (NSFW model, <18 DNI)

[kennycrows]

Hello! I saw this gifset (/post/760890194405818368/you-said-it-made-you-happy-when-i-smiled-didnt) of yours on my dash and thought it's really gorgeous! Absolutely love the colors and how smooth your gifs look there. ♥ So I was just wondering if you could possibly share your sharpen settings for that one? If it's not too much trouble? I always struggle with sharpening my own gaming sets, so I thought I'd ask. :) Thanks in advance and hope you're having a lovely day!

Thank you!! I use these Smart Sharpen settings on every single gif I make.

[suotar]

✨What's a fic you've posted you wish you could breathe life into again and have people talking about it? (or simply a fic you wish got more credit)

📡why is writing and sharing your writing important for fandom?

hei 👋

Heippa!

✨ There are so many I love and I'm proud of but one I'm still so much in love with is Snow On The Beach. It's pure fluff and describes a small moment in time. I'm proud of how well I managed to capture what I wanted it to say in it. It's an older fic but I'd love people to still enjoy it :)

📡I don't know if me writing and sharing my writing is important for the fandom. But I know that me writing and sharing my writing for the fandom is important to me. I want to contribute to the fandom, keep it alive and interact with other fans. The connections I make through my writing and touching other people with it is a big part of why I write.

Thank you for asking 💜💜💜

[camaro-and-smokes]

Aliens and Feathers for the wip ask game 🤩

I kinda guessed you might want to know about the Aliens 😂

Aliens (or 'Eve') is exactly what is says in the tin, really. Billy, Steve and Eddie get stuck on a space station that appears to have a bug problem. Thankfully they have an asset not quite like any other. (It's metalsandwich but as you might guess there's no room for anything else but trying to get the hell out.)

Eve raised herself on her hind legs, reaching up to her full hight of fifteen feet. With her crown raised up and spread open, she easily hit twenty. Thankfully for Billy, her tail swished calmly behind her, just balancing her steps, and the crown remained closed, calmly rippling behind her head. However, she kept her maw pointed at him for a while, as if measuring him, then turned it to follow the rest of her body as she turned towards the habitat door. Billy hoped she would remain calm. At least until they got out of the ship. He didn't oppose her killing xeno drones or unfriendlies but he wanted very much to stay alive.

Feathers is a oneshot wip. I hope to get it out one day 😁 Steve wants to try something new with Billy, a trust fall of sorts. Can't really say anything else about it because it's...that.

Steve picked up something from behind him and leaned his chest again on Billy's back. “Is it a surprise?” Billy asked, his breaths deepening. “It is,” Steve said, pressing his lips on Billy's shoulder. “I promise it's a good one. And you can tell me to stop at any moment you start feeling uncomfortable.” “Okay.” A soft fabric was set over Billy's eyes and tied to a knot in the back of his head. Steve gently pulled out the lone strands that had tangled to the knot and left under the fabric over Billy's eyes. “Is this all right?” he asked. “Yes,” Billy said breathlessly. “Is it too tight or...” “No, it's just right.” Steve placed his hands gently on Billy's upper arms and his lips hovered next to Billy's ear again. He breathed into Billy's ear, “Good. Is still all right? Are you comfortable with this?” “I trust you.” “I'm going to make you feel good, gorgeous.”

Thank you for asking 💜 WIP tag game - ask me about my wips!

[suledins]

hiiiiii sooo i hit 1k !!! still in a little bit of shock that so many ppl enjoy my content soo i just wanted to say thank you to everyone who follows me and reblogs my gifs, whether it be my billy gifs or even my old ones back when i was just starting off making them and was omralbum, wilhelmes or even rsugdens!! i appreciate also all the support and kindness i’ve gotten since making this blog, i know without a lot of you i probably would have stopped posting my silly little gifs awhile ago ♡

ANYWAYS to celebrate i wanted to make more gifs!!! but this time in a way that u guys all get to pick too!! i’ve made diff forms for the 3 fandoms ive made gifs for since i wouldn’t be at 1k without any of u!! (form will close on the 30th july!)

  ♡ 9-1-1 // YOUNG ROYALS // STRANGER THINGS  ♡

i also really want to thank some specific blogs bc they’re the ones always keeping me going and inspiring me and helping me and just generally being great !!!! you are all v much appreciated and i thank you all for making my experience on this occasional hellsite so lovely ♡ also shout out to my twitter friends for also keeping me going and screaming at me whenever i post my billy gifs there ♡

@anaxibiaclark // @angelsloveclub // @biillys // @dandysnob // @disdaidal // @hephaestn // @iwigyouknot // @keptspinning // @lazybakerart // @lovebillyhargrove // @lymricks // @madsbuckley // @meowmeowbilly // @militv // @terror-triplet // @ungaroyals !!!!!  ♡

also reminder that i follow the tag #userlotte if u ever want to tag me in any of your creations !!!

[neonponders]

For the forced proximity tropes list: how about riding the same horse or teaching the other how to do something from behind them? :)

Harringrove seems to be going through a cowboy!au moment right now lol I do love a horse-girl!steve (and have written him a couple of times already lol).

BUT

I’ve been blessed with this painting on my dash, so here’s some art studio boys (and I’m sorry that it ends with bullet points. I ran out of time and it blew up into like a full fic idea lol).

~ CW for sex worker!Steve ~

• • • • • • •

The giggles and taunts building up to the day about having a nude model in the studio went silent once the young men fully realized what they were in for. Anticlimax. It’s not like Aphrodite was in the room, and there was something humbling about being with a naked body for so long.

That was the first day. The lady was clearly a regular, based on how she and the professor spoke to each other.

The second day...was not a woman. And they were late.

Billy looked up from his station when the young guy rushed in, ready with apologies to the professor. Billy wondered if he was a student from another class, here at a different hour in order to make up a session - but then he went behind the folding partition at the back of the room. Reemerged in a robe and Billy had the minutes it took the professor to introduce their model to prepare.

Maybe the others did not have their Aphrodite, but Billy found it hard to breathe. The man sat on the makeshift furniture on the raised palette in the center of the room and slipped the rob off, letting it fall back in aesthetic ripples and lines.

Simply, he was beautiful. Moles as small as freckles dotted all of him. If his dark hair were curly, he would be a living statue from antiquity, but the straight, voluminous tresses swooshed around his elegant bone structure. He even had the prominently arched, Cupid’s lips.

Where did he find this guy? Billy wondered with a look at the professor slowly pacing around the room. Billy had to get started. They only had a few minutes of each pose, and if he had nothing to show for it, Billy did not want the judgmental scrutiny of his pages.

So he gets to work, focusing on capturing the likeness of those limbs instead of gazing empty-headed at them. The room is loud with pages turning in the large sketch books whenever a new pose is called for, and it becomes almost easy to focus like it’s any other day.

The professor marked the halfway point by closing the curtains and igniting the lamps for harsh lighting. Pencils and crayons are exchanged for charcoal or even ink to practice contrast. The man stood up, and Billy felt his lungs freeze and his stomach slip all over again. Like his arteries were ice as his heart were an ember, beating warmth through his extremities and cracking himself open.

The light put the man’s lean muscles into blatant contrast, but for every shadow and long gleam of light, he looked soft. Real. Touchable.

Billy wondered if he ought to have gone into the marble studio; let the sound of hammers dull all of his distractions.

From the shine on his hair to the darker flesh of his groin, Billy sketched it all and then went back over it in patches, shading the contours of a shoulder and the side of his throat. Mapping out some moles while he was at it.

The man held his hands loosely behind his neck, as if he’d just risen from the bath or bed, naked and alive and honest and why are his eyes so big -

“We’re just about there. Finish where you are and pack up. Thank you, Steve.”

Steve. Billy wondered if that was his real name. Bit of a lackluster name for someone so pretty. A modest piece of art’s hypocrisy. Models with fake names; sex workers looking for safe and easy surplus income. Renowned artists making a living off of their portraits while their models stayed categorized as rats of society. Expect a man’s wife to attend his exhibit and charm the guests who come and see every lover with which he neglects her.

Plenty of models were just confident people spending their days off helping students. The man went behind the partition and dressed quickly. Being the last class of the day, Billy took his time and resolved to stick around. Goodness knew there were never enough pieces in a portfolio...

• Basically Steve comes back for some reason (Billy doesn’t know for a while) and sneaks up behind him to see what he’s working on.

• Scares the heck out of Billiam but Steve actually has genuine encouragement and advice for the art piece (the teaching him from behind prompt).

• Billy asks how he knows this stuff and Steve says something like, “One of my clients is an artist,” confirming that he is a sex worker.

• They spend weeks just being art pals until Billy just can’t take it anymore. He takes the leap and goes to Steve as a client. 

• But there’s drama like someone’s stealing art supplies from the studio and Billy thinks it’s Steve. But he doesn’t know why Steve would steal until Steve reveals that he was disowned from his family for wanting to pursue art and bisexual shenanigans.

• Steve doesn’t have an artist client. He is the artist.

• It takes even longer for Billy to find his art pieces and then realizes that the mystery, nameless artist that’s become all the rage is Steve.

• Steve is caught because he’s now successful enough to not be a sex worker. He’s loyal to Billy and in love (duh). But he can’t reveal who he is because of the scandal with his family and time as a sex worker.

• Billy is caught because he wants Steve to be safe with the money he now has, but could get kicked out of school for standing by while supplies went missing. And he can’t bear to look at Steve’s work because he believes every model is one of Steve’s clients.

• Steve tells him to come to his next show. It’s a challenge and a taunt. If Billy doesn’t like what he sees, then Steve will agree to be done. He’ll even reveal his identity for Billy, if Billy chooses.

• Billy almost doesn’t go, but he does, and he sees a whole gallery filled with fragmented portraits of himself. He knows his own lips, his own freckles, the mole on his shoulder.

• It’s when people complain and criticize the artist for repeating paintings and figure studies in the exhibit that Billy realizes that Steve’s portfolio isn’t a catalogue of johns. Steve’s work, his head, and heart are full of Billy. They’ve always been full of Billy, and he was too paranoid to notice.

• Billy is his muse. They get married. The end.

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~ Prompt list here ~

[ihni]

Happy Birthday! 🍰🎁✨ Thank you for being you and bringing us joy and happiness every day that you are here with us. Hope you've had the most wonderful day. 💕

Thank you, for both the birthday wishes and the kind words. <3