GIVE SER DONNEL TO MEHHHH I NEED HIMMMM BADDDDD YUGGHHHHHH
SWORN PROTECTOR—Ser Donnel of Duskendale
Donnel of Duskendale x Targaryen!reader
content: Your sworn protector takes his role pleasing protecting the royal family very seriously.
words: 5.3k
cw: MDNI 18+, p in v, oral (m & f receiving), fingering, breeding, reader is Baelor's daughter, but no physical appearance is described(I imagine her as the eldest of Baelor's children, but it is never explicitly stated), lmk if I missed any
a/n: when he said the pretty ones are temperamental he was talking from experience.
Your nose scrunched as the familiar smell of shit filled your nose as you finally arrived at King's Landing. It was a drastic difference from the Dornish air you had gotten used to spending the last few years in your grandmother’s homelands rather than your own.
You were excited to be home. To see your father and your brothers, but were not ready for what was to follow.
A search for a husband.
The king had decided it was finally time for you to find an acceptable Lord to marry, as you were well past an age you should have been wed. You had been allowed some leniency, being Baelor’s only daughter and the King’s first granddaughter, neither eager to see you off to some man.
The carriage came to a halt, before the door was being opened, and you were stepping out officially back into your home. Your father's face immediately lit up as his eyes met yours, his mismatched eyes twinkling in glee as he called out your name.
His arms opened ready to pull you into his embrace, to which you easily accepted, “Oh, I have missed you,” he told you, pressing a kiss to the top of your head.
You finally pulled away, allowing him to take in your change in appearance from years apart, “You have grown into a beautiful woman, much like your mother,” he told you, causing you to smile at him.
He turned slightly glancing behind him. “Ser Donnel come forth,” he beckoned forward, causing your eyes to move to where he had gone. “Ser Donnel is to be assigned to be your Sworn Protector until we can find a more permanent solution,” he told you.
You took in the man. He was of an average build, seeming to be a sturdy knight. He appeared to be closer to your father’s age than your own, but he was handsome. Very handsome.
“Oh,” you grinned as your eyes trailed over the older knight, “Hello,” you greeted.
Donnel’s eyes widened for a fraction of a second as if he could read your thoughts, before your father could see his reaction he composed his face, “Princess,” he stated with a polite nod.
“Well, it is lovely to see you, father,” you greeted, pressing a kiss to his cheek, “I assume my chambers are still my own?”
“Of course. You rest, I will see you for dinner,” he told you with a bright smile.
Your eyes trailed over your new knight’s form, “Come along, ser,” you called.
The pair of you moved through the Halls of the keep, as he followed a few steps behind you, causing you to turn, “You can walk beside me,” you told him.
“It is proper for me to be behind you.”
“Well, I am still in a different mindset from Dorne, but I do insist that you walk by me,” you told him.
You watched his muscles tighten slightly as he moved forward, “Where are you from?” you questioned, him your gaze trailing over his form
“Duskendale, Princess,” he answered.
“Are you a Darklyn?”
“No I am not.”
You hummed, “What is your role?”
This seemed to take him off guard. He knew you were a smart young woman. He had heard your praise sung from both the King and your father. He knew you already knew what his role was, having spent your entire life around knights, “To protect you of course,” he finally replied, trying to not let his eyes wander, but you could see him fighting with himself.
“And to please the royal family?” you asked, raising a brow.
He swallowed harshly, and you watched his throat bob slightly, “Yes, Princess,” he replied dutifully.
You hummed, “Good to know,” you told him, with a grin.
You allowed him to move forward ahead of you by opening the door to your chambers, “I require your help for a moment if it is not a bother you told him.”He hesitated for a moment, “It is not strenuous. I promise,” you told him with a smile.
He looked into the hallway before finally stepping through the threshold. HIs eyes looked around curiosity getting the better of him, “They have not changed a thing,” you observed with a fond smile.
“I doubt your father would have let them,” he told you, causing you to nod in agreement.
You pressed your lips together turning toward him, “All I need you to do is unite my dress for me,” you told him. His face reacted instantly, his eyes widening, mouth hanging open as he simply stared at you a moment as if you had gone mad.
“I can fetch your maids,” he then offered, his voice low in almost a whisper.
“Oh, but they would take much too long. I only require you to pull at the strings,” you told him. It was a thinner material due to the Dornish warmth and you could get them yourself, but there was no fun in that.
He opened his mouth to argue, but you turned, presenting him the strings of your dress. He did not immediately untie them, but after a moment he finally did. His fingers moved skillfully as if he was well practiced.
Once they were hanging down your back neither of you moved for a moment, but you finally pulled away first turning toward him.
He then looked at you, his eyes locked on you for a moment, he bowed his head slightly, before moving to leave you to the room to take his place station outside your door, but before he could, you called out, “I did not say to leave.”
“Princess,” he warned, but it lacked any true bite.
You raised a brow giving him a moment to turn away, to leave, which is what you both knew he should do, but alas he did not move. He stayed planted as if he were a tree waiting to see what you would do.
You smirked at him , as you pushed the dress down pooling at your feet, your small clothes following until you were completely bare before him. Finally his eyes dropped down, before quickly snapping back up to your eyes, “You may leave now, Ser,” you told him with a grin pulling at your lips.
He gaped at you a moment and you could see the hesitation in his eyes as he followed your every move as you laid on your belly across your bed. You turned glancing over your shoulder with a grin, “Make sure you shut the door firmly behind you, Ser Donnel. We do not want anyone to see something improper.”
He nodded, at you bowing slightly, “As you wish, Princess,” he said, before moving out of the room, but you could see the way he walked as if it pained him. As if he did not want to turn away from you, but he did move out into the hall shutting the door.
Once he was gone you let out a laugh, “This shall be fun,” you then declared to no one, but the empty room.
“Do you think there is something wrong with my dress?” you asked, Ser Donnel.
He stood vigilantly a few feet away as you lounged in the garden, a book propped open in your laugh as you tried to soak in the sun.
He swallowed harshly, allowing himself to steal a peak at the dress. You had not given up your Dornish fashion despite having been in the capital for over a fortnight, mainly due to the fact you were still awaiting the dresses the seamstress had measures for you.
Today you wore a thin dress that dipped slightly allowing more of your chest to be seen than the Ladies of King’s Landing usually allowed, but he was finding that you were not like most Ladies. If it was because you were the Heir only daughter or your time in Dorne he was still unsure of.
“Your dress is fine, Princess,” he tried to assure you, but it came out as if it was painful.
“Only fine?” you asked, raising a brow causing him to clamp his eyes shut.
“Why are you asking about your dress?” he finally asked, trying to steer the conversation away from where you were trying to lead it.
You shut the book looking up at him and for once he let himself look at you. He watched the sun radiating off your face as you basked in the warmth, and he thought this was the most beautiful you had ever seen.
Not for your dress. Or even your hair style, but the way you looked completely at ease. His jaw clenched at the thought much like it always did when it crossed his mind. It was improper. Everything about you seemed to be, but he was trying to stay firm to hold his ground.
But he was not an idiot. You were beautiful, kind, and smart, often sounding more brilliant than half the men he had ever met. If he was only a man and you were only a woman he would have long played into your games, but alas that was not the case.
You were a Princess. The only daughter to the Heir of the realm and he was your sworn protector, a member of the Kingsguard.
“The master of coin’s wife was telling her companion that I looked like a whore from the Street of Silk rather than a Targaryen Princess,” you told him.
He could feel the anger filling him on your behalf, but you hardly seemed phased, which surprised him, “What did you do?” he asked, wanting to know how you handled it.
“Nothing,” you replied, with a shrug.
He gaped at you for a moment, “Why?” he asked before he could stop himself.
“Why not? She is upset because her husband’s eyes stray. Having her tongue isn’t going to fix her issues, but if I hear it again I might be more tempted to take it or at least bash in her teeth.”
“You are temperamental,” he told you, shaking his head to hide the grin spreading across his lips.
You grinned up at him, “There is a saying about that,” you told him. He raised a brow, urging you to continue. “The pretty ones are always temperamental,” you told him.
He let out a laugh at your words, loud, real and it caused you both to pause staring at the other. He watched you waiting for your reaction as he watched your teeth flash at him, a smile pulling at your lips.
You grinned up at him as if you had won something, a game he did not know he was playing it. That was a lie, he knew exactly well he was constantly playing into your hand as the days passed he found it harder to fight the urge to fall into them completely.
You stood to your feet, the book tucked under your arms as you wiped your hands across your skirts flattening them out once more. You took a step forward causing him to take one back, “You should do that more often,” you told him.
“What?” he asked in confusion
“Laugh or at least have an honest conversation with me.”
“It would be improper if I was honest with you all the time,” he told you, his eyes moving across your face quickly, to which would have gone unnoticed by most, but not by you. Never by you.
“I wished you’d be more improper with me,” you told him, taking a step forward, noticing he did not step back this time.
His mouth suddenly felt dry, as if he was in desperate need of water, or something more. His eyes flickered down to your lips, “If you ever need… company…my door is always open for you and I can keep a secret,” you told him before turning away from him moving into the keep.
He let out a ragged breath as if he could no longer breath properly before he turned, looking both ways to see if anyone had witnessed that encounter, as if they could assure him it was real and not a dream.
“Fuck,” he muttered before finally chasing after you. He would keep his distance, for now. The Keep was too full of life to do anything that could ruin your status, but he did not know if that thought could remain as the sun
It was a rare night that he did not have to watch and that made it all the worse. It allowed his words to circle through your brain. The quiet let improper thoughts of you begin to conjure in his brain.
It had been like this for the entire fortnight since you had returned. Thinking of you. Hearing your voice despite being alone. Taking himself in his hand to the thought of you which always leads him with the feeling of overwhelming shame.
This was not proper. He was supposed to be protecting you. Watching for you, but yet here he was as if he was a boy once more pinning around a woman he could not have. One much younger than himself, a princess.
But your words from earlier rang in his ears. You wanted him to be improper. You found enjoyment in watching him squirm, because you knew exactly where to push, what to say, and it put him even more on edge.
You knew exactly what you had been doing, and you had done it on purpose.
He let out a ragged breath as he titled his goblet back, drowning yet another cup of ale that was supposed to ease him, to help him sleep but slowly turning into liquid courage.
Before he had even processed what he was doing he was outside your chambers, his hand hovering over the wood as his knuckles rapped against it.
The door flew open and he was being dragged in not even a second later. He was dragged through the threshold before he could even dare to run the other way. He wondered if you had been waiting for him long. If you knew that you would need to close him into your room before he could let his honor step in the way.
His honor was nowhere to be found now, as his eyes dragged over your form. You had a dark crimson silk robe pulled over you, as you turned from him moving toward the bed. He stood by the door unmoving watching as you sat slowly, your legs crossing over the over showing
“I think I like you better without all the amour,” you said, with a grin, your head tilting as your eyes dragged over his appearance. He only wore a white tunic and a pair of brown trousers rather than the clunky white gear he wore typically.
“This is a bad idea,” he suddenly confessed, causing you to only hum in response. “I can never be anything more than what I am.”
“I know exactly what you are,” you assured him, “And I want you all the same.”
He finally took a step forward, causing you to grin slightly.
“I can keep a secret,” you promised, pushing yourself to your feet as you moved to meet him in the middle. Your hands moved, finally touching him as you dragged your nails slightly across his clothed chest causing him to shiver.
“You can still turn away,” you assured him, holding his gaze. You watched him hesitate, “If it is my virtue you are worried for it has already been tainted, and will not be on you.”
He shook his head, his eyes trailing over your face, “I am supposed to protect you.”
“You do not have to protect me from yourself. If anything someone should be protecting you from me,” you jested, your hands resting over his heart as you could feel it beating rapidly.
He continued to stare down at you, his princess, as you stared up at him, your sworn protector, but the titles slowly started to slip away fading into the darkness.
You finally let your hands wander up his chest wrapping around the nape of his neck, “I want you, Donnel. I think you want me too and that is more than okay.”
The last shreds of his honor crumbled to the ground as he surged forward pressing his lips to yours. One of your hands immediately laced through his hair, as his migrated toward your hips. You gave the strands a harsh tug causing him to groan into your mouth allowing your tongue access.
He pulled you closer, your chest flush to his as you could feel his hardened member poking against your belly. You finally pulled away your hands moving to pull his tunic over his head. You stepped back for a second, eyes trailing over his form as you took the jagged lines of old wounds over the hardened planes of his chest.
He smirked, clearly pleased with your reaction as he reached forward drawing you back toward him, his lips engulfing yours once more as if you were the thing he needed most. His fingers worked untying the knot of your robe, they were shakier this time then compared to the first time he untied your dress.
You stopped him for a moment, your hands resting over his, causing his eyebrows to draw together, “Take your pants off,” you then instructed him.
He stared at you a moment, before grinning allowing you to boss him around to order him just like it was anything else, “As you wish, Princess,” he replied.
You held his eyes as his hands moved untying his trousers as they pooled at his feet, his breeches following moments later. Your gaze slowly moved down to his cock, and you grinned at the sight.
You pulled the string at your robe, quickly exposing yourself to the cool night air, before it pooled to the flor alongside his clothes. He stared at you, his eyes moving across your form trying to take the time to admire you, but you did not give him a chance.
You sank down to your knees, as your hands moved, gripping the back of his thighs as you pulled him closer to you. He watched you intently, his hands lacing through your hair, not forcing you, but merely holding you.
You leaned forward pressing a kiss to his already leaking tip causing his eyes to roll back, “I won’t judge if you cum untouched I am sure it has been awhile,” you teased, your eyes dragging across his cock taking the time to take in its size, length, and mapping out the veins that decorated it.
He chuckled, “A princess of the realm of her knees for her sworn protector,” he mused back, but you were quick to silence him as you took him into your mouth staring up at him through your lashes.
You said something, no doubt a smart remark, but it was inaudible due to your full mouth, as you began to bob up and down his length. He felt himself hit the back of your throat, as you hallowed your cheeks around him, and he quickly withdrew from the heaven of your mouth scared to shoot his load down your throat much too early.
A line of spit connected your mouth to his cock causing you to grin as you stared up at him. The man used his grip in your hand to pull you back to your feet as he began to guide you back toward the bed.
Once the back of your legs hit the mattress you gently lowered yourself down as you stayed up at him watching his every move. This time he was allowed to admire you fully. Taking you, as he fought the urge to simply map every inch of your skin with his mouth.
“You are so beautiful,” he whispered to you in praise, as he lowered to his knees. He felt as if he was kneeling at the altar of the maiden as he reveled in your beauty.
He pressed a soft to the inside of your knee before slowly making his way up to your dripping womanhood. He positioned himself in between your thighs fully, your legs dangling over his shoulder as he held himself hovering over where you wanted him most.
You could feel his breath, and you tried to be patient, but it was never one of your strong suits. You wiggled slightly, trying to press your cunt into his face, but he simply held you there. “Patience,” he mused.
You let out a dramatic huff, waiting, until he finally leaned forward dragging his tongue through your folds, “Donnel. Oh fuck,” you moaned out, your back arching as your head dipped back.
You tasted even better than he could have imagined. He was unsure this could be a one time occurrence as he already felt as if he was addicted to the taste of you on his tongue.
The man lifted his hand inserting a digit into your drooling hole, then adding another with eas as if you were made for him. He moved skillfully like he had known exactly where to touch you for you to come undone.
It felt like this was something ordinary. Something had happened countless times and was apart of everyday routine. Mayhaps it could be.
You were a moaning mess as his tongue flicked your clit, sucking and lapping as his digits worked in and out of you hitting the spot that caused your toes to curl, your heels digging into his shoulders blades.
His other hand moved up your stomach until he was gripping your breast in his hand, his fingering pinching and rolling the hardened peak. It all became too much. The waves of ecstasy came crashing down over you claiming your body in release as you practically screamed out his name, as he fucked you through it.
He finally pulled away, his beard glistening with your slickness as you moved back onto the bed further. He took himself by his hand stroking his leaking cock, he smeared it over his length, a mix with the left over of your release that still covered his fingers.
“Have you been thinking of me?” you asked, tilting your head.
He hummed, “I have,” he admitted.
You smiled, “Good. I can assure you that your fantasies will now seem dull.”
He rolled his eyes, as he moved crawling to now cover your frame with his own. He took his cock running it once up your folds before hovering over your entrance, “This isn’t something we can take back,” he tried being the voice of reason one last time, but he knew it was too late in the game for that.
“Do not make me command you, Ser Donnel,” you told him, a teasing glint in your eyes as your finger came up to trace over his face.
He leaned down pressing his lips to yours as he entered inside you with one fluid thrust. He swallowed your loud moan with his own as he stilled for a minute allowing you to adjust to him, as he kissed you with feverish intent a promise for what was to come.
“Please, move,” you whispered.
He complied, just like he always did when you said anything, drawing himself back before thrusting forward. “I will not break,” you promised him, and it was the last words of reassurance he needed.
He began to fuck into you without resitance. Setting the pace as the lude sound of him sloppily fucking into your wet cunt filled the room. He hoped that no one outside could hear it or the way you constantly kept moaning his name as your nails broke the skin on his back.
But he wasn’t sure he really cared.
They could take his head, and send him to death as he was sure that he was currently in Heaven better than anything the Seven could ever offer him.
Each brutal thrust was met with dirty praise as he told you how well you took him, that you looked so beautiful cock drunk, and even that you were made for him. Each and every time his voice met your ears causing you to clench around him even tighter earning a low moan from the man on top of you.
His hand snaked between your conjoined bodies, his fingerings meeting your swollen clit as he began to rub quick circles, causing your nails to dig into him harsher as you felt the coil in your belly threatening to snap, promising you with another orgasmic relief of the night.
“So, so close,” you cried out, your heels digging into his ass as you tried to push him closer into you, as if you were trying to make yourself one rather than two individuals.
He could only grunt in response as he tried to bring you over the edge, because he too knew he was bound to quickly follow. He was successful a mere moments later as your vision went white your bones suddenly feeling weightless, as you cried out his name.
He continued to fuck you through it, chasing his own release. He fucked you past the point of relief to overstimulation causing the tears to begin to fall down your cheeks until. You could tell he was getting closer when his thrusts turned even more erratic, "Finish in me,” you then commanded.
He wasn’t even given a chane to argue as his cock then spilt into you painting your walls white, filling you even more with him. He came as he whispered your name slowly as if it was confession to everything that he felt deep inside threatening to break free from the barrier of his ribs.
Donnel’s forehead came down to rest on yours as your ragged breaths filled the air, “You were right,” he confessed.
Your eyes opened locking onto yours, “About?” you asked, breathing trying to control the rapid rise and fall of your chest.
“The fantasies were dull.”
You laughed, loud vibrant and he wished more than anything he could engrain the sound in his brian. You leaned forward pressing a gentle kiss to his lips as you simply held each other there for a moment, until your lungs begged for air.
He finally withdrew from you causing you to whine slightly at the feeling of emptiness now. He moved toward the end of the bed, assuming this is where the night ended, but he was proved wrong when your hand wrapped around his bicep.
“Stay,” you whispered, clutching him, not truly preventing him from leaving as he was much stronger than you.
He sighed then settled back into the mattress. You moved forward resting your head against his chest, his arm wrapping around you pressing a kiss to your crown. He then knew he would do anything for you. He would lay down his life for you without hesitation, every other small request seemed dull in comparison.
You let out a frustrated sigh, you had long lost count how many times the same sound had escaped your lips during the entire feast. Your fingers moved pinching the bridge of your nose as you listened to Lord Lannister continue on boasting about his heir trying to sell your father on a betrothal for the pair of you.
“Kepa,” you called out, causing him to turn toward you. Your eyes pleaded with him the way your words could not.
Your father nodded turning back to Lord Lannister, and ended the conversation allowing you finally to let out a breath of relief, “Please do not marry me to his heir,” you pleaded to your father.
He laughed, “He is not even an option the King and I have discussed,” he assured you patting your hand that rested on the table.
Your smile turned into a frown without thinking. Your eyes drifted across the hall to the familiar white armor that already had their eyes trained on you, causing you to hold his gaze. “I do hope you won’t be sending me too far,” you told him, but your eyes stayed on the knight.
“I could not bear to send you far. Mayhaps I will marry you to a second son and you could reside here,” he told you.
“Or as a Targaryen tradition you could marry me to family then I would not have to leave."
“The thought has crossed my mind only for selfish reasons,” he admitted to you.
You finally pulled your eyes away from Donnel looking at your father as you smiled at him softly.
You knew your role. You knew your duty and you would perform it at the end of the day, but selfishly you were not ready for that day to come. You did not want to leave the Keep permanently. You did not want to leave your brothers or your father. You did not want to leave…
Your eyes drifted across the hall again causing you to sigh in displeasure, “I wish to retire for the evening. I am quite exhausted after Lord Lannister,” you told him.
“Of course, my dear.”
You stood pressing a kiss to the side of his cheek as you smiled at him, “I will do my duty and marry whoever you choose, but I do ask that you stick me with someone that is not completely ghastly… mayhaps someone you know at least a little.”
He smiled at you, “I will do my best to find you someone that you can get on well with.”
“Thank you, kepa.”
You stood making your way out of the hall ignoring the eyes on you, and you did not smile until you were in the hallway and could feel your shadow trailing after you.
Once you were near your chambers you finally acknowledged him, “And how was your evening, Ser Donnel?” you asked, stealing a glance over your shoulder.
He did not answer, which caused your grin to only widen, with quick steps he moved ahead of you opening your door for you.
You studio outside for a moment staring at him as your eyes drift down both ends of the hallway before wrapping your arm around the nape of his neck and dragging him with you.
He kicked the door behind him shut with ease as your lips collided in a frenzy. You tried to pour everything you felt into the kiss as he did the very same, “This is the last time,” he muttered against your mouth. You only hummed back in response, both knowing it was only a lie to ease his conscience.
His white cloak was long already stained with you, as was his soul, but he could not truly find it himself to stop. You were an addiction, one he couldn’t get enough of and in no way wanted to stop.
His hands moved, gripping your hips tightly. It was the single thing he had been wanting to do all night. He wanted to claim you. To show the rest of those lords that you were his in a way they could only dream of, but of course he could not do that.
“I will not let this be the last time,” you told him, as your hands moved to the clasps of his chest plate.
“Will that be an order?” he jested, standing tall and allowing his hands to rest on your hips as you removed his armour.
“If it must, but I know you take your role as my sworn protector and pleasing the royal family very seriously,” you mused, your lips turned up in a grin.
“Protecting,” he corrected.
“Same thing.”
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