NOT ETERNAL
It is not eternal. Not sure the right tools I need to go for it, to finally do it. Been a long time of me wanting something so bad but stopping myself from actually doing it. Happens to us all? But not to everyone. I am not brave enough, at least not yet. The day I take that very first step into making the best decision of my life, I will be free. I'm stopping myself. I am forcing myself to not move forward. Why are humans so silly? I wanted to use anothet word but I don't intend of insulting anybody. I iust don't understand why humans choose suffering instead of happiness. It's right there! A step away, a moment away. I want to reach for it and taste it! I want to smell it and embrace it. What's stopping me? Fear? Anxiety? Worry? Will I ever do it? I have accomplished other things...never thought I would. I seriously want to break from these chains. I want to break free. There is a magical world waiting out there for me. Time doesn't forgive and I am wasting time. I do not wish this on anyone. Break free from all chains and from all misery. Do not be a prisoner. You are free.
