for the ask game(s)
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i'm not doing the pokeball one 😳
also are you doing any stretches to help with your legs? if not you should be, i can talk you though some if you like
💚~ I want to be you - I don't think I'm anything that special so this probably isn't that hard to achieve. I'm a pretty large disaster of a failgirl so you can always failgirl your way up!
💗~ I want to start an intense platonic friendship with you - This would be nice, I've definitely meant to message you more about stuff and have always appreciated you tagging me in posts you'd think I'd like (very me behavior sending things people like to them actually so you're already achieving that green heart) If you want I'm usually more active on Discord (though I've been trying to be more active on Tumblr again) I'd be happy to send you my info.
💟~ I’m afraid of messaging you first - I get this so much, I'm so bad about messaging people I'm so terrified that I'm bothering them or that they don't actually like me and are just putting up with me and that every message might be the last one where they reveal they don't want to ever talk to me again. This is why I send people things they like, they don't need to reply and it's chill but I can let them know I'm thinking about them and still care about them as friends without feeling too pushy. If I'm not regularly messaging and talking to someone I just get super terrified to message them. I'm trying really hard to get better at that lately though. On receiving messages, I always love when friends message me though, I sometimes take a while to respond because people can't always be online or available for conversations but I never intentionally ignore a message and I'm always happy that someone felt like they wanted to talk or to share or even just say hi in passing and I've always really enjoyed your tags of posts and messages in the past.
5. How do you like to take care of yourself? - This is a hard question because I've struggled really hard to take care of myself for a long time, whenever I feel like I'm starting to get the hang of it I feel like something goes wrong and undoes all my progress. My general way is to depression queue League of Legends for hours at a time until I feel so gross I feel like I have to fix my life. (I do not recommend this approach)
11. Do you have a comfort item? Tell us about it! - I don't think I currently have anything that could be considered a comfort item, the closest would be the body pillow I bought because I kept waking up with my arms twisted in weird positions and numb and body pillows work great for that. I also used to wake up straight into panic attacks a lot from nightmares and having numb limbs you can't feel when you're barely awake and panicking adds a layer of unreality that makes it hard to tell if you're still dreaming or not so massive bonus when it accidentally helped with grounding that a lot. Thankfully I get far less of that these days.
21. Tea, Coffee, or hot cocoa? - Tea in the morning for my caffeine to stop myself from drinking the devil's paint thinner in energy drinks and then Hot Cocoa in the evening. Love a good Hot Cocoa and anime session.
I'm not going to lie I was like half asleep and didn't read like any of them except the last one jsjfgdjksdgn those are way more intense than I realized. Awesome. Some good tropes in there.
As for stretches I am doing some, I just got excited about getting my under desk treadmill set up and went way overboard running on it multiple hours each day despite also working a bunch of overtime shifts this week and my body told me to cut that shit out. My leg feels mostly better and I probably could have ran this morning but it's still a little stiff when doing my stretches and I have a full shift in a bit so I figured it would be safest to do the shift first and see if the 8 hours of standing aggravate anything before doing a run today instead of the other way around and aggravating it again then standing on it for 8 hours.