#dramatubers

[cyberweasel89]

If you look in the replies of some of dramatuber, sloptuber, cyberbully, and grifter Saphera de Noma's posts harassing me, you can find this guy. You can also find fans of Saphera linking to this guy when trying to claim harassment of me is justified.

Saphera's fanbase officially is allied with the #IStandWithVic cult of personality.

Vic Mignogna molested me when I was 15.

The #ISWV cult on DeviantART has a grudge against me for not being silent about what Vic did to me. Naturally, they jumped at the chance to contribute to Saphera's smear campaign against me for daring to point out how friendly and accepting she is towards racists, anti-Semites, and transphobes.

"Left-leaning" "trans ally" Saphera de Noma, @probium577 and @villyvespertine are completely fine allying with defenders of child molesters in their abusive crusade against a trans CSA victim. They are also fine with their dramatuber oshi queen welcoming such pedo-defending bigots into her fold and using them in her hate campaign against me. Something anyone with standards would never feel okay with.

Their blind hatred of one trans person is so extreme, they are willing to betray the very excuses and false accusations they make for hating her.

[cyberweasel89]

So apparently these are the smoking guns that @villyvespertine gave to dramatuber/sloptuber, grifter, defender of racists, defender of transphobes, ableist, defender of Holocaust denial, defender of Kiwi Farms, supporter of doxxing, and self-described cyberbully Saphera de Noma in her witch hunt against a trans person (me) who criticized her acceptance towards transhobes, racists, and anti-Semites. She insisted it was "slander" to say she was tolerant of bigots, only to then say it was completely true, even calling transphobia "an opinion." Villy say this and decided this defender of transphobia would be a perfect ally to contribute to the hate campaign of simply because she wants to help dramatubers silence trans people with smear campaigns.

Let's go over these.

Villy showcases something from almost 10 years ago.

I am shown attempting polite communication with Pandamoonies, a famous cyberbully from the Kisekae Kommunity on DeviantART.

Pandamoonies proceeds to do what she always did: make up bizarre conspiracies that have no proof. She would frequently do this to anyone who dared behave in ways that violated some unspoken etiquette standard around Sbalio. You see, Sbalio and Pandamoonies where those kind of "mean girls" who insisted everyone had to behave an EXACTLY SPECIFIC way around them and would cackle sadistically at their victims.

I actually recall the rest of this. After all these bizarre accusations and wild assumptions with no proof, I simply told Pandamoonies in a respectful and polite manner that she appeared to have misinterpreted many of my interactions with Sbalio and I was willing to talk things out with her amicably to settle this dispute and reach an understanding. Pandamoonies ghosted me after this, clearly wanting to find excuses to hate me.

Later, Sbalio and Pandamoonies would target Villy with this bullying behavior. I remember being there for Villy and defending her when Pandamoonies harassed her with more bizarre accusations about her intentions.

I don't know if Villy just doesn't remember the bullying Pandamoonies and Sbalio did to her or if she's just willing to ally with enemies out of hating me more.

How ironic that I see a lot of the same behaviors as Sbalio and Pandamoonies in Saphera, who Villy now is a big fan of due to a shared hatred of me for not liking Saphera's love of racists, anti-Semites, and transphobes (again, something Saphera admits is true, yet still insists is "slander" for a BIPOC LGBT person to say despite how proud she is of it). Villy is now acting just like Pandamoonies, making up bizarre conspiracies and bad faith accusations about people's intentions as an excuse to vilify them for the purpose of attacking them for fun.

Well, this is just desperate reaching.

I was obviously speaking about the CLINICAL PARAPHILIA definition of "pedophilia." You can read more about that clinical definition here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pedophilia

Ten years ago (as shown in the date of the message in the screenshot), there was still people who were using pedophilia in the clinical sense, rather than the colloquial usage as synonymous with CSA.

If Villy needs to play willful ignorance about the clinical definition of paraphilias then that shows how little ammo she has and how desperate she is to try and gaslight me into the first ever trans pedophile, something I'm sure JK Rowling, Graham Linehan, and Matt Walsh would be delighted to hear about from Villy.

The fact Villy is saying that it is BAD for me to say it's morally reprehensible to jerk off to kids is... not a take I expected from her and implies a lack of sincerity in her stance against pedophilia.

The fact Villy also is deliberately pretending the use of words does not change in a decade is also very telling of her intellectual dishonesty and bad faith on this matter. She just REALLY wants me to be the first ever trans pedophile, whether it's true or not. It's VERY important to her for reasons I can't figure out, to the point she'll contribute to dramatuber transphobic harassment campaigns and ally with bigots all to try and trick more people into thinking I'm the first ever trans pedophile.

...I'm not sure what this is supposed to prove. This seems more like evidence against Villy herself than anything proving I'm somehow the first ever trans pedophile like she wants me to be. This is all still accurate, in fact. Also, it doesn't show that I was the one who typed it, which is an interesting omission on Villy's part.

Speaking of, it's interesting how Villy's girlfriend has a blacklist of triggers in her Discord server for the sake of safeguarding the mental health of the users there, yet Villy is trying to convince my "first ever trans pedophile" status to a dramatuber who bases all her insults and mockery in ableism.

Wow I come across remarkably calm and diplomatic in this post considering it was several years ago. I still stand by what I said in this.

Now let's go over what Villy says here.

>...She joined a kink community when underage, and then blamed the adults around her for talking about fetishes? Villy, I don't go to an anime convention and then blame the booth owners for having anime memorabilia there. If you didn't want kinks around you when underage, why join a kink community when underage?

>I was a dumb-dumb teenager who wanted to become popular but I never posted pornography I made online to try and get adults to like me. And I didn't later blame the people I knew for my own dumb decisions.

>I don't get what point Villy is trying to make about us talking about how mature she was. Yes, we noted that she was quite intelligent and rational for her age. I don't get what kind of hidden intention Villy is trying to make up about that.

>I don't recall talking about fetishes openly on Discord/Skype and Villy provides no proof of it. Besides, Villy was making fetish content at the time. Why would she make fetish content and then complain when she was exposed to fetish content in the communities she posted her fetish content in? It makes no sense to blame the firefighters for having a fire truck when you go to a fire station.

>Okay, she looked up to me as an older adult... and somehow that means I tried to make her my sex slave? And doesn't me seeing her as a little sister contradict her accusations that I was trying to raise her into my personal sex slave? Incest is gross. I was raped by my birth father many times so I obviously have a big aversion to incest.

>Villy blamed me for not apologizing before blocking me... and then claimed she never wanted an apology? What?

>Villy's idea of "distancing herself" and "setting boundaries" is to accuse me of heinous crimes which I was previously traumatized by from my father? Jesus...

>So Villy claims it's not abusive to accuse someone of pedophilia as a way to "set boundaries?" I... How?

>This one doesn't even make any sense. Villy claims I didn't apologize because I chose to accuse her of being an abuser... But that's not how the sequence of events happened. She blocked me before I could apologize, then blamed me for not apologizing. She also continues to insist that falsely accusing trans women and CSA victims of pedophilia when they were the victim of it and know what it feels like is somehow not abusive. If Villy doesn't think false pedophilia accusations against trans people and CSA victims is abusive, it explains why she's allied with YoursTrulyAG and Saphera de Noma. It's also not helping her claims she's NOT using the LGBTQ Grooming Conspiracy.

>Again, accusing people of crimes which they have trauma from being the victim of isn't "setting boundaries." It's abuse.

>Villy claims she didn't want communication... then complains about being accused of abuse? I don't get how these consolidate.

>And then Villy confirms that despite having received false groomer accusations in the past for being trans and knowing what they're like, she has no qualms about using them on other trans people, and tries to claim she isn't saying this based on the LGBTQ Grooming Conspiracy.

I should note that aside from being a CSA victim and so knowing what pedophilia is like, and thus not wanting to inflict that pain on others, I'm also asexual. I don't have the sexual desire to have sex with anyone, let alone try and manipulate someone into becoming my personal sex slave. Villy says the comparison to the LGBT Grooming Conspiracy is a reach, but her own pedophilia accusation against me is a reach itself.

Then again, YoursTrulyAG claims that any victim of CSA is automatically a pedophile because the very act of CSA "grooms" the victim into a pedophile as well. Villy has shown positive interactions with YoursTrulyAG and of course Saphera uses him as the source of the pedophilia accusations against me so it only makes sense that Villy thinks victims of pedophilia would automatically be pedophiles as well.

You have to wonder how Villy is so positive she knows what my intentions and thoughts are, especially when that's what Smol-Bear/Chloe did to her back on DeviantART, something her source Pandamoonies attacked her for back then, and I defended and consoled her for the harassment she was receiving at the time.

I would never sink so low as to use an unrepentant bully as a source, provide info to contribute to a harassment campaign started by a dramatuber who loves racists/anti-Semites/transphobes, nor ally with transphobes myself against someone I irrationally hate. I have standards and I value communication and working out differences and misunderstandings in good faith. Villy opposes those things, as shown by her bizarre smoking guns she uses in her desire to gaslight me into becoming the world's first trans pedophile.

[cyberweasel89]

After spreading false pedophilia accusations against trans people to avoid accountability for creating porn while underage (she claims that all the porn she created and sought out in the NSFW community on DeviantART while underage was somehow the fault of the trans people in that community, and only the trans people), @villyvespertine is now teaming up with racists, transphobes, cyberbullies, toxic abusers, MAGA, lolicons, pedo-defenders, political actors who use "protecting children" as excuses to attack demographics they hate, Kiwi Farms supporters, ableists, and defenders of Holocaust denial.

The MAGA here is YoursTrulyAG, BTW. AG is a notorious cyberbully who likes to accuse any Autistic person he finds of pedophilia yet will accuse any CSA victim he finds of lying and defend their rapist (then will claim that every CSA victim is a pedophile because the very act of CSA "groomed" them into one). AG first targeted me when he found out I was a CSA victim and has been harassing and abusing me ever since, including using transmedicalism against me. Something Villy saw AG do and objected to, but still decided to be his ally regardless. For someone who claims to hate pedophiles and groomers so much, Villy seems to love MAGA who voted for a pedophile. But Saphera has also shown MAGA-leanings. This entire harassment campaign against me was started because she really wanted to defend an anti-BLM guy harassing me in her Youtube comments. She also allies with tons of transphobes and racists in her crusades against trans people and uses "pedophile" and "mentally ill" as insults against trans people. She says transphobia is just an opinion, and saying "stay away from kids" is "reasonable" to accuse trans people or trans allies (including herself) of. Villy, as you can see, is a big fan of all that.

[cyberweasel89]

Everyone, this is one of the members of the 4-year hate campaign running against me.

He's part of #IStandWithVic, a group of cult-like pedo-defenders who simp for and stan famous child-molesting voice actor Vic Mignogna due to Christian fanatacism. The reason he targets me is because when I was 15 years old, Vic molested me at a convention, and he wants to silence me for daring to share this fact, since anyone who criticizes his king much be punished as he decrees.

Despite Saphera de Noma, Spiderleamer, Probium, YoursTrulyAG, and others who are part of this 4-year hate campaign insisting LGBT CSA victims like myself are pedophiles or "pedo-defenders," they are all completely fine teaming up with this pedo-defender and using his claims as ammo against me in their obsessive grudge.

Which means dramatuber Saphera de Noma and her fans are all working with and siding with a pedo-defender who hates me for having been molested at age 15 by the voice actor he's obsessed with, and they claim he is right to do so and valid in wanting me silenced about what Vic did to me. Yet they accuse their victims of raping children? It's obvious they don't actually believe what they claim to. It's all just excuses to justify their hate campaigns. They don't actually give a damn about children or fighting pedophiles, as shown by them defending and using this Vic stan.

[cyberweasel89]

Reasons Own-Technician7283/w4tchd0g0fd34th is VERY likely Saphera de Noma's sockpuppet

They type nearly identically. Tech TRIES to sound more calm and formal, but quite often she slips and starts mocking people or going LOL when someone she doesn't like is banned, in the same condescending way Saphera always talks when she bullies BIPOC LGBT people.

Both are block-happy when it comes to anyone who dare disagree with them or proving them wrong.

Both spout the same lies, slander, conspiracies, and defamation they got from that MAGA YoursTrulyAG about me.

Both insist they don't know Probium despite constantly chatting with him and using him as a valuable source of who to harass next.

Both believe child abuse and EPI are normal.

Both defend lolicon/shotacon porn unless they want to harass someone by using it as ammo.

Both have inappropriate interactions with minors.

Both constantly lie and contradict themselves.

Both are obsessed with controlling how they're perceived by others.

Both harass trans women and CSA survivors.

Both insist one can be attracted to children while being asexual but refuse to say how.

Both insist one can know the pain of being raped as a child and somehow not understand how that pain could cause one to not want to cause it to others because they are both sociopaths who see others only as tools for their self gain. Empathy is just not something they can psychologically comprehend, so they believe others don't feel it.

Both are malignant narcissists who think everything is about them.

Both are self-admitted stalkers.

But constantly play ignorance about things they clearly know about since they stalk me. They just do it to avoid admitting they know and approve of it.

Both willingly work with transphobes, pedophiles, Kirsche fanboys, and other members of the alt-right in their stalking of me.

Both defend Pipkin Pippa using the exact same defense of there being a 3-year limit on when you can hold an anti-semitic Kiwi Farm supporter accountable for her bigoted actions. Despite this, the only ammo they can find on me is a decade old and provided by alt-right psychos like Probium and YoursTrulyAG who they consider great sources despite their ad hominem beliefs.

Own-Tech claims she's a sockpuppet for a main account which she does not want to incriminate (outright admitted her actions are vile and incriminating). She refuses to say what this main account is. That's because she would out herself as Saphera's sockpuppet.

Saphera and Own-Tech both obsessively defend anyone who harasses me or lies about being a victim of my "harassment" with no proof. To them, these people are saints who can do no wrong no matter the proof.

Both use ad hominem to insist I'm some vile, evil being when they don't know the first thing about me, all because they want to discredit my side of the story. It's a tactic used to prevent a victim's truth from getting out.

Own-Tech previously claimed she was stalking me as revenge for me "harassing" her. But even though that would make great ammo to use against me, she adamantly refused to say how, where, or when I did so. That's because doing so would out herself as Saphera. When she realized she couldn't keep dodging it but also didn't want to out herself, she went back and deleted/edited her posts about this being a revenge quest so she could try and use her edit as a "gotcha."

Both claim anyone who hates Saphera is me on a sockpuppet because Own-Tech is Saphera on a sockpuppet and she is a malignant narcissist who believes everyone is as vile as she is.

Own-Tech lies that she is only a casual fan of Saphera, yet is constantly defending her, constantly trying to "nuh uh" any vile thing she's caught doing, and is obsessively repeating all her false accusations and ad hominem attacks.

When Own-Tech made her Bluesky account to harass and abuse a 14-year-old girl, Saphera somehow found it immediately and was only one of two people to proudly repost her sockpuppet's child abuse. It appears Own-Tech immediately went to @ her about the teen she was harassing and abusing, but Saphera was weirdly quick to believe a total stranger, especially since Own-Tech claims her main account is already able to easily get ahold of Saphera.

Both are quick to try and control the narrative, constantly trying to lie about accusations or proof of them being caught doing something vile, yet when anyone else does this they insist their defenses or explanations are not valid because they just don't want them to be.

Both show signs of poor reading comprehension, yet arrogantly believe their own poor reading abilities are the correct readings.

Both hypocritically virtue signal, holding others to standards they themselves are immune to.

Both make up bizarre, farfetched conspiracy theories and go on unhinged crash-outs.

Both believe they are inherently correct and superior to any BIPOC or LGBT person, choosing which BIPOC or LGBT person is valid or invalid.

Both claim they are some flavor of minority only when they need it as a shield from accusations of them being bigoted. Notably, Own-Tech seems to have forgotten her original claim of being LGBT. Similarly, Saphera mentioned she was a cis gender trans ally, then lied about being a demigirl, then went right back to being cis gender.

Both insist that the many recorded abusive behavior of Saphera's hired editor SilvySpark never happened despite hundreds of eyewitness accounts, his own victims's testimonies, and extensive archiving of Silvy's attempts to get a person in a wheelchair evicted from their handicapped government housing.

Both insist no harassment of me is occurring even though they want the dramatuber community to do this.

Both insist no one wants to deplatform me even though Probium literally says so and cheers "victory" or "this is a big win for me" or "this is a huge win for me" whenever someone he is harassing gets banned. He has literally done this to more than one of Own-Tech's own posts and she's perfectly okay with this.

Both claim to be against doxxing yet are totally fine with Probium being a doxxer. For one of his many victims, he tried to call her mother to get her laptop taken away. That's the kind of person these people are proudly working with in their hate campaign against me.

Both claim to be against things they accuse me of, only to do what they accuse me of far more often, or to far more vile degrees. They're also completely fine with their allies doing the things they accuse me of, proving they're not actually taking a moral stance against them, they just want ammo and don't care what it is (or even how factual it is).

Both are incredibly selective in what they consider a "pedophile," to the point they are inconsistent and seem to hold trans people to higher standards for what a "pedophile" is than the cishet and right-wingers they ally with. Yet they insist they're not pushing the LGBT Grooming Conspiracy.

They both get VERY offended at being called bigots or pedophiles, despite spouting those accusations constantly like tossing candy.

What caused Own-Tech to completely flip her shit and block me was when, using her own "logic" of the people she harassed by pretending they were me, I joked she was Saphera. Why would THIS be the trigger that sent her into crash out unless I was getting WAY too close to the truth for her comfort?

In a similar vein to their fellow dramatuber Rev Says Desu, both don't seem to understand jokes and take any attempt at humor from their victim completely literally. I suspect this is because they are incapable of finding humor in anything that is not at the expense of someone they feel is inferior to them.

She messaged Saphera about that "groom me" psycho who Own-Tech insisted I doctored the screenshots of because she wanted to defend a psycho troll and lie about me for the sake of her narrative. I know from experience that Saphera is VERY hard to get ahold of and only cares about herself. Yet somehow Own-Tech was easily able to get in contact with her and get her to weigh in on a random Reddit psych troll. And then suspiciously blocked her own username out and tried to claim "see, I messaged Saphera, I'm not her" in a frankly kinda pathetic attempt to cover up what seemed to be Saphera and her own sockpuppet messaging for the sake of their narrative.

Both are victim-blamers with a huge bias against mental health.

Both defend trolls harassing minorities in comments and insist the victim is at fault for not silently taking it. Think about that moral code they have. "Abusers and harassers are free to do what they want, but the victim isn't allowed to speak up." That's the basis of their morals. That's not normal. That's sociopathic and suggests they are themselves abusers and harassers, which fits how they stalk and harass people then try to silence their victims.

Both have been completely obsessed with me for literal months, always attempt to silence me when I reveal the truth about them, insist I'm not allowed to defend myself because they love to silence trans people, and I live rent free in both their heads.

Both sexualize innocuous and platonic things I do in a way which makes me feel sexually harassed.

Both appear to be projecting their own pedophilic feelings onto my actions.

Saphera, in her hours-long stream, insisted I was watching or insisted things I did on Steam were secret signals to her (because she's delusional). Own-Tech questioned my presence (or lack of) in a poll she was doing with a bunch of kids (very inappropriate interactions with those kids, BTW) because she genuinely thinks everyone is a stalker like her and stalking is normal behavior. They're both paranoiacs who think their victims are lurking everywhere even though they're the ones who choose to stalk them.

Own-Tech is careful not to let many things slip lest she be outed as Saphera. So long as she doesn't fully incriminate herself, she can use my suspicions to tell others I"m mentally ill and not to be believed in classic ad hominem. To help prevent the connection, Own-Tech lies about only being a casual Saphera fan, despite constantly defending her from anything bad said about her, using all her false accusations she made up constantly, and repeatedly linking to her sociopathic videos slandering and harassing me. You know, typical dramatuber behavior.

Both frequently use pedantry as an excuse, defense, or "gotcha" tactic.

Both are very obvious liars and grifters. Like, it's frankly astonishing how incompetent they are at the one thing they dedicated their entire life to.

Both insist any typo is genuine so they can use it as ammo. Or just mock a typo in very immature schoolyard bullying.

Both crop screenshots and present them out of context to vilify their victims.

Both go around trying to tell random people that their victims shouldn't be believed, dramamongering and spreading drama wherever they go.

Both are brigaders. Saphera first tried this with a guy who found her admitting she faked some of her content by colluding with friends. She made a Reddit account to brigade the subreddit to slander the guy and pressure the mods to take it down with some of her sycophants. She was banned from that Subreddit for brigading. Naturally, she realized this was a bad look for her, so she made Own-Tech to take the heat off her in the classic grifter methods of a dramatuber. That's my theory, anyway. And it tracks with how sociopathic, narcissistic, thin-skinned, and manipulative these stalker grifters are.

Really, the similarities between them are just uncanny. No wonder they pretend everyone and their mother is me. It's literally what Saphera is doing, so she's projecting to avoid people realizing that's what she does, and she also thinks because she does it everyone must so she feels like less of a psychotic freaky stalker.

Own-Tech is literally the only one I saw repeat Saphera's bogus lie that I'm a Kiwi Farms user. I've never seen anyone else parrot that one because of how far-fetched and ridiculous it is. Not even Probium is willing to use that one, and he normally believes literally any delusion about his current stalking victim.

Both insist their group has no association with Kiwi Farms, even though Saphera's fans joined the sight to contribute to my doxxing thread there, they credited YoursTrulyAG and Probium with getting my legal deadname so they could fully doxx me, and Saphera said she was in talks to collaborate with two of the Kiwi Farms users who made my doxxing thread. She literally said this, publicly, yet Own-Tech called Saphera a liar about it, because it was Saphera on her alt trying to subvert her own vile actions and amoral willingness to work with Kiwi Farms. Then again, both defend Pipkin Pippa, a vtuber who is a huge Kiwi Farms fan and had an active Kiwi Farms user as her Twitch mod for a while, so of course they would be willing to work with Kiwi Farms.

They both have no life and no friends.

Both get EXTREMELY, SUPREMELY, THIN-SKINNEDLY OFFENDED when you point out their likely bigotry. Both surround themselves with, are followed by, and openly associate and ally with bigots and chuds. So many bigots are attacking me and yet they never stop to think they're on the wrong side. Obviously if you're teaming up with far-right bigots to attack one person who is SEVERAL kinds of minority, you obviously have a Nazi Bar situation going. Hell, I even pointed that out once regarding Saphera, and she not only acknowledged it, she even agreed and didn't care, openly admitting she wanted her community to be a Nazi Bar situation.

Both defend and white knight bigots, chuds, liars, trolls, and other scum of the Earth, and hate me for having stood up to them in the past. So long as they hate me (usually for being a CSA survivor or some form of minority), they will ally with and defend them. Saphera literally is willing to ally with Kiwi Farms and alt-right serial abuser lolicon Orbosh Grullclaw and they both consider me evil for once standing up to Orbosh to defend his harassment of Ana Valens so what does that say about them? They both say "harassment of Ana Valens bad unless it's by Orbosh Grullclaw, then how dare Cyberweasel89 defend Ana Valens against this guy" so that just shows how much of a grifter they are.

One of the few differences between them is Saphera does this for profit as a grifter, dramatuber (with her fans knowing so little about the woman they're white knighting they will literally call her a liar for describing herself as this), cyberbully (self-described), "petty bitch" (self-described), and professional victim. But Own-Tech admits she has literally no reasons to be doing this. She insists she's not Saphera's fan (lie), so she can't be doing this to white knight her oshi (even though she literally will white knight this dramatuber she lies about being a fan of and clearly knows nothing about). She admits she's not a pedo-hunter so she can't be doing this for some kind of moral panic thing (another lie since she has inappropriate discussions with kids and hangs out with a bunch of kids in any pedo-hunter subreddit she finds me or someone she pretends is me in). She can't be doing it for justice because I've never committed a crime and if I did she would just simply call the police. She's not doing it for revenge since she says I never harassed her (anymore, since she realized her inability to prove something which never happened happened meant she had to retcon that one to keep her grift up and avoid anything which could expose her). She admits I never harassed Saphera, either, when she made her excuse for attacking a child. She even just admitted on Bluesky that she literally has no reason to be so obsessed with me to the point she dedicated three entire accounts purely to stalking me and brigading any location she finds me in to try and turn people against me, harass me, and lie about me. Her goals are also something she refuses to say. She wants me to pay for something I've never done, but she can't actually say what those are, why they're bad, or what the price should be. Ask her that or point out the issues with those and she will constantly change her answers depending on her mood or how much of her fake story she can remember (again, why is she not keeping notes about the things she says to keep her grift consistent? That's amateur level incompetence to the point she accidentally defended me against Saphera when making excuses for targeting of a child).

Not to mention her accusations against me are constantly changing, always moving the goalpost or unable to keep her story straight. She simply wants to pretend her trans CSA survivor victim is evil because she wants me to be, even though she's a far worse person and hangs out with far worse people. And of course there's all the contradictions I've caught her doing since, being a sockpuppet, she forgot to write down all her claims to stop her from telling conflicting ones, hence how she accidentally defended me by saying I didn't ever harass Saphera the dramatuber she's obsessed with white knighting while lying about not being a fan.

So she openly admits she's stalking me for fun. She's an abusive cyberbully stalker simply because it's a hobby for her. She likes to stalk trans people as a hobby. She likes to stalk CSA survivors as a hobby. She wants to pretend I'm the first ever trans child rapist like her alt-right idols keep claiming we all are (weird she's never told Matt Walsh or NuxTaku that she found the first ever trans child rapist). She pretends I"m not asexual or a CSA survivor because she doesn't want those interfering with her fantasy of me raping children (very bizarre fantasy of hers, and I'm sure it's one she masturbates to because of just how rentfree in her head I am). She's dedicated her entire life in service of me for no reason other than an single-minded obsession with me. Cyberweasel89 Derangement Syndrome, something which has so consumed her entire being that she's even targeting children just because her alt-right bigoted co-stalker Probium (who she lied about blocking for doxxing me) just because he ordered her to and the good little minion obeyed because she just wanted to LEAP at the chance to target a child like Probium has done many times (and admits to it and thinks it's normal like all dramatuber culture members do).

Of course, if they have legit proof they are different people... I welcome seeing it. But they won't. They'll just "nuh uh" or ignore this.

[cyberweasel89]

Is Spiderleamer Saphera's main?

I decided to compile the similarities I've seen between Spiderleamer and Saphera, just in case.

They're the only two people I've ever personally heard say the phrase "Keep my name out of your filth mouth."

They are both compulsive lairs.

They both virtue signal without practicing what they preach.

They both have massive persecution complexes.

They both can't stand being wrong.

They both hate facts which contradict their narratives.

They both claim to be progressive yet constantly defend and hang out with chuds while attacking minorities for having voices.

They both defend and hang out with abusers while victim-blaming.

They both try to silence and deplatform minority and victim voices.

They both are deeply offended by the the very concept of Youtube comment moderation.

They both believe they are immune to site ToS, blaming some random hated victim rather than the site which said they were violating it.

They are both Reddit brigaders and believe their brigading to be immune to the rules.

They are both the same age. Spiderleamer is said to have been 16 four years ago while Saphera said she was 19 last year (though she tried to walk it back and hope no one saw the VOD she said this in, avoiding mentioning her age after that).

They have similar voices. One could easily make the case Saphera is Spiderleamer using a voice changer or trying to change her voice tone during streams. It would explain the annoying, scratchy whine in Saphera's voice.

They both freak out and go on wild revenge campaigns for years over minor slights.

They both jump at the chance to call LGBT people pedophiles while working with alt-right bigots to do so.

They are both seemingly flat-chested.

They both defend SilvySpark's serial abuse and see nothing wrong with him trying to get a non-binary disabled vtuber in a wheelchair homeless over a petty one-sided disagreement.

They both have defended Rev Says Desu despite him harassing Saphera, NyaraVT, and Ana Valens and being many things they lie about being against.

They both have claimed lolicon is pedophilia only to then defend lolicon when it suits them.

They both just "nuh uh" any criticism without proving it wrong or addressing it.

They both go back to add qualifications to their posts when called out due to insecurity with how others perceive them.

They are both narcissistic abusers.

They both enjoy macabre and Halloween-y aesthetics such as bats, spiders, and demons.

They both appear to have reading disabilities despite using ableism to mock the typos of anyone with a reading disability as well (tbf, Saphera has actually mentioned having a reading disability).

They both see no problem working with an alt-right bigoted troll who adores Saphera's enemies Rev Says Desu and Kirsche while hating and harassing Saphera's besties NyaraVT and Ana Valens.

They both see any criticism as an insult.

They are both Karens who will go apeshit at anything which offends them.

They both have Kiwi Farms accounts, as shown by how they're able to access Kiwi Farms's member-only sections. When I get Kiwi Farms screenshots, I use a contact from my job who keeps a burner account on there, rather than setting foot on such a vile, murderously transphobic site like that myself. What does it say that I have higher standards than these two when they're always virtue signaling?

They both make extremely long threads and Google docs on LGBT people who offend them.

They both make bad faith assumptions about people they hate, while anyone who does far worse is an ally if useful.

They both hate the idea of talking things out amicably. Saphera sees it as a sign of mental illness, while Spiderleamer lies about being in favor of it.

Given Spiderleamer is generally more cordial and only truly goes wild when angry, one could make the case that Saphera's full schizo-posting and constant condescending mockery of others is Spiderleamer letting her true persona out behind a vtuber's mask and different identity.

Both make threats to others to try and silence them, but then accuse their victims of threatening them AFTER they made their own threats.

Both accuse their victims of doxxing, while being totally fine hanging out with unrepentant and proud doxxers. I mean, Probium outright CALLED ONE VICTIM'S MOTHER TO TRY AND GET HER LAPTOP TAKEN AWAY, and yet Spiderleamer and Saphera love that obsessive creepy pedo stalker even after he posts CSEM (no, seriously, he insisted it was CSEM when he posted it) to Penguinz0's SFW Reddit while a moderator.

They both use ad hominem, reactive abuse, DARVO tactics.

They both are so uncreative, they have to steal material from their victims and go "NO U" in response to others.

They both are so gullible to believe any lie about their victim, they are very easy to bait with obvious falsehoods so long as it suits their narrative.

They both have been caught trying to deliberately fake ammo to use and manipulating others into joining their hate campaign.

Despite their cries of pedophile against LGBT people (because some MAGA voters of Pedo-in-Chief told them to), they don't care at all about actual children, and happily use them as pawns for their ends or don't care at all about what they expose them to.

They both claim asexuality is not a defense for not being a raper of children, but refuse to specify how. It just isn't because they want it to not be and have no issue implying that a gay man rapes women or a lesbian rapes men.

Spiderleamer only ever parrots what Saphera made up, despite lying about only being a casual fan.

Spiderleamer is quick to become unusually defensive when accused of being Saphera, fixating on the accusation (even when a joke) and trying to disprove it by point out how she talked to Saphera. But she could easily use the two accounts to do that. Also, when I was trying to get Youtube comment moderation, Saphera was genuinely difficult to get ahold of, yet Spiderleamer can get her on call so easily? Hmmm...

They both harass innocent bystanders with false accusations of being sockpuppets due to their paranoid obsession with their victims. Given I've never seen them accuse me of anything which wasn't contradicted elsewhere or projection, this is further indication that they make this accusation to obfuscate their own sockpuppet usage. Especially when they support SivlySpark and their own fans using sockpuppet block evasion tactics.

They both have absurdly and comically vague and broad ideas of what pedophilia is. Even talking to someone you don't know was underage 10 years ago or speaking of pedophilia the actual medical term is something they have claimed makes you child raper.

They both claim that kids didn't hide their ages 10 years ago.

They both claim listing one's age on DeviantART isn't optional.

They both claim DeviantART's Eclipse update never happened and the interface has stayed the same for 15 years.

Despite pedophilia being their favorite word, they never speak of any actual victims or address any other actual pedophiles. Because they don't care about those. They both have no compassion, only rage against those they feel offended by. This isn't a moral stance, it's just an excuse to get revenge on someone they want to silence and abuse for fun.

They both have extremely black-and-white thinking. They can only ever be good and correct, anyone who even mildly criticizes them can only ever be a vile monster they must destroy.

They both have extremely immature behavior. This includes demanding what they want NOW from others and wanting instant gratification. There can be no compromise, only what they demand this instant.

They both appear to feel an inherent superiority to others.

They both act like stereotypical high school mean girls.

They both flip-flop on their actual LGBT identities and only ever use them as shields while cavorting with anti-LGBT bigots.

They both think culture and society haven't changed at all in the past 15 years.

They both think LGBT people can't mature, self-improve, or change in 15 years... but 4channer Kiwi Farms pro-chud Rowling-funding anti-Semitic vtubers can.

They both insist LGBT people must answer for out-of-context things they did 10 years ago... But 4channer Kiwi Farms supporting pro-chud Rowling-funding anti-Semitic vtubers have a 3 year limit on anything being relevant to criticize them for, even if they never addressed or apologized for it. Notice the recurring bias towards chuds and against LGBT people?

They're both condescending.

They both love to bully people my mocking them. This includes for their hobbies.

They both use a lot of chud logic.

They're both two of the most ableist people I've ever met. All of their insults are based in some form of ableism. This seems to be a trend in their fanbase, too.

They both believe that every single case of Autism is exactly the same in terms of difficulties and issues, even though my bestie and I have literally opposite sensory issues with clothing.

They both insist every psychologist, therapist, and psychiatrist in the world is lying about complex-PTSD affecting brain development.

They both insist every psychologist, therapist, and pyschiatrist in the world is lying about the brain not finishing up its full development until early-to-mid 20s.

They both insist it's "harassment" to ask Ana Valens or NyaraVT questions or inform them of something, but are completely fine with their bestie Orbosh Grullclaw/MetalsScorn repeatedly harassing and slandering Ana Valens and NyaraVT to defend his idols Rev Says Desu and Klu Klux Kirsche, and are completely willing to work directly with him. Both Ana Valens and NyaraVT are fine with this, showing their own hypocrisy on what they consider "harassment" being biased against trans people and biased for raging transphobes who threaten trans people to silence them.

They both are fine with their buddy Rarameinnoodles (a guy who openly admits and self-identifies as a serial harasser, and has stalked me across multiple websites out of some bizarre obsession with me) using the phrase "wokeschold" to defend SLAVERY.

They both oversexualize everything I do or have done, which makes me feel very violated as an asexual rape victim.

They both willingly team up with members of I Stand With Vic, an alt-right cult which worships a serial molester and have been harassing me because I'm one of his victims, with Vic Mignogna having molested me at a convention when I was just 15 years old. They have been told about this guy but still defend him, insisting I am "harassing" him. This "harassment" of course is just "deeply offending this guy for not staying quiet about Vic molesting me when I was 15." But they insist this guy is objectively correct, and thus are proving their support of pro-child molester abusers and silencing of their victims.

They are completely fine with YoursTrulyAG and Probium being open-and-proud transphobes who have repeatedly and deliberately misgendered, doxxed, and deadnamed me. YoursTrulyAG's PINNED POST ON BLUESKY is my doxx and deadname, and they're both totally fine interacting with that alt-right psycho even though it remains pinned to this day (Bluesky won't do anything about it). Even though another of my prominent stalkers says to Probium and AG to not be transphobic, and even though Spiderleamer says to not be transphobic, they do not listen and both are totally fine with that.

Despite Saphera claiming to be asexual, both Saphera and Spiderleamer are fine with Probium being openly acephobic towards me. Like, flat-out admitting he is acephobic to me. Even when one of his own allies who hates me tells him not to be acephobic, he just says "k" and keeps doing it, and she's fine with that. As are Saphera and Spiderleamer.

Both believe I'm the only one in the world who would ever comment about big giant exaggerated anime boobs on a vtuber avatar.

Both believe only I have ever watched CSI and only I have ever read the novel Level 26: Dark Origins.

Both insist that only I have ever read the Fallout: New Vegas preque comic "All Roads" and only I have ever truncated the phrase "all roads led to Rome."

Both genuinely believe that, were I to do something as pointless as make sockpuppets like they do, I would use names connected to me, rather than trolls trying to frame me. Heck, if these people were not simply random innocents, but actually trying to frame me, I would not be surprised if they were Saphera or one of her lackies running them.

Both insist coincidences don't exist.

Both insist mistakes and accidents don't exist.

Both insist ignorance and incompetence don't exist.

Both insist others are only capable of malicious intent. Which suggests to me that this is them project their own malicious intent onto their victims to feel morally superior.

They both try to gatekeep who is allowed to call others "Nazi" and who is allowed to be called a "Nazi." I've only ever seen chuds do this. And this said this about three Rev Says Desu and Klu Klux Kirsche fanboys. One of which was so horrifyingly racist, he had an anti-BLM playlist on his channel, yet Saphera partially began this hate campaign to defend the guy.

Both act far more vile than their victims, as all dramatubers do.

Like all dramatubers and their fans, neither can take even half of what they dish out.

Like all dramatubers and their fans, both make a living out of incitement.

Like all dramatubers and their fans, both have a history of amorality, abuse, and lying.

Like all dramatubers and their fans, they're both tabloid cyberstalkers. And even openly associate and keep accounts on Kiwi Farms.

Like all Dramatubers and their fans, they both use the Nijisister white knight flow chart religiously to avoid consequences for horrid actions.

[cyberweasel89]

The "harassment" which sparked Spiderleamer's obsession

So I finally found out what this horrific "harassment" I did to Spiderleamer was which sparked her 9 months of stalking and obsession with me.

This is a comment I posted under one of Saphera's videos which targeted me. All of this is true and factual. I was pointing out how Saphera is a terrible person who contradicts herself, hypocritically falsesly accuses others of what she does or is, is very ableist, and clearly has different standards for left-wing LGBT people and right-wing cishet people.

And here Spiderleamer decides to harass me. She parrots the lies in her oshi's video and endorses Saph's theft of a private document I made for therapy. She then tries to silence someone from defending themselves while being totally okay with her oshi being completely obsessed with stalking me. She then engages in some ableist rhetoric and begins her first instance of defending far-right extremists, raging bigots, serial abusers, and chuds, with her first instance of insisting that hateful bigotry is simply a "disagreement." It's all classic victim-blaming.

But this is what truly enraged Spiderleamer, a rage which would last for 9 months.

Me defending myself.

A victim speaking up for herself.

A minority having a voice.

This is truly what made her obsessed enough to stalk me in outrage. Me not being silenced. She can't have people standing up to abusers.

What's kinda sad is Spiderleamer has only proven that second paragraph of that second screenshot more and more true every day she's spent obsessively stalking me.

In bad faith, she completely ignores everything I said. Because she's lying about communication and working things out. She just wants to silence victims and minorities. She just wants to defend chuds and abusers. She dismissed everything disproving herself in bad faith as "excuses," and then goes full ableist. Truly vile behavior.

Oh, and I guess this is why Spiderleamer thinks the CDC link is some kind of "win" against me. Because I left seeing that she would only abuse me in bad faith.

And this is what she insists is harassment so horrid she would dedicate half her life to stalking me. This is how she defines "harassment" in her own hypocritical way.

What a monster.

BTW, after this she proceeds to try and maintain her bad faith narrative that I have raped children which don't exist, as told to her by a MAGAt, because she just REALLY NEEDS it to be true to the pont she'll deny reality, even if it means harassing rape victims over being raped as children, engaging in acephobia, and any other copium she can huff to keep up her desire to silence rape victims from speaking out because they're "harassing" their rapist. And the chuds. Can't forget all the chuds she defends and hangs with. You'd think the fact she's hanging out with so many chuds in her obsession with me would be a big tip, but... Hey, she uses so much chud logic, she might be one herself and trying to hide it.

[cyberweasel89]

Yeah, the more I see who Saphera and Spiderleamer are willing to go so far to white knight, and the wild and heinous things they're willing to accuse me of with zero to flimsy reasoning, both actions contradicting the values they claim to have but will not practice...

The more I think, while both accuse me of being a "serial harasser," it's more accurate to call them both "serial defenders of chuds."

They're essentially both saying "Leave the abusive bigots alone! They're humans! How dare you, a minority they hate or harass, have a voice and object to their bigotry or abuse of you!"

Imagine being so personally offended by one interaction you had with someone of some flavor of minority or protected group with, you team up with repeat abusers, bigots, far-right extremists, and pedophiles to deplatform and stalk them as some form of petty vengeance for your hurt feelings. That's some serious "know your place" energy.

I mean, Saphera is outright willing to work with Kiwi Farms, while Spiderleamer white knights Rev Says Desu. That's some dead giveaways there.

Of course, I say "Saphera and Spiderleamer" but they have a lot in common, they have very similar personalities, they have similar hypocrisies over the same values, they have similar behavior of playing victim to harass minorities while allying with far-right bigoted chuds, they both lie about a lot of things, they both twist things for a self-serving narrative, and their voices even sound similar. They're also the same age. Spiderleamer is 20 I think since it was mentioned she was 16 4 years ago, while Saphera claimed to be 19 last year (something she then tried to walk back and deny hoping no one would watch the vod of the stream where she said it).