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Thank you so much for taking your time and answering my questions. I'm going to share my opinions, hope you don't mind <3
These are just opinions, nothing is set in stone, the "absolute truth" is not concrete. I'm still learning too.
— you said you see yourself as consciousness but you're not full aware of it but only a part of it. You see life we live as movie, which I agree, life is a continuous series of experiences. You also said that this "movie" is real which I agree with too, it's real because you're aware of it, you being aware of it gives it a physical form. My desired reality is real because I am aware of it. Our human self/our ego is complicated, we love chaos, we outlined the "consciousness" so much that all these patterns got so strict.
— you believe you "co-create" and Gods and deities are existing "outside of you". Well, I do believe in the astral plane, but I see it as something "which is inside of me" I see it as a part of my consciousness, my "higher self" or my "spirit guides" are a part of my consciousness, they're extensions of my consciousness, they're just me.
— you also said that we're a collective consciousness and we're interconnected, our consciousness overlaps and collide with one another, which I used to resonate but after finding non-dualism; I detached myself from this human self I realised that everything exists because I exist. I myself is existence. Your awareness created all of it and everything exists to verify that information.
— I am still finding the "origin" of me, the origin of "I AM" but is it there any? As the consciousness is infinite.
[here the link to the former post]
Hey anon, of course I don't mind you sharing your opinion! Thank you as well for reading my whole answer and for taking time to comment on it!!😭🤍🌿 Oh, and sorry once again that it took a bit more time for me to answer.
( the same disclaimers as in my other answer apply here as well ofc! )
"— you believe you "co-create" and Gods and deities are existing "outside of you". Well, I do believe in the astral plane, but I see it as something "which is inside of me" I see it as a part of my consciousness, my "higher self" or my "spirit guides" are a part of my consciousness, they're extensions of my consciousness, they're just me."
Instead of 'co-create' I would say I believe we 'co-exist'... I find the word 'create'/creation' a little tricky because it implies that there was a moment of 'time' where something didn't exist beforehand, and that would lead to the question whether really in that level/dimension of existence something exists like 'growth', 'expansion' and even 'development'? And I'm not so really sure about that. You yourself agreed to the point that we are big consciousness and that (mostly) everything exists within us. So, everything that we create THERE (in the space of our consciousness) is us anyways and it always will be - just in a different constellation so to say. Therefore, we don't really 'create' something new in that sense, you know? And I really don't think that we 'create' anything outside of us as well. So, I just prefer the expression 'co-exist'... but thinking about all these things in detail always ends up getting more complicated IMO. Perhaps, it's not made to make sense lmao.
In addition, I wasn't really thinking of the astral plane or even the dream plane while writing my other answer but I would agree with you on that point too. Those spaces are most likely within us. Because I suppose that our consciousness 'spreads over' many dimensions there are just in 'one' specific dimension I guess. And I agree also to what you said with the 'higher self' and 'spirit guides' that there are also just a part of our own consciousness, just us in a different form!
"— you also said that we're a collective consciousness and we're interconnected, our consciousness overlaps and collide with one another, which I used to resonate but after finding non-dualism; I detached myself from this human self I realised that everything exists because I exist. I myself is existence. Your awareness created all of it and everything exists to verify that information."
I also wouldn't use the expression 'collide with one another' - I don't think there is anything like 'colliding' in that level of existence because in my opinion everything there is fluid and in motion. A collision can only happen if there is anything 'hard' coming in contact with something else 'hard' but all these things don't have a 'form' like we imagine, right? That is just our human perception of things. We humans always need or want to perceive something with our senses to acknowledge something as real but this is only limited to our movie-like human life experience, right? That's why I said it is not really imaginable or describable in a '3d model' like way. I think particles/dust come the closest to it but even that is very physical!! So, yeah. It just is/exists.
And I know that even words like 'overlaps', interconnected', 'intertwined' are not fitting because they imply a relationship of things that have physical froms which those 'things' don't. The problem is that those expressions are human words. That's why I believe we can't describe the relationship of anything there because we are limited to our human way of thinking and our human language. Though, I personally believe there is no need to define anything there completely because that is also a very human-like-trait to feel the need to define things and to research to completely understand things etc. We need to let this need/desire go. I like how Neville Goddard mentioned how we shouldn't know or think about HOW things manifest in our life because it is not necessary. The 'how' doesn't matter. Be comfortable with not knowing, be comfortable with the unknown. Let go of the need for control etc. Those are also things being taught in other fields like spirituality, mysticism, and in high occultism.
Regarding the 'non-dualism' part, I can see where they are coming from with this mindset but I personally don't see it that way completely. But that's ok, right? That's why it is so interesting to talk about it because everyone can develop their own beliefs. I mean yes we are existence itself. 'Your' awareness created all of it around and everything exists to verify that information because 'you' 'live' in your consciousness, right? The movie-like human experience. That's what I think so too. However, as I explained in my other ask, I personally believe something 'else' co-exists with me/us which seems to be in contrast to the concept of non-dualism (- again, "it seems" because I don't know that much about non-dualism).
"— I am still finding the "origin" of me, the origin of "I AM" but is it there any? As the consciousness is infinite."
I think the word 'origin' doesn't really belong in that context if we went along with your 'non-dualism' point of view. With the word 'origin' you usually refer to the beginning, cause, or source of something. But isn't in non-dualism your consciousness everything, and your consciousness just exists, right? There is nothing else there to cause your existence or to be the source of it. And your consciousness having a 'beginning' also does not make much sense. Also, I'm sorry that I'm so 'word-focused' (I just love analyzing languages) but I also find the word infinite a little tricky because with expressions like finite and infinity we focus again too much on its physicality (like its vastness or volume) but that is an unnecessary thought. There is nothing to compare your consciousness with if your consciousness is everything, right?
Last but not least, I would like to refer here back to the part where I talked about 'We don't need to understand, we need to learn to be comfortable with not knowing.' - that's what I think is important. Just appreciate existence and everything around it. Experience this life, learn about yourself slowly AND enjoy yourself ! That's what I sort of believe we are 'here' for if we had to define it. :)
To be honest, it's really nice talking about those things with others! I don't have many irl people around me who are that much into those things. So, I really enjoyed it. I hope I didn't come off too critical or something like that. I just like to look at things as objectively as possible. Regardless of what I said, I hope you follow your intuition and believe what resonates with you. Because beliefs will always be something personal in my opinion. Again, thank you so much, anon, for sharing your perspective and your beliefs with me!! 🦭💛
