May I request Kokichi & Nagito with an s/o who’s afraid of giving affections because of past trauma. Maybe until one day they ask if they need a hug they’d start break down. I’m a sucker for angst 🥰 thanks!!
Kokichi and Nagito comforting their s/o
Warnings: General angst, mention and implications of past abuse
If though you and nagito had been together for a few weeks, neither of you really had had any physical contact.
You where worried at first that he'd be annoyed or upset due to that small detail but, surprisingly to you, he was perfectly fine with that.
The past few days, however, you had felt really down. It was an unexplainable sadness that seemed to weigh down on your shoulders. Everytime you closed your eyes, you could only see the face of the people who hurt you causing dark circles around your eyes as you desperately try to advoid any memories of your past pain.
Getting up from your bed, you shuffled you way through your normal routine to get ready before leaving your cabin, heading toward the restaurant like every morning before that.
Every one was sitting around and talking, like usual.
You sat at the table watching everyone with a tired epresson on your face. Most people began to leave since you got there late
It wasn't untill you heard something get placed infront of you that you bothered to look up.
There Nagito was, sitting across from your, placeing a plate of food infront of you. He gave you a small smile, not one of his normal, slightly psychotic grins, but a genuinely sympathetic smile.
you sat up and forced a smile, thankful for him giving you breakfast.
"I see despair in yours eyes" he said in after a long moment of silence, causing you to jump slightly. "There isn't the shining powerful hope that you radiate everyday." he got up from his seat across from you, moving to the empty chair next to you, "Are you alright?" He asked, genuinely worried for you.
You looked down at your plate, silent for a moment before glancing back at him. Seeing how much he cared for you made your heart sting, you wished you could do more for him.
"I think.." you started taking a deep breath as you looked at your hands "I think I need a hug.." Slowly you looked at Nagito trying to figure out what he was thinking.
He looked surprised for a minute before nodding, his expression going back to a soft one. "Of course anything for my hope" as he said that, he slowly opened his arms for a hug.
Hesitantly, you scooted closer toward him, wrapping your arms around his body. He his hugged you back, you could feel your body tense up before relax.
It's been a long time since you hugged someone like this...
You could feel your eyes slowly begin to water as you hugged him tigher, burried your head into his neck and you stared to cry, having Nagito rub your back in response, wanting to comfort you to the best of his ability, even though he wasn't the best at it.
You, along with the other 16 students has been stuck in the Ultimate Acadamy for gifted juveniles for almost a month now, everyone seemed to be adjusting to their new life just fine.
Everyone but you that is, no matter how long youve been stuck inside the giant dome, no matter how long youe been here, you could never get used to it.
Your still haunted by your past trauma, never being able to escape its horrors.
Today, you've been noticably more quiet then normal. Not really wanting to talk to anyone
Walking down the hall to your talent room, you heard fast footsteps behind you.
Turning around you met face to face with no one other then the supreme leader himself, Kokichi.
"Heeeey (y/n)!" He said cheerily, trapping you against the wall while being careful not to get to close or touch you.
"Kokichi!" you exclaim, pressing your body against the wall "What are you doing?" You ask.
"weeeeeell I've noticed you've been really quiet today!" his smile dropped and he looked at you with an uncharacteristically serious expression "Are you doing alright?" He asked, getting a little closer to you.
"W-what? I'm fine, why?" you lie, only to get Kokichi to step away, folding his hands behind his head "You can't lie to me (y/n), I know there's something bothering you today but if you dont want to talk about then that's fine, you know where to find me if you do though" He turned around and started walking away.
You hesitated for a moment before deciding to call out to him "erm... Kokichi wait!" "hm..?" he turned around to face you. Looking down, you took a deep breathe "can I... please have a hug...?" You looked back up over at him nervously. "A hug?" he repeated in surprise, walking back over to you, giving you a friendly smile "nee-heehee I knew something was bothering you" he said quietly, as you slowly wrap your arms around him.
"Don't ruin the moment.." you mumble, getting a small nod from him as he wrapped his arms around you.
Feeling the warmth of his body was an unfamiliar feeling. An odd feeling, but..comforting and...safe. Too comforting. You missed this feeling, you felt something roll down your check.
You hadn't realized it but you where crying, not being able to stop the tears from falling as your eyes teared up more and more.
"It's okay... it's okay.." Kokichi mumbled softly and he gave your body a comforting squeeze.
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