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Me when my parents find out I speak to strangers online
People on TikTok think mpreg is funny and unbelievable and weird like "imagine if men gave birth!" and "OMG MPREG REFERENCE???" it's like
BRO. THERE ALREADY ARE. IT'S NOT A CUTE YAOI/BL OMEGA VERSE MANGA, PREGNANT TRANS MEN EXIST??? THERE ARE MEN WHO CARRY? SEAHORSE DADS ARE REAL
waking up drenched in your own sweat cos you got overestimated how cosy you could be going to sleep is a -10000 feeling
bro the way the first thing she's gonna wake up to is a love confession from her best friend---
sarah jacobs feels like an oc to me. like she does nothing for the plot of 92 that isnt being a love interest that can be replaced by a stick of cardboard. she feels like shes just there to break up any allegations of jack and davey being gay (and let’s be honest, she probably is)
and don’t come at me with “the delancey brothers came and attacked her and made Jack save them for davey to get his trust back” because if they kept the hard promises plot point of Jack having a little brother and have the brothers go for LES (OR not, because there are multiple younger newsies in the carrying the banner shots so it can be surmised taht jack will take care of the little ones)
OK, I need to talk some stuff out here.
There have been revolutions in medieval and agricultural TS3 mods since I paused my history challenge. It’s making it hard for me to load up my game and keep going because so much will change.
The challenge is SO early, I could start it over. But I just watched my beloved foundress die in childbirth and played another season of Nash trying to pull his life back together. Is the real problem that I don’t want to play without her? Maybe. If I were to start over, I can’t imagine anything but Emmaline and Nash coming back together. To avoid making it just a death retcon, I’d need to start with a new founder.
I only have two heirs with her genes, and the likelihood of both of them surviving to reproduce under the rules isn’t great. The likelihood of NEITHER of them surviving to reproduce is significant. I theoretically have backup plans for heirs -- Nash basically has to remarry, and in current gameplay her aunt and uncle now have three kids. But even though I am not specifically playing a bloodline challenge, I’m having a hard enough time with Emmaline’s death that I don’t know if I can keep it up if her entire genetic line is dead in one generation.
I’m considering just putting Emmaline’s kids’ death rolls on hold until they start reproducing so that I have two lines of heirs that are genetically connected to my foundress. This feels like cheating, and it IS cheating, but I think the choice might be cheating or abandoning the whole thing and starting over.
I clearly have an absurd attachment to following the rules, especially in a challenge I picked for its tragedy. But I think that’s the choice -- redact Emmaline’s death, give her kids a pass, or start over. I suppose if I must, I could put the challenge formally on pause.
I also have my legacy. That got held up because I took a bunch of screenshots with a certain kind of narrative in mind, and now that I’m trying to write it, it doesn’t work. Story flow that makes more sense doesn’t have all the screenshots I would have wanted. But so be it. I think I can get my inspiration back if I just make myself open my editor and do it.
Argh.
i’m gonna kill tumblr i hate the stupid fucking “since you’ve been gone” feature how do i turn it off all it does is show me posts i’ve seen a million times over that clog up my feed
i’m also super sick of “in your orbit” listen if i wanted to see 20 posts in a row from a blog i didn’t follow i’d just fucking follow them
Reading a fic on Ao3 be like
LET ME GIVE THEM MORE KUDOS