Edited version.! In the moment this is exactly how I felt. Rejected and just completely worthless. Not just because of him but because my character isn’t something most people fall in love with. His reaction wasn’t something new to me, and I think thats why it hurt so much. Most people in my life come and go and sometimes seem to be annoyed with my opinions to the point they stop talking to me. They always end up coming back of course, im assuming it’s because they realized I wasn’t saying anything that was not true. It is crazy how I can take the lack of emotion of this person so to heart, but it hurts because for some strange weird reason I happen to have huge feelings for him which just makes no sense to me, since he has never been the nicest person I’ve ever met. He says lucky are the ones that fall in love, but honestly sometimes I wish I had the feelings of a psychopath. Maybe that way I wouldn’t take moments like this so to heart. A. F. - - #poetry #poems #poem #editedversion #vidamourmortem (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoDWcTSh6Iu/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=7185m7ix55cg