Pet
Summary: You accompany the Supreme Leader to one of his meetings. Unsurprisingly, you become desperate for attention. (2.2k words) ao3 link here
Warnings: NSFW, noncon/implied noncon, f!reader, exhibitionism, memories of sex lol, thigh riding, canon typical violence, violence against reader??, Kylo Ren is not nice, choking, slapping, mentions of blood, bondage i guess (let me know if i missed anything!)
@elmidol: Kylo + āTell them to fuck off.ā okay so maybe i went off with this request... i literally couldn't help myself so i hope you enjoy!!!
The transparisteel of the throne room is always cold beneath your knees, you flinch anytime your thighs come into contact with it if you shift your position too much. It often left you with purpling bruises on your kneecaps, ones that never seem to fade anymore.
You accompany the Supreme Leader in any and every meeting he wants you in, which as of late, has been to every single one. If he asks for you, youāre there. At this point, you assume itās just some form of punishment; because as much as youāre expected not to speak, youāre expected to stay awake and attentive.
Half the time you let your mind wander off into some fantasy. Sometimes it involves the Supreme Leader, remembering how he fucked you the night before, wondering if heād do that thing with the Force again.
Other times it was about escaping. You were punished by him for both sorts of daydreams. Now you just try to keep your mind as blank as possible. Sometimes you almost manage to reach a meditative state if the meetings are long enough.
The air of his throne room is cold. Everyone else is dressed normally, of course. You donāt doubt that youāre the only one shivering in your own flesh. The thinnest scrap of useless silk cascades down your body, completely see-through and hides nothing of your body for anyone who dares sneak a glance in your direction.
Besides the scrap of material you think someone referred to as a dress once, the only other thing you wear is your collar and chain - a heavy, thick metal, one they definitely use on the ships and TIE fighters, youāve concluded. Itās sturdy and basically indestructible to anyone who wasnāt Force sensitive.
The metal was branded ungraciously with anything but fancy letters or delicate swooping and curling. No, your Supreme Leader didnāt care to spoil you with niceties. Thick capital letters branded on to the front of the collar spelt out R-E-N.
Ren.
You're his. His thing, his object. Whatever he wants you to be, you became that. You belong to him. And youāve long since accepted that. Once you stopped struggling, it became easier and at timesā¦ enjoyable.
You also think that the Supreme Leaderās become more comfortable around you as time has passed. Heās not as harsh with you anymore, not nearly as cruel as your first few weeks with him. He was nowhere near easy, or nice, or kind, or loving. He was none of that, but you were starting to like how sharp his edges were, how cold he could be.
It became a little game of yours; seeing how long it could take for you to crack him on certain nights, how long until he let you massage his shoulders, his arms, his thighs or let you suck his cock on your own accord. Itās rare but it actually works sometimes. Sometimes he lets you in.
If heās tired enough, fucked out enough, or just had enough, heāll let you do as you please, like a little fish cleaning up after the sharkās mess; heāll let you have some scraps.
Sometimes, he hand feeds you the scraps. Like right now.
Your head is resting on his thigh as he sits back extremely reclined, leisurely, unbothered yet so, so bored. And his hand is on your skull, fingers scritching at your scalp.
It was intoxicating, he was intoxicating. You could fall asleep just like this -
But you canāt. The rule. The rule! You have to stay awake even though heās visibly slacking right now, probably dozing off to some fantasy as he mindlessly scratches at your head.
You sneak a peek up in his direction only to find his eyes already on you. You nearly squeak as you look away, back at the people congregating in his throne room for whatever āimportantā reason.
His eyes burn like suns, they welt and blister your skin and you try to clear your mind, making it a place of disinterest to him so he doesnāt feel the urge to go swimming in and around your thoughts as he so often does.
A quiet murmur resonates throughout the room, coming from no direction in particular, itās just simply there. Itās the incoming of his voice through the Force, you know this now, youāve become accustomed to it. It ripples towards you like tiny waves in a pond before you hear his voice clear and deep in your head.
āCome.ā
His hand steadily leaves your scalp, coming to rest gently on his thigh; his way of asking you to come sit on his lap. Heās never asked this of you while in a meeting before, he never really cares to give you that much attention, fearing it'll give you an ego, make you think you're special or something.
You worry your bottom lip between your teeth, uselessly debating over something you have no say in.
Having already wasted enough of his energy on asking you politely, the Supreme Leader pulls on your chain, sending you hurling up off the ground and straight into his lap. You make an ugly noise, one of surprise and fear as you fall into him almost gracefully thanks to the tiny invisible touches of the Force along your skin.
He steadies you against him with one hand on your waist and the other pulling your chain tight, pinning your back to his wide chest. You straddle only one of his enormous thighs - bare cunt pressed flushed to the rough material of his pants - and he keeps you there, holds you still while you try to regain your breath from being moved so quickly yet so effortlessly.
You keep your eyes squeezed shut in an attempt to block out the several pairs of eyes that are taking in the scene before them, trying to tame your nerves and swallow down your shame and embarrassment. You're so visibly flustered, no doubt the Supreme Leader's getting a kick out of this.
You hear more rippling murmurs approaching you. Then a smooth leathered hand on your thigh, squeezing the flesh tight in his crushing grip.
āEyes open, pet.ā
You hesitate too long, still trying to regain your breath. That same hand on your thigh comes down hard, smacking your skin and letting the sound of slapped flesh and your wanton cry float through the room.
You try to curl towards him, to hide yourself in his broad frame but he holds you and your chain tight. His voice fills your head.
āYou do as I say.ā
You begin to answer him with a nod of your head but he cuts off your attempt.
āOut loud.ā
You close your eyes and take in a deep, shuddering breath. Nothing could have prepared you for this unique type of degradation today. āYes, sir.ā
Only a few heads turn, no one daring to stare at you for too long. Like he had called you, you were his pet, that granted you some level of security.
The Supreme Leader makes some sort of contented sound with his throat. Whoever was speaking continues on with their speech while you finally manage to come down from such an overwhelming ordeal.
His hand stays on your thigh, tenderly massaging the flesh where he had hit you, emphasizing the sweet sting and letting it resonate throughout your body until it finds its way to your clit. The little pearl buzzes, needy for attention but you refrain from begging for mercy, for him to finish you off.
It's too easy for him to get you worked up. He must have been experimenting on you or something, like Pavlov's dogs or whatever. Anytime he touches you, even in the slightest, it sends you reeling for more, it turns you into some desperate whore, needy for whatever he would give you, whatever he deems you worthy of. Whether it was his spit or his flaccid cock in your mouth, you take it and accept it eagerly-
āQuiet.ā
His sudden booming voice fills your head and sends you squeaking a silent apology back to him, your hips involuntarily jerking on his thigh. He pulls on your chain again, your back becoming flush with his chest, the length of your pussy dragging along his thigh leaving an embarrassingly sticky trail in its wake. You keen at the sensation, wondering if he was doing this to you on purpose.
āDoing what?ā
You huff out a non-response, telling yourself you would roll your eyes right now if it wouldnāt get you-
āPunished.ā
You audibly groan, rocking your hips onto his thigh on purpose this time. Fuck, he was so infuriating, so difficult to deal with. Youāre thankful youāre just his plaything, not someone who has to deal with him professionally. Heās impossible.
You ignore the heads that turn in your direction this time and focus on the unsatisfying clench of your pussy around nothing. You know he feels it, feels the way your pussy is throbbing with its own heartbeat for him right now. He knows how desperate you are, he mustā¦
Silence.
No response from him.
Maker, you could cry right now. He's usually so easy to rile up. So easy to frustrate, to annoy, to anger.
Yet he gave you no bruising grip on your thigh or waist, no warning for you to stop. Nothing.
His hand retreated from your thigh and now lounged on the armrest of his giant throne. His other hand doing the same. You feel the warmth radiating off of his chest leave you as he leans back against the throne. He was spreading himself out so wide and so far away from you.
You know he must still be wandering around in your mind, he has to be. There was no way he wasnāt doing this on purpose.
So you project.
You imagine all the ways heās taken you, all the places and surfaces heās bent you over just to relieve his tension, his anger, not caring if you came or not. You often did but it was never with any special care from him, just the pure shock and intensity of his fat cock, impaling you over and over again until you couldnāt help but cum all over him and sob from overstimulation, begging for more despite the pain, despite the blood-
The lights in the room flicker and whoeverās speaking stutters at the sudden distraction, but then continues on discussingā¦ whatever it was theyāre discussing.
You continue as well, remembering all the different way heās punished you: for accidentally chanting his name as if in prayer when youāve become so cock drunk and fucked out that it was the only thing that you could possibly think of.
Kylo, Kylo, Kylo.
You remember how heās slapped you, hit you with the unforgiving and weighted metal of his lightsaber hilt. How heās bruised you, burned you, marked you with his teeth, his lips, his weapon. You remember it all and you shamelessly rut yourself against his thigh, the building pressure in your clit making your mind blank to anything else except getting yourself off on him.
Fuck, you need him. You need him so badly, need him like the moons need their planet, like a planet needs their all devouring sun, a celestial body to rotate around or else they become meaningless, drifting off into space without a serving purpose.
Your body withers against his, your back threatening to arch off his chest if it werenāt for the death grip heās got on your chain right now, keeping you in place like an obedient dog.
The lights continue to flicker. The muruming waves return and you scramble for whatās about to come next.
āTell them to leave.ā
His voice is steady yet it crackles with hopeful embers threatening to combust into something fiery and deadly.
What?
The lights in the room buzz loud and shine brighter than they ever have, like the stars in the sky before something magnificent happens. They shriek with strain until they burst, sending shards of glass flying throughout the room as they burn out, no doubt cutting people in the process.
A figment flies by your cheek and slivers your skin. You hiss at the contact, feeling something hot and thick roll down your cheek in its wake.
āTell them," his voice booms, "to fuck off.ā
āL-leave.ā You speak, voice small, unsure and terrified. Youāre not certain if anyone even heard you based on the minimal reaction you got. A few heads turn, surprised to hear the timid voice of the Supreme Leaderās pet.
Yet no one budges.
Your Supreme Leaderās hand snakes its way up to your throat, resting above your thick metal collar and crushes your windpipe in warning. You try again, this time, like he asked.
āF-fuck off.ā
Someone, an idiot, dares to speak up with a voice quivering worse than your own, āS-Supreme Leader?ā
āYou heard her.ā Itās the first time heās spoken in hours. His voice is terrifyingly calm and sickeningly deep, you feel it resonate throughout your entire body, landing in the depths of your belly. You whimper pathetically, anticipating whatever storm is about to come.
Everyone stands, chair scraping against the floor and they file out through the giant throne room doors, letting the thick and heavy material seal you two away until your Supreme Leader is through with you.
