#entiteled

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Yesterday was my bday 🎂 but I postponed it because mom ended up in the hospital🏥 so now my bday is all month, so congratulate me every day 👑 Thanks to @just_peachy_keen for the cupcake #entiteled #birthdaygirl #cupcake #yum #eating #bluetongue #tongue #silly #birthday https://www.instagram.com/p/BnuKSwZBy_c/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1n29uq3eblx3m

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New Identity

It's wonderful to be able to pause and say - enough is enough. I am tired, I have had enough. I will not wait for anyone to apologise or change. I will not wait for anyone to choose me or love me.

But I am here with myself every single minute of every single day. And guess what?! We could have so much fun together.

I think we end up so hurt sometimes, that we do not dare hope again, just so we don't end up more hurt.

But all of my past experiences (besides the family I was born into) are just a series of my own choices. And in no situation was I not able to say "No more!". Of course, in most cases, I could and I did, but a little too late for my own well being.

Feeling entitled can be actually healthy when done right. We should all feel entitled to feeling good and safe. Feeling loved without any hidden agendas. Don't be so naive as to accept anyone who makes you feel weird, uncomfortable, unsure, confused, scared, threatened, lied to or manipulated, thinking it's just a phase or that they will change eventually. They won't.

But you, my dear, can feel entitled to only healthy and good feeling people, experiences, places. And don't overthink it, gaslight yourself, thinking maybe you are too sensitive, too dramatic, too much. You are not. YOU are actually fighting and neglecting your intuition.

Because one thing that you are is intuitive. THAT really is part of your identity. And when we accept this puzzle peace as part of ourselves, we can actually start to tune in, and carefully listen to it. Because our intuition is the healthy cousin of the ego. They both want to keep us safe, but only the intuition can do so while having our higher self in mind.

[undersomesad]

I really hate what the "Entiteled brides/kids/parents/strangers/etc" stories have done to like... people's willingness not be entiteled?

I am one of those people who get really carsick, like, if I sit in the back, we're gonna have to stop so I can throw up every ten minutes at shortening intervals. Naturally enough, this means I exclusively travel in either the passenger or driver's seat where I am just nauseous (this goes for public transport too, so awkward in taxies).

Unfortunately, in most cases, people like to sit in the front. (And I get it, you see more, can talk to the driver, and there is more room.) Therefore, once they have traveled with me like 3 times, they get The Revelation, "why does she think she is entiteled to sit in the front? We all want to sit there".

From there out, I either have to fight them every time we try to go anywhere, or I have to "prove" it (by making myself throw up and feel horrible for hours. (I don't do that anymore)).

And people think it is totally justified, because I am acting "entitled".

And the worst part is probably when they finally have enough of fighting and decide to do what they want, and then get surprised when I don't go with them.

Who is really entitled here? Me not wanting to throw up, or them wanting to sit in the front?

I understand that it sucks, but 1. it's so much worse for me, and 2. literally just go without me if you don't want me and all that comes with it.

I am not an entiteled asshole that wants it my way??? What have you put in your head that makes you unable to see that???

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I'm an amnesiac, forgot what it's like to be happy Some kind of maniac Follow you around when I know you don't want me I was so blind, don't ask, don't care Opened my eyes, now I see there's

Something that I've been entitled to For too long, too long, too long Something that I've been missing out on

Shame on you Shame on me too I liked it in the dark Feeling all around until I fell and stumbled But now I've got a spark Gonna light a fire and watch it crumble I wasn't free, always in cuffs No more asleep, now I woke up to

I've played in love And it's got to end I was in love but I won't pretend There's something that I've been entitled to Something that I'll never find in you