happy new year man. 2025 was too fucking much. i hope 2026 will be better. i've moved across the country with my partner, i'm getting health things taken care of, i spent the holidays with his family, and i was able to grieve in a place that feels safe.
still having seizures, but i have a neurologist and a really good therapist now. i have a week long hospital stay on monday, they're gonna be doing a 24/7 eeg to track my brain waves and shit and to try to induce seizures by taking me off my meds and sleep depriving me. has anyone done that before?
really validating for the neuro to tell me that they are seizures for sure











