#eurotophobia

[mangaart]

Goodnight Punpun (おやすみプンプン)

Volume 1 (2007)

Written and illustrated by Inio Asano

[thislifeishard]

I don’t know why but I am extremely grossed out by genitalia, female and male. Ever since I was 13 years old, when I am menstruating i have used pads instead of tampons. I am too grossed out to look at my own vagina. I am afraid once I look at it the image will be stuck in my mind forever. I know this is not “normal” but idk what to do to and why it causes me so much distress and anxiety. I am not sure what to do. Would a mental health professional help with this or a gynecologist. Anyone else have similar issues? I am pretty sure I am asexual. I don’t look at males or females and feel any sexual attraction. I’ve never really been attracted to anyone, I have just thought some people are pretty but thats not the same thing. I have sexual intrusive thoughts when scrolling on instagram, watching tv, in public and with my family. As I said, I am 85% sure I am asexual but my ocd makes me think that I am not and just don’t want to admit to myself that I am gay but deep down I know I am probably not. When I get those thoughts it makes me think that it is what I really want and I am just in denial. 

[floralcavern]

Me: So, I have erotophobia, philaphobia, eurotophobia, and phallophobia

Friend: Wow… you’re gonna die alone!

[cityescape4]

Soooo you are Pansexual but you have Eurotophobia? How can you claim to like women but not like their genitalia? I dont understand please explain Thank you!!

Sorry anon, I dont know when you sent this. I just got back from RTX and my laptop has been dead for well over 3 months now, so sorry of this is super late.

First off, I’d like to inform you that not all women have a vagina/breasts, and that not everyone with a vagina/breasts is a woman. There are trans people, non-binary people, genderfluid people, and more that I have probably yet to learn about.

To be honest, I’m not completely sure how to explain it myself. See, I’m still learning about sexuality and stuff. I grew up in a really homophobic household, and didn’t really learn about all the different sexualities until about halfway through high school. And even then, I didn’t admit to myself that I wasn’t completely straight until my freshman year of college. At first I thought it was that I was panromantic and heterosexual. But then I learned more about the trans community and realized that if I was dating a trans woman who either hadn’t had the surgery to change her genitalia yet (whether it be because she couldn’t afford it or she didn’t want it or whatever) then if we were both ok with it, I wouldn’t mind having sex with her. Granted, sex isn’t the end all be all of relationships and I am perfectly fine with being in a relationship and not having sex with my partner.

I’ve heard that Bisexuality and Pansexuality are basically the same term, and that Bisexuality doesn’t necessarily mean “only sexually attracted to two genders” so maybe I should identify as that? Again, I don’t know, I’m still learning.

TL:DR, I dont know how to define my sexual preferences. I’m not sexually attracted to vaginas/breasts. However, that does not mean I am heterosexual, as heterosexual means sexually attracted to a person of “opposite” gender, and there are women who do not have vaginas/breasts and there are men who do. There are more than 2 genders. I am not specifically attracted to one. I just do not want to have sex with individuals who have a vagina/breasts. If you, or anyone else who happens to come across this know what that would be defined as, or could inform me a little more, I’d greatly appreciate it.

[cityescape4]

*crawls into a zexal tag*

*Sees untagged porn containing boobs*

*Crawls out of tag, into bed, and hides*

[cityescape4]

casual reminder for my mutuals: please tag female genetalia (including bare breasts) as 

boobs

breasts

vagina

vag

eurotophobia

krys don't look/krys dont look

I have eurotophobia and i get nauseous and panicky and if it continues i will unfollow you i am sorry

[oricanestmile]

I did it I..!!! Took an itty bitty tiny step toward overcoming my phobia Everything is incredibly disgusting and absolutely repulsive and I hate it a lot and wish I could just sew it shut forever but I'm proud of myself!!!!!