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[hippolotamus]

April recap

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tagged by most beloved @midsummersmorn Mwah! Thank you ☺️

ngl i was expecting more Noah… but I accept this. It’s a pretty decent representation of the month

no tagging @diazsdimples @daffi-990 @dangerpronebuddie @shiriki-utundu @slightlyobsessedwitheverything @stereopticons @bi-buckrights @beyourownanchor6 @bekkachaos @greencreekwolf @dr-shortsighted-owl @elvensorceress @giddyupbuck @bidisasterevankinard @honestlydarkprincess @monsterrae1 @whatwouldeddiedo @theospiderman and anyone else who wants to 😘

[circledwithaheart]

Sunday Sentences

Kicking off today because I actually finished something! (everybody clap) Please have some shameless self promotion while it awaits a second read 💖

“Oh, fuck you. You know that’s not what’s happening here.” “Then what is it? Please, tell me, oh wise one.” Evan steps into Eddie’s space, standing between his spread knees and thighs. With mere inches between them, it wouldn’t take much to make a terrible situation worse. To give in to the thing he’s craved since he turned seventeen. Except Evan is already hurt and pissed off. He doesn’t need Eddie’s selfishness blurring, and potentially severing, more lines between them. Especially when Eddie was the one who chose to marry someone else. “Because, Evan, I can’t-” He swallows his cowardice, slipping on a brave face that allows him to stomach looking at his best friend. It’s not enough. He was an idiot to ever believe it would be. To believe he could visually trace the pinched brows, the worried creases surrounding stormy blue eyes, and remain unaffected. His breath catches cataloging flaring nostrils and a pink mouth; a sharp, tense jawline. Eventually, finally, he forces himself to breathe. To confess. “I can't lose you. That’s why.” “You can’t lose me,” Evan repeats, his voice laced with venom. “Sure, why not? Maddie already left, why not you too?"

np tagging @greencreekwolf @rewritetheending @spotsandsocks @dangerpronebuddie @diazsdimples @shiriki-utundu @daffi-990 @bekkachaos @brittwrites @911varietyposts @stereopticons @dr-shortsighted-owl @giddyupbuck @elvensorceress @monsterrae1 @thelikesofus @bi-buckrights @lemonzestywrites @midsummersmorn @whatwouldeddiedo @honestlydarkprincess @rainbow-nerdss @theotherbuckley @inell @super-powerful-queen-slayyna @keeperofdragons @quiethauntings @sintari @soupfic @tippytoesbuddie @ladydorian05 @your-catfish-friend @thewolvesof1998 @damnit-buck and anyone else who wants to 😘

[circledwithaheart]

for that give me a ship and a sentence. BUDDIE ( you know it would be buddie). "After everyone goes home, Eddie and Chris stay with Buck for a couple more days."

Of course it’s Buddie! mwah! 😘 Did I say 5 sentences??? I meant… however many this is.

After everyone goes home, Eddie and Chris stay with Buck for a couple more days. The house settles into the perfect amount of quiet. It was nice to feel loved and surrounded by the 118—their family—to know he was never alone for a moment, but once the worst was over it left him aching for something else. A different type of quiet, a predictable rhythm, made up of lightly clacking crutches, socked feet padding out to the kitchen for juice or coffee, Eddie whittling on the back patio when he swears he’s going to bed. Just a few more minutes.

And a new tone, a gentle rustling where Eddie slips beneath the sheets, easy, like he belongs there. Maybe he does. Maybe Buck can let himself believe he deserves it. Deserves Eddie.

But not tonight. Tonight he’ll play an increasingly familiar note, reach across the mattress and find Eddie’s hand already waiting for him. Eddie will strike the next chord, shifting until they’re closer than best friends should be. The song will wind down, complemented by their breaths and heartbeats weaving together.

“G’night, Eds.”

I love you.

~~~~~~~~~

“Night, Buck.”

And in the fuzzy haze between wakefulness and sleep, Eddie adds a slight encore to this thing between them, pressing a kiss to Buck’s curls.

I love you, too.

send me a ship + a sentence and I’ll write the next 5ish

[circledwithaheart]

tease tidbit tuesday 🧠

not tagged by anyone (i think 🤔) but amnesia Buck is coming along quite nicely and i thought i'd share. Ginormous thanks to @dangerpronebuddie for all her help in getting it here 😁

Buck looks up from the ancient magazine he’s flipping through only to immediately narrow his eyes. “You,” he scoffs. “Of everyone in the 118 they could have sent up here, it had to be you.” He snorts, clearly unimpressed. “I appreciate the thought, but I’m sure you have much better things to do like work on your eight pack.”

Work on your eight pack. What the hell is that supposed to mean? Eddie wonders, thumbnails digging into the flesh of his palms. “I hoped I could stay for a minute. If that’s not too much.” Buck cocks his head, staring curiously, as if Eddie’s grown another limb or turned a different color. Then he shrugs and focuses on the magazine again. “Whatever, man.” If this were some crazy alternate reality, Eddie would be tempted to laugh at the absurdity of it all. He’s still not sure something didn’t happen to him and he’s having delusions.

np tagging @dangerpronebuddie @bekkachaos @spotsandsocks @rewritetheending @brittwrites @daffi-990 @stereopticons @greencreekwolf @dr-shortsighted-owl @elvensorceress @monsterrae1 @thelikesofus @bi-buckrights @diazsdimples @shiriki-utundu @lemonzestywrites @midsummersmorn @whatwouldeddiedo @honestlydarkprincess @rainbow-nerdss @theotherbuckley @inell @super-powerful-queen-slayyna @keeperofdragons @quiethauntings @sintari @soupfic @tippytoesbuddie @ladydorian05 @your-catfish-friend @thewolvesof1998 @damnit-buck and anyone else who wants to 😘

[circledwithaheart]

Make me Write ✍️

tagged by my love @bidisasterevankinard and recently @herrmannhalsteadproduction 💞

you all know the rules by now 1 emoji = 3 sentences. You can send as many emoji as you like but please be sensible 😘

you don’t have to send them separately but those do tend to get answered more quickly

🎂 amnesia!Buck

🧜‍♂️ mer!Buck

🎖️ WW2 EddieTommy

🔪 for Princess Jester only 🤭

🤨 answer a previous mmw

*no pressure but amnesia Buck is due next week 😶‍🌫️

np tagging @diazsdimples @daffi-990 @dangerpronebuddie @shiriki-utundu @bekkachaos @bi-buckrights @spotsandsocks @greencreekwolf @dr-shortsighted-owl @elvensorceress @theotherbuckley @drparktheshark @cathcer1984 @super-powerful-queen-slayyna @911varietyposts @soupfic @damnit-buck @monsterrae1 @honestlydarkprincess @thewolvesof1998 @keeperofdragons @your-catfish-friend @midsummersmorn @lemonzestywrites and anyone else who wants to 😘

[desertbuddie]

All for You

for @unlifeira

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Thanks for the tag @keeperofdragons mwah! 😘

Origin of Username: I started this sideblog after some rough times trying to 911 on my main. It's not a secret I multiship so I wanted something that refllected that in a fun fandom way. circledwithaheart just felt like the right way to do that (let's be so real, Maddie is the real MVP for all she puts up with. As an older sister she is Tired™)

You will always order this food: Pizza, bacon cheeseburger, fettucine alfredo with chicken, or caesar salad. I am a Taurus sun and by gods I am loyal to my favs

Overused emojis: 😅💖

Current favourite tv show/book/movie: 911 and High Potential / Ravensong by TJ Klune / Ever After

Song on repeat: Since the Abigail storyline (especially Eddie seeing her off) I've been mainlining the view between villages by noah kahan

Oddly specific thing that brings you joy: the buildup in Swan Lake, Op. 20, Act 2: No. 10 that starts around 1:24 culminating in a brain altering crescendo at 2:11 (@diazsdimples back me up on this)

Last thing you hyperfixated on: presently stuck on whatever the hell Buddie are doing, a design idea for my next tattoo, and a recent conversation with my therapist lol

Phone Wallpaper: Homescreen is the same pic I've had forever- a view of the clouds during a flight to (or maybe from?) Chicago. Lockscreen is a cute lil kawaii ghostie

What smell makes you happy?: Right before it rains

Morning night or other type of person: A night owl trapped in a morning person's life

What’s your work/profession: Product Owner for software running on all the best technology of the mid 90's

np tagging @dangerpronebuddie @diazsdimples @daffi-990 @kidnappedbuckleys @siratonin @hyperfocusthusly @spotsandsocks @greencreekwolf @dr-shortsighted-owl @elvensorceress @thewolvesof1998 @giddyupbuck @your-catfish-friend @bekkachaos @rewritetheending @lemonzestywrites @midsummersmorn @bi-buckrights @bidisasterevankinard @herrmannhalsteadproduction @monsterrae1 @honestlydarkprincess @thelikesofus @911varietyposts @why-didnt-i-get-any-soup @buddiecanon03122026 @panikkarscurls and anyone else who wants to join in 💞

[hippolotamus]

Songs on Repeat 🎼 13 songs I’ve had on repeat lately

tagged by beloved @siratonin 💞

The great divide - Noah Kahan

God needs the Devil - Jonah Karen

It’s you - Peter Peter

Waves - Dean Lewis

Nobody knows - the Lumineers

All the things she said - Harrison

Wave - Meghan Trainor

Somewhere in between - Matt Hansen

Last kiss - Taylor Swift

Wait for me - Hadestown

Wicked game - Daisy Gray

Perfectly broken - Banners, Lily Meola

Laguntasuna Bazen Apurtezina - Verde Prato, BRONQUIO

np tagging @stereopticons @min-tang @chanyelle @dangerpronebuddie @monsterrae1 @bekkachaos @bi-buckrights @bidisasterevankinard @midsummersmorn @youdeservesunshine @lemonzestywrites @whatwouldeddiedo @thelikesofus @rewritetheending @diazsdimples @daffi-990 @your-catfish-friend @martyreasemymind @dr-shortsighted-owl @greencreekwolf @elvensorceress @damnit-buck @loucifersbitch and anyone else who wants to 😘