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Oh god I left my vape in my truck and I JUST changed into shorts and a tank top

#and it is POURING snow outside #maybe if I put on my biggest robe and sprint #personal #everything is difficult

#not sure how long I can go on feeling like this #like its fine im fine im not going to do anything permanent or harmful #but my tolerance for discomfort I am finding out is absolutely in the fuckingn ground #which makes a lot of sense considering the amount of coping mechanisms I’m using To numb on a regular basis #but holy fucking shit I can’t keep feeling like this #i need to start feeling like myself again #i don’t feel like myself #i feel no creativity #no spark #no interest #everything is difficult #even everyday tasks like putting on makeup feel like climbing a mountain #and I feel so ashamed for the struggles #and Caige keeps telling me to be gentle with myself #but I feel like I can’t be because if I’m gentle with myself than I’m scared I’ll never get out of this pit #i feel like I just need to power through it #was googling #‘how to get over burnout without taking a break’#and it’s like. ‘how to fill up your car with gas without putting any gas in the tank’#but I’m so fucking stubborn I feel incapable and unwilling to give myself time or space #which is dumb because it’s not like I’m making any progress with the way things are going now #im just exhausted #sleeping so much #don’t know how to get back to myself #rabbit rambles #no need to say anything I just needed to get this off my chest

The past couple weeks, I’ve been trying to make a mental note whenever I talk to someone if they mention being tired and/or sleeping like shit. And I swear all but two (excluding the professional context where it’s just unspoken that we’re all tired) it has come up. Like 99% of people in my unofficial poll are exhausted. That’s got to be noteworthy somehow

#i’m also exhausted #and sleeping like shit #everything is difficult #and expensive #idiocracy #personal #dumb bullshit

ough I wish I didn't prioritize everyone else's feelings and preferences above my own all the time. I'd be nice to Not Do That. at least one time.

#oughhhhhhhhhhhhh #the Holidays™#New Years now.#its. g r e a t #im spending it with my dad. cus. idk. i don't want him to be alone #which is reasonable #but his girlfriend is gonna be over. so. CLEARLY HES NOT GONNA BE ALONE #an THEN my mother is gonna be disappointed and sad that Im not taking part in HER family gathering #and if im being fr; I DONT WANNA BE W EITHER OF THEM!#if im not thinking about how everyone feels #oughhhh and i had to turn down an invite to a friends new years gathering #i didnt *have* to but i *have* to #idk its hard #everything is difficult #i literally never put myself first and yet #both of my parents have inadvertently called my decisions selfish.#guhhhhhhhh #goofy jelly thoughts

Every artist reaches a "Eh fuck it, good enough" point when making an art piece, but it feels like I've been stuck at this stage for all of my art lately ugh it's so stale and stiff and devoid of any passion

#Everything is difficult #It's so easy to just give up and accept mediocrity why should I try to improve

Guys the Benadryl said take 2 if ur over 12 so I did but then saw that it specified by over 12, they more mean people over 100 pounds, and my sickly ass is 101-105. I’ve rarely ever taken Benadryl before and when I’ve had it in the past if was the kids chewable tablets cus I was a Child.

I think the door blinked at me and my mouth can’t chew crackers and have you ever stared at the ground after coming off one of those spinny things at the park. Also I laid in bed with a cracker in my mouth for two minutes cus my jaw wouldn’t chew it correctly and my body forgot how to swallow. Just realizing I already typed that by the way

I am so fucked up, I tried to stand up but I was leaning over at a fukin angle and anyway guess who isn’t driving today

#benadryl #Benadryl is happening #mother fucker #I am stoned as balls #why don’t my arms work and why won’t my mouth open #everything is difficult #Benadryl story?

me, in heaving sobs: i-i’m.. a.. writer goddamn it- !

#today's mood #everything is difficult #nanowrimo #writing

me: [has an idea]

me: [tries to draw it]

me: [its not coming out how i want it as soon as i sketch it]

me: i have no talent and Will Starve

#Chris rambles #hdfskjsdf #its #everything is difficult #)-)o

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