#everything is triggering

[bddiaries]

today has been such a shitty day the past month has been such a fucking shitt ass month ive been tearing up in class all morning i cant wait to go home and sob and then pass out

[collinnmckinley]

Im so edge right now...

[probablydissociating]

Everything around me is too much yet I feel nothing..

[hatedhippie]

I am hanging like a pair of tits.

[unheardoceans]

PTSD is so ridiculously fucking exhausting. I need a break from it already. Normalcy would be nice.

[thavengrs]

feeling miserably lonely god damn 

[donturnontheradio]

It's not even a certain thing that made me feel like this again, it's just like everything's been building up again and I can't take it anymore and I can tell I'm about to snap. I'm just tired of feeling like this and I'm tired of being treated like shit and I'm tired of letting people walk all over me and I'm tired of being weak. I haven't been on Prozac since the beginning of December and since then I can feel myself slowly getting worse and worse again and I hate it. I don't want to have to depend on prozac or any medication but I feel like that's the only way I'll be somewhat okay. Recovery has been the hardest thing for me and I just want to be okay and not feel alone.

[moonharru]

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