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Hello Tumblr.
I have been on this website for years now but have never spoken about my experience as a detransitioned woman. I thought I would make a blog dedicated to this issue and my experience and hope that I can have meaningful conversations and relationships with other detrans females 🌸
2 months and a few days since my last t shot.
My beard is definitly going slower and I think my hair line is growing back, but it'll be a while before I can tell for sure. There are little thin, colorless hairs showing up where I lost it, which is a lot like when my beard grew, so I'm hopeful my hair is going to regrow like it was pre t.
I still haven't had a period yet although I had spotting for about 5 days so I think it's trying to start up again.
My laser hair removal appointment was canceled due to weather and I haven't rescheduled yet, life circumstances meant I could afford it for right now. I feel more okay about that since it's growing slower. I still only shave my beard once a week out of laziness but I could shave more often if I wanted. Even right after I shave, I have a shadow because I'm pale and my hair is very dark so I think whether I shave or not it doesn't affect me passing. Maybe the hair will lighten over time, but I doubt it because I had some facial hair before t, and it was dark too.
All other changes are as expected. Lower libido, less energy. I think I need to sleep more now. It's easier to cry (I'm glad for this). Otherwise I haven't had emotional problems.
I took the dive and made an Okc profile... I anxietized over it for a whilw but remind dmyself, whats the worst that can happen? No one matches with me and nothing changes. So why not try? I'm nervous and judgemental toward myself but oh well, it's done!
This is just some venting and if anyone actually has advice and goes through these tags then, great, but otherwise I don't think anyone will reply.
I've been off T for one month now. I was on it for what would have been 3 years in February. So like 2 years and 10 months. I pass as male with no issues, even when I shave my face. I'm not really making an effort to pass as female at this point because what the fuck would that mean? I like my clothes and I suck at makeup. So whatever. I know it will take time for me to feminize in features again so I really don't expect anything else.
I feel like I'm in identity purgatory. The more I work through things I DO identify as female again. I'm not ready to come out at work or deal with changing bathrooms until it gets to a point where I obviously pass for female again.
But I want to date... Or at least try to meet people. I'm lonely. But just as I did when I originally transitioned I feel like I "can't" until I actually pass for what I'm wanting people to take me for... Female. So I feel like I can't try dating until then. Which is so sad for me right now.
Like what could I do? Just come out on my profile and say I'm detransitioning? But not out? That's terrifying.
It feels really terrible right now.
why did i ever change my name to kameron. isn't gabriella rose just the cutest thing evar
