#explination

[tsubaki94]

Dannymay25: Day 29 Ghost biology

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5

[secondmoonrise]

I made an explination for the symbols used, any questions just ask and ill try to answer

close ups of text under cut

[h3llblazer]

((ooc: me, five minutes in: where's John??? ☹️☹️☹️)))

((RAHH OKAY SO TO QUICKLY MAKE SURE EVERYBODY UNDERSTANDS just for Angst, i might make a poll to see if everyone is okay and can understand this

this means he's just normally talking

this means he is self debricating or just starting too get angsty and mean

this means angst has started

he's angry with angst

this is that voice in the back of his head that speaks the 'truth' (aka me, Mun)

HOPE YOU CAN UNDERSTAND IT A BIT BETTER NOW))

[hushed-now]

And the entire family of colors in complete. Or at least, the colors I have available to me. Born out of a time when the world was less than coherent, but they mean a lot to me nonetheless. If you wanna read more about them and the thought process of their creation, you can read on. If not, I hope you just enjoy their presence.

During the first trip, I created purple. It was my first time taking acid and I wasn’t entirely certain what to expect. I had prepared notebooks and highlighters and pens to draw and write and such. I started just scribbling with the highlighters in my sketchbook but I found that there was a color I couldn’t quite grasp. Upon texting a couple people who were aware of my being high, one of them suggested the color purple. It was the right color, but I wanted a specific shade that only one of my pens could make. I realized later that it was the same shade of purple that a highlighter makes. All throughout the night, I grew obsessed with purple and wanting to hold it close. Eventually, he became personified, and it was only as I was sobering up that I put two and two together that he was melancholy. And he was the beginning of the colors and their subsequent meanings.

The third trip is when I found blue. The second was one which was more emotional and I spent more time lamenting my woes to a friend. But I found blue by simply creating chunks of each other the colors I had. Blue stood out among the rest and it was very difficult for me to look away from. Within time, I had a drawing of them and I felt giddy. But I wanted to draw them larger, but I felt like I was messing up every time. It was only in the image that is shown here where I realized what they were and how I needed to approach drawing them for them to work. Blue is beauty, specifically the ever changing nature of it and the many forms that it can exist. So to create blue, I had to stop thinking that lines were out of place and I instead began to think about these lines as new opportunities for their beauty. I quite enjoy their final image because you can see the difference they went through from pencil to pen to highlighter to sharpie. They are also the only color that does not have a concrete gender to them.

The fourth trip gave me orange and pink together. The highlighters themselves enticed me, but I was unsure about which one I wanted to pursue. I quickly realized that I could not separate them. But then I was caught between the ideas of making them one person with two personalities or two people who simply could not be without the other. It took a bit, but I realized that the latter was the way to go, so first came orange. Something about him was easy-going and sort of lazy and it was at his visual creation that I knew what he and pink were meant to be. But I refused to finalize it without the visual creation of pink. It became clear to me that orange could exist without pink, but pink could not exist without pink. However, pink’s existence is to make others happy and that is often done by hiding orange, thus he hides the foundation for his creation. And orange does nothing because he is waiting for pink to realize that what he is doing is wrong. Thus, they became the personification of truth and lies.

The last three were made with the most recent trip and their connections with each other finally became clear. But we’ll start with one at a time. First came yellow. I initially wanted red, but my brain blockaded me from red, telling me that yellow needed to come first. When I first tried to give shape to yellow, I over defined him with the sharpie and he simply looked sad. I failed him, but he was one of those that a little more care and patience would make him more brilliant in the end. It wasn’t too far into his creation before I realized that he was meant to represent word, the language we use, and more specifically, what it means to me.

Next was red. Red was a color that I had been very cautious of in the past. When I’m tripping, the corners of my vision is tainted by colors that are directly related to music or emotions. Red would always come up in frustration or other less than good scenarios. But I finally realized that red needed the space to become a person as well. So I gave them that space. They were less difficult to personify than most of the color because red is a color that I have come to know quite well, though the explanation of why is a it too personal for this stream of consciousness. And thus, red is the personification of reality.

Finally was green. Green was a bit of an enigma for me until I figured out how they were all intertwined. I knew what they looked like and the energy that they held, but their relation to the others made little sense to me. So I had to understand how they all wove together before I had meaning for him. 

And that brings me to their connections with each other. In the center is blue and the rest of the colors circle around them. They are at the center because the colors around them and their meanings are beautiful to me in some regard or deserve to have some sense of beauty applied to them. At the bottom is yellow and at the top is red because word protect me from reality most of the time. At the left is orange and on the right is pink as they cannot be separated and must be close to each other in some regard. Furthermore, pink is the protection from orange. Cast between pink and red is purple because melancholy is something that is a reality for me but is often dressed up in lies. That’s a little difficult to explain past that. Finally was green and that was when I finally determined who they were. I knew that he was meant to be in between yellow and orange. And it clicked that green represents storytelling. Because storytelling to me is the taking of my truth and casting it through words. And to follow the pattern, storytelling is my protection from melancholy.

And thus, they are an entwined family. And I am happy that I have found them all after the attachment I felt to purple.

[brainlessbookthoughts]

I’m about half way through the first Shadow and Bone book and all I’m saying is the Darkling better have a good ass explanation 🤬

[monsterthorst]

I’m not dead, surprise!🌸

Guess who’s back from the grave? It’s a me, ya boy. Now, I want to cover a few things. One, I want to apologize for how horrendously inactive I’ve been, sheesh, it was rough. But I have an explanation. As much as I love all of the shows and mangas I was previously writing for, I’ve outgrown reading/writing fanfictions for shows I don’t watch or think about anymore. Which is why we’ll be changing things up a little bit here on this blog, which will segway into point Two! This blog, previously for anime’s and the like, will now be dedicated to entirely to, drum roll please…

Creatures and Monsters and Demons, Oh My!

Why this sudden, dramatic shift? Well, I’ve been doing some soul searching recently and I’ve found that, rather than normality, my entire being craves big, hairy, beefy, hideous monsters and creature that could actually just KILL ME if they wanted to. What can I say? The heart wants what the heart wants

Now, with all of that said, we get to point numero tres! After a centuries wait, my ask box is now officially open once more; for requests related to CREATURES AND MONSTERS AND DEMONS(Oh My!) only! If you have a pending ask from me on my other two blogs that have yet to be answered, I want to give you my sinceriest apologies as I will NOT be completing them. I really hate to do that, truly, but I have no motivation to write for those things anymore. Please know that I would be MORE than happy to answer any other ask you may have related to this new, slightly spontaneous theme.

Now, onto the fourth, FINAL, and probably most important point. As for my other two blogs, @bb-headcannons and @drrr-headcannons, they will soon be deleted. I don’t want to have to keep taking care of them and dealing with them when they will be completely inactive henceforth so, to make it simple, I’m going to completely just get rid of them and try to start anew. And the same goes for this blog, all of the past content I’ve written here will also soon be removed. I want to start over from square one with a completely blank slate. I’m truly sorry for this craziness and I hope you all can forgive me for throwing this on you after months of silence. I really hope all of you continue to stay with me and support me through this change. I love you all, from the bottom of my heart!!!!😭💝💞

[magicalspacepanunicorn]

Just...read it

"If you couldn't walk and someone blocked the door to the classroom and no one would listen to you. How would you feel?" 

 The teacher blinked. "Pretty useless and upset, I suppose. However, what does that have to do with-" She furrows her brows as she's interrupted. 

 "Now imagine there's also a tic on your arm and every time something changes, it bites you. And the tic can never leave. What would you do?" 

"Learn how to ignore it." The teacher states, narrowing her eyes.

"But it's sucking your blood. And you're slowly dying everyday. No one else can see it, they don't believe you're disabled. That you can't walk. You feel useless and no one knows why or how even though you told them cause they don't believe you." He tilts his hat up, glaring at her. "Every time you try to get the attention you need, people insult you or call you lazy or crippled. Sometimes they'll say 'if you just got enough sleep' or 'you just need to get used to it. Maybe even 'I didn't raise you to be like this'. You're the outcast, the freak." "What. Do. You. Do." @anxious-fander-bean

[invaderblue]

So I was thinking of making an Au for Invader Zim and got the idea of a Singer Au in a sense. What if Zim is a popular singer on Irk by posting videos of himself sing on InvaderTube and doing live concerts later?

Singer/Idol Invader Zim Au

•Zim is a popular Singer/Idol on Irk

•Red and Purple are his biggest fans who both have a crush on him (Throwing in my favorite rare pairing)

•Zim travels to earth because he’s heard of their music and wishes to learn and kinda incorporate it with his own music

•Gir is Zim’s bodyguard. He has the same personality in the show, but is very good at his job protecting Zim

•Dib is still a paranormal investigator, but tone down the craziness a tad. He’s suspicious of Zim when the irken arrives on earth and goes to his school. Become kinda unsure friends at first and later good friends.

•Zim reassures Dib he isn’t here to take over the planet by sharing Irken history with him from time to time.

•Gaz and Zim are gaming buddies one she introduces him to the Game Slave series.

So that’s all I have so far on this Au, but I do hope to flush it out a bit more and work on some art for it. Hope you guys enjoyed this post, see ya!