#failed day

[teakasumi]

Fuck everything I had to go to the comicon today but the only Howl I'm cosplaying is this

Damn nausea I'm ko

[an-edonia]

un altro giorno da fallire

[strongsh17]

Post Hoc

21.09.19

I want to stop making excuses. I failed. I need to know where and how and I move on from there.

Stop making excuses.

[befit-and-happyy]

God help me I ate Chinese food, Cinnabon, a shake from Auntie Ann’s. Earlier I had cheese fries, pizza, and a funnel cake. I sense a heart attack coming soon

[fairybs]

going to bed early just so you can wake up to start over tomorrow

[beautyisnotthisbody]

Day 114

So it rained so much the ground was flooding like 3-4 inches. I did manage to get a run in during the dry spell in the middle of the afternoon (the ground was like a sponge or something crazy) for about a mil.

So stressed with laptop and iPod issues that I wish I could just not exist, unfortunately that plus biology has ended up with me eating some crap today, this is starting to scarily look like  a habit and it's one I need to break fast.

I can't even count it up. I will cry and right now I need to fix  this ipod then sleep :/

tomorrow will be better. I willl refuse the flaming hot cheetos and the brownies. I will run more than I am scheduled and I will not get fat. I will remember when I weigh myself that 1. it's proven you weigh more at lower elevation and 2. any weight within a week of now is not accurate.

I did run and walk alot today though. I'm also debating making an appointment with to talk about some stuff with the school therapist. I never wanted to before and if she tries to go all emotional with why I struggle with needing control I'm out, but I just want to know if what I'm thinking is normal or not when it comes to food. Anyone else struggle with this when they had their first bad week when working out?

[emorella]

somehow failed day

haaayyy so earlier this day my papa asked me to do the market stuff but I really do not know how to "market" stuff. I tried reasoning, I tried passing the responsibility but to no avail... I really do not know how to look for those market items,,,, good thing my papa and I made a compromise that I'll only shop for 500 pesos worth of food... (Ngayon ko lang narealize ang konti pala ng mabibili ng 500 pesos ahaha kahit sa palengke pa XD)... Feeling ko naloko pa ako nung vendor... pero hinayaan ko nalang,,,,, noob sa pamamalengke eeh ahahah XD

  Then I saw my grades as in complete grades na.... alam mo yung feeling na ang tagal mong hinintay yung tentative final grade mo sa isang subject tapos nakakafrustrate yung results?? Ayun eh.. Epal yung sa CADD.... sobrang bumagsak sa finals... buti nalang pasado yung midterms at prelims at nag average ng passing grade... buti nalang talaga...XD

   Then it comes to this time XD.. bored ulit pero okay lang I love being a lazy person... Kaysa naman nasstress sa mga bagay bagay XD....